hello there (quick updates)

July 29, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

i miss you, blog. recently i am busy as usual. even tho my work loads been reduced because you-know-who helps me in purchasing order task however the head aches even attacked me more lately. sigh.

well, you-know-who and i were not mean to work/ cooperate together because we have a different directions! huhh.

ignored about him, let me update several things about me:

1) i received sms from one of my contestant (last feb's contest) this evening where by she just received the parcel. alhamdulillah. <-i just send them last few days -___-"

2) i create a new blog. any one interested to visit, drop your link here (if any). winks. <-a reason why i lazy to update here! hu hu

3) my bff and i were conform our tickets to 2nd vacations. thanks darling!!

4) is missing my sweetheart. he has away for shooting training for 3 days and 2 nights. sobs. the good news is he will be back on tomorrow evening. yeayy!!

5) will traveling tonight. ha ha.

6) see you on monday, blog. muahh!!

p/s: since i did send all prizes (sorry for keep on pending them) and now i would like to organize my 2nd contest which i dont know yet what's will it all about. any how, prizes are fresh from this weekend trip. ha ha.




xoxo,

the end of the sobs weekend (last week)

July 28, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

hell, yeah! i turn emo when i was hungry. hu hu. that is why when he spoiled my mood, i easily merajuk, shopping separately and declined his phone calls. anyway, thanks kak liza for your advises. kindly, appreciate it.

sorry, babe. i got 2 pink bras only at Jj tebrau. neither fuchsia luggage nor MAC promo set. hu hu.

back to the story,

we bought a baby-gym to her cousin which selected by my sweetheart. at 1st i want to survey at another places but he said, 'just choose any one i like'. i replied, 'i ord choose 2 pressies before to his cousins and better this time he choose what ever he like.'

fine.

after the merajuk scenes, we decided to visit his uncle in law's house at kempas. he asked me what's going on and i replied, 'i hungry!' T_T' huhuhu

then he said, 'just be patient. after this we can eat at the kenduri aqiqah.' hurm.. sobs. i am really hungry ok! one thing about me, when i really excited to see him, i wont eat anything. because i worried that i am late, i want to have breakfast with him and i wish i could spend more time with him.

but, seriously i am wrong. end up, i suffered! sobs.

he look at me. i never smile back. he told me to accompany him to groceries department. what the fish??! i am hungry, i am wearing 3inches of high heels and he asked me to walk around with him which during that time i hope to sit and wait!!

sobs. i replied, 'i am sick. i will be waiting outside.' hu hu <- so drama queen. 5 mins. 10mins. 15 mins. arghh! why la so long?? i am sleepy while waiting for him. i am sitting alone at the bench and counting times. sigh.

i checked my hp and omg, 6 miss calls! huhu. he called me and asked where am i? i said, i dont go anywhere, just waiting for him near by the cashier counter. hu hu.

few minutes later, he come and see me. we walked to the car park. before i left Jj tebrau, i bought lemon hibiscus at starbucks. i cant wait to the kenduri because i am totally hungry. sobs. sobs.

inside the car, he gave me fries whereby he went to groceries department and queue like hell just because he want to buy the food for me.

oh, so sweet. well, yeah. please slap me because i think at the end of the day i annoyed not him! or both of us were annoyed. sigh.

on top of that, because of ego and emo we just spoiled our precious times. hu hu.

p/s: there were 2 sweet things i found about him: (1) he choose a baby gym which i think i myself never thought about it before (2) he bought me foods to reduce my emo!

**alhamdulillah. now we are ok. no more dramas.




xoxo,

past few days story part two

July 27, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

last saturday i went to Jj tebrau with my sweetheart. it such a beautiful day if he didnt rise up his voice. since he did it, my mood turn down and i was emo almost the whole day!!

which this is the 2nd time over about 3 years in our relationship i turn emo. sigh.

i was not an emo girl. i use to be cheerful, easy going and happy go lucky. but at the moment my mood is turn down and he did annoyed then i will left him, walk separately and doing my own business. hu hu.

we rarely fighting. i hate it because at the end one of us (fine, actually i will crying) and it was painful. so we do prefer discuss/ slow talk/ communicate and avoid it.

but, last weekend i dont know why, i am so sensitive (nearly period kot! hu hu).

at 1st he rise up his voice in front of MAC outlet, then at Padini i asked him to choose any one of sleeve and pant (purposely for the hantaran) but he dont bother, next we went to baby department's looking for her cousin's pressie and we argued which are the best offer lastly at men's department he stop by at one corner and i said i want to survey a luggage. done, i stand next to him and he said 'have you survey your luggage?!' <- i emo when he asked me with that kind of question. i mean like want to give an order. so garang! sobs.

blame me because i was so sensitive last weekend. sobs. i left him, walk alone to women department's and spend half an hour there. he call me but i refuse to receive. thing is, when i stresses i love shopping. ha ha.

i frustrated when i cant buy MAC promo set and decided to buy something. after so many rounds at women's department and just imagine i am wearing 3inches of high heels, i decided to go to scarlet (always my fav).

i love to survey row by row at scarlet, pick one item and put it back (ha ha ha). then, i received a phone call from my sweetheart. he worried at me <- see. then i told him i was merajuk and at women's department. he asked me why? sobs.. see, he didnt realized at all. sobs. sobs.

end up i bought 2 pink bras. hu hu.

so long. i fail to summarize it. i am sorry. thank you for still reading this.

then, i walk lonely with no directions and suddenly far away i saw he walked towards me. i pretend doesnt see him and look at another direction. hu hu. i can see he smile at me and i walked straight ignored him. actually, i wont show him that my mood is ok.

so, keep on pretending la. ha ha ha. oh, tired la. shall take a break 1st. will cont this later. *big grinned.

p/s: the MAIN purpose i turn emo because i was hungry. ha ha ha




xoxo,

about yesterday part one

July 25, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

sorry for not updating you again. yesterday i went to jb as i told you before. well, jb is ok. but we are ko!

ha ha ha. i managed to drive 1 hour and 15 mins at his place but he makes me annoyed when he let me wait for him almost 15mins inside my car! arghh..

see.. i am excited to meet him but he let me enjoy scenes at his place which i dont bothered la. fine. fine. 1st 5mins are ok not more than that eh, next time.

then, we off to jj tebrau (as usual) and 1st thing 1st i plan a night before i met him is i must buy the MAC promo set which just cost me RM250/- hu hu.

with confidently, i walk in to MAC and the sa said, i am sorry miss. how do you know about this? gulp.. he question surprised me because i am worried i asked the wrong question or etc.

however, i did explain her about MAC klcc bla bla new promo and bla bla.. the, she replied oh, like that. hurm.. i am sorry miss we cant released it until next week because there will be schedulles on next weekend.

oh what? next weekend??! today cannot buy eh? i asked her and she said, we are very sorry miss. but still you can give the deposit and we reserve it for you. kindly please collect your stuff buy next week.

sobs..

the sa did show me the new promo set inside the drawer. well, i guest there are not much la. seems like, 1st come 1st serve basis la (as usual).. hu hu.

it was frustrating ever..

before i walk in to MAC (how did i write this, jumps here and there), there have a drama between my sweetheart and i. without his realized he accidently rise up his voice to me which makes me touched down. sobs again.

see.. there are too many sob here and there. let me cont later la. sob. sob.

p/s: any one, would like to be my ps to buy me a new MAC promo set T_T" i want it so badly la..




xoxo,

jb here i come again

July 24, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i will going to jb <- cliche. actually i want to visit my sweetheart and we will spending an evening with baby qirana who is his newborn cousin. winks.

before that, let me think 1st what will we going to bring along to her cousin. another lady bird new born baby set?

no lah. let me see what will we going to buy at Jj tebrau. la la la.

in fact, i am afraid if i will visiting MAC again and without i realize i will buying the new promo set?? ha ha.

p/s: babes, help me! i may not buy fuchsia luggage but maybe MAYBE maybe .. ha ha. it's a maybe la.
**see you next time, blog.




xoxo,

thank you very much

July 23, 2010.

hi, blog.

guess what's inside?




xoxo,

birds are chirping out side my window

July 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i hope today will be a better day for me. i am grateful living as what i am now with surroundings family and friends. of cause with my sweetheart too..

blogging in the morning was not i am going to do previously.. before this, around the same time and the same place i was peacefully sleeping. ha ha.

i hope this routines could be change slowly.. i thought of many things la. until when we could be like this? i need some changes in my life to make it interesting.

why not?

********************

surprisingly when some one replied my fb status with 'amboiii.. mulut x sayangg' after i wrote ' mulakan hari mu dengan alhamdulillah. hidup lagi rupanya kih kih kih' .

that status was referring to myself. hurm. luckily i know her but not very well. so i guess she just wanna make a joke. but..

deep down there i feels that she shouldnt start with that la. i am not good enough teaching peeps to be polite but well, supposes she knows that we never comments each others before so it's awkward to start a conversation like that.

sounds embarrassing.. hu hu. just forget about her.

********************

ouh, time is up. i shall go for shower and off to work. see you then blog.

p/s: is better not to respond rather than be like this. hurm.
** hey, there are still chirping happily out side. come on syahira!




xoxo,

more or less 2 months to go

July 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i just measured my weight. it was 45.5 kilos. hu hu. i gain about 1.5 kilos recently. hurm. well, this is not a good news because my outfit for engagement day is ready.

which.. which.. last month i was 44 kilos! agggaga.. i did try the out fit last week and superb! it was nicely fit onto my body. so sweet. winks.

however, there are more or less 2 months to go according to the plan. i hope i stop gaining some kilos la. sobs..

thank god, fasting month is round the corner but omg i shall keep on puasa 6 after that. if not, i will be the most funniest people in the world during my engagement day!

hu hu.

so far, i did stop doing some surveying or planning for the day because my sweetheart is going for an out station again. he just left me 3 days without any news.

and, last weekend he left me 6 days without any news too! ho ho ho.. be taugh cik syahira!

therefore, i am lazy to think about it since he was not here ( i mean we cant conneting within each others).. usually he will be back on friday night and free on saturday and sunday. yeay!!

until now, see you then blog.

p/s: i wish i could run to post office today.. winks.

xoxo,

fried egg and my old days

July 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog. morning.

i read her blog before i left my work station last night and cant help myself rolling on the floor laughing. no i am not laughing at her but i did remember my old days.

ha ha.

well, when i was year 1 or maybe year 2 my mom brought me fried eggs with soy beans ketchup every day. a week, a month or less were ok then comes to the next months i dislike it any more.

i am tired.

i was an ordinary girl who likes to queue at the canteen and bought sweets or chocs during recess times. back to 1992-1993 my dad gave me 20 cents only.

back to the fried egg's, i cant remember how months i keep them inside my front pocket bag?! most of the times, my mom will put a plastic of fried eggs inside my school bag and i dont know when she put a plastic of fried eggs at the front pocket. hu hu.

no one recognized it because i did change my school bag and left the old one at house. believe it, no one smells it because it packed nicely there. ha ha.

if i am not mistaken, i discover that things when i was cleaning all my school bags which couple of months later. gulp.

end up, i found fungus and dont ever said about the smells right after i open the plastic of @$^&*UY*^%)* T_T"

p/s: hey, do you have any stories to share about your old days? buzz me. i would love to visit your's truly blog and enjoy your experiences. winks.




xoxo,

funny times with the boys

July 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

this is a story about last night. i was having my dinner around 1915 at my office then come 2 boys knocked my door. i called them in..

ouh, there were the representatives for the last group who will organizing a bbq party this friday. previously there were 5 groups held a bbq party and all of them kindly referred to me for any helps and assistance.

over 5 groups, so far i would really said that the 1st group did the best from the planning, organizing until the party is over. i have no complains towards them.

then, the most annoying group ever was the 2nd last excluded one group where by will be held a party this friday. sigh. no comments!

back to the boys, as usual they come and see me with some notes about the bbq party. well done! it was a kick start and i like to help them. insya Allah.

they presents me the menu (well, that was my job to ensure they get what they want kindly with affordable budgets la).

i assists them in term of what shall they have for the main coarse and side menu, what things should be prepare for the bbq time and remind them few important things that shouldnt be left. ha ha.

well, i admit i was a better planner and take every single things seriously <- sounds complicated and details. ha ha. in fact, i am afraid to say i am a good planner because many things not completely done yet. la la la.

again, back on the track, it was funny looking at the boys when they start arguing about several matters like who said to sponsor balloons for party, who take in charge ordering chickens, how many tables should they have and etc.

not other than that, they also wanna rice chicken on the other hand wanna fried kueh tiao, he said he wish for crab sticks and others wanna chicken nuggets! ha ha.

funny la you guys.

well, every one exciting wanna have a gempaq bbq party ever because they are trying to serve the best for teachers, girl friends and friends. good job, boys.

i may think this is will be the most gempaq based from the planning la. well, will see what will happen next. see you.

p/s: looking at them makes me feels that they such a different boys that i saw every day who was damn rude, naughty like hell and etc.
** i think they need more attentions which most of the time no body care about them. hu hu.
*** well boys is it? what are you expecting for? hurm..




xoxo,

a sad story

July 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i have a story to share. my mom told me this and i blog it using my version..

a managing director requested a writing report to his operational manager. he did remind him to submit his full report to her secretary by the next morning before 8am.

on the next morning, the managing director called her secretary and asked for that report. however, her secretary said she didnt get anything from that operational manager. omg, the managing directer was very angry and scolded her secretary.

then, she went out from the managing director's room and made a phone call to an operation department.

she tried to call for so many times but no body picked up the phone calls. she's turn mad and moody for the whole day.

a few hours later, one of the operation staff came to the office and submit a writing report on behalf of the operation manager. then, a secretary scolded that person because he submit the report out of the date line.

hu hu.

that person who suddenly scolded by the secretary went out of that department and turn angry. he didnt know anything, why he been scolded by that secretary mumbled that person.

things turn complicated when he went home and her wife open the door with a big smile. her wife asked him to have a dinner outside. unfortunately his husband scolded her back! gulp.

his wife was very shocked! how could his husband scolded him?! a moment later, their little girl come to her mama and said, 'mama.. mama.. look at this. i paint this picture.' *big grinned.

guess, what her mama said??

her mama shouted at her daughter, 'what are you doing? just wasting papers!!' hu hu. her little girl was frustrated and walk to her room.

on her way, there was a cat landing near by her room. that little girl was angry with her mom then she kicked the cat to show a protest sign!

hurm.. sorry for any grammatical errors. however i hope you get the points that i would like to share. the lesson learn is do control your anger. it affected many lives..

back to the story, who start 1st? the operation manager didnt submit the report according to the time line given. end up, a cat which didnt know anything being kicked by a little girl. hu hu.

it's a complicated.

therefore, recites selawat as much as you can to control your anger. winks.

p/s: i did advice myself too.
** dear my sis, please dont start any things that makes mama angy next time.




xoxo,

we are small

July 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

it was a sad story when some one or some party back stabbed us. they did complain many things about us. it's painful.

we did served the best and been polite to them however they were so rude to us, never grateful and had no manners! yeah, being rude and no manners were the same group is it?

sigh.

it's frustrating la. from now on, i did stand with what the order were and never giving any chances any more. but..

sounds unfair to the rest who were not included with this kind of situation. hurm.. since i dont want to take any risk where by will following me any headaches or heart attacks if those big big party hit us, i just play safe.

yes, play safe la. like using condoms. hu hu.

no la, i mean avoid things that makes other parties might get things for granted. sigh. on the other hand, i did advise my staffs to not take this as things that they should revenges. esp inside our work station.

this is because we are small. if they dislike us, they will doing something that may hurting us or maybe even more. sobs.

p/s: normal life.





xoxo,

i found this as ..

July 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

let me complete the sentence 1st..

i found this as an awesome combination of colors. i cant stop thinking and surveying about this. ha ha ha.

last weekend i went to ayer hitam, i did survey some artificial flowers and hollaa i found several choices of sweet and nice roses with affordable prices.

so far, i found a perfect bunch of roses which similar like below just RM 10/ 3 bouquets. this is not about the price but the quality of the artificial flowers itself.

and then, i like the combination of colors because it was perfectly matches with my theme.


more or less, i will doing some calculations and referring to budgets before i am buying them. by the way, it was not an orange in color. it was actually beige la. hu hu.

i guess it was ok when most of stuffs are in orange colors. eh, does it ok or not??

p/s: time is running out. dup dap dup dap.



xoxo,

it supposed appeared on 0830am

July 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

alhamdulillah. the order for me to change from the operational department to the management department have been cancel.

it means, i will staying with my staffs and stay dealing with current suppliers. then, no more headaches and worries..

in fact, this good news has been spread away among suppliers and staffs surprisingly all of them said, alhamdulillah. well done, cik syahira!

ha ha. i never mention yet right according to the previous plan, you-know-who will replacing my place.

so far more than 5peeps praised alhamdulillah when i said i will staying at the operational department.

i dont have any ideas why they doesnt want you-know-who conducts the team. <- deep down there, i believe they realized who should be sit on that position.

anyway, alhamdulillah for the trust given by every one for me. insya Allah, i will doing my best to the rest of the operational department. amin.

next,
i read peej's blog. she snap her handbag and blog about it. then, comes an idea to snap my pink handbag and explore what were inside it. ha ha.

surprised me, i found 22 items inside this handbag which i dont have any ideas la since when all those things were there -___-"

check this out:

this is my pink handbag made in cambodia. it cost me USD 10 only.

it's hard for me to search the car key. sobs..

here you are 23 items inside my pink handbag:

1) vistana body lotion
2) RM 50 notes
3) intimates pad <- because it was pink. ha ha
4) sony ericsson's charger
5) body shop perfumes
6) one drop prefumes
7) typhod injection's booklet
8) red purse
9) car key
10) la senza high drama mascara
11) maybeline lipstick
12) maybeline lip gloss
13) maybeline brown eye liner
14) maybeline white eye liner
15) pens
16) pencil
17) pendrive
18) nestume mix cereals
19) drawer keys
20) sweet wrap
21) paper clips
22) brooches

see. few things i guess shouldnt be there were be there since i dont know when. ha ha. most of the times i am not a well organised person.

in fact, mine was not a huge one. seriously i cant imagine what if i have a huge one! maybe i may found an air cond remote, nail clipper or etc. >_<'

p/s: darling, i am interested to see your's. oh, perempuan-perempuanku i tag you all too.





xoxo,

T_T"

July 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

omg. i write such a long entry, end up it was not auto saved. sob.. i dislike you!!

xoxo,

do i really busy??

July 16, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

morning blog.

last month is rejab month, this month is sya'aban month and next month is ramadhan month. how fast time flies. if we're wasting times, definitely we're losing behind. subhanallah.

talking about these holly months, what are preparations been done to search the blessings and etc? practically, seems like i did nothing.

oh, maybe i did puasa sunat. does it enough? hurm..

besides, these holly months reminds me at the very 1st stage i am knowing my sweetheart after about 3 years we separated. 2 souls reunited. wink..

back to last 3 years, we met back via friendster, exchanged emails and chat through ym. then he asked my mobile number and did sms until we officially met back last 2008.

back to last 2 years, were very 1st time for us celebrating these holly months together. i bough him a pair of baju melayu unfortunately he didnt send to tailor. hu hu. <- see.. always taking easy those kind of matters. hurm.

back to last year, as usual i bought him a pair of baju melayu and send it to tailor. alhamdulillah. at least he have one not a ready made..


sob. this year, either i forgot or i am too busy until i never send him any to tailor. hu hu. i am sorry. ok.. actually, i bought him a pair of baju melayu (as usual). however, that pieces was made for our engagement.

our pair of baju raya meant to be for hantaran. i guess, it's acceptable eh?

therefore, no pics for our baju raya until it officially shown during our special day which the date was not been confirm yet.

sweetheart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! things done. any thing any time depends on you.

p/s: insya Allah, the actual plan was couple of months ahead. amin.




xoxo,

i is anti-social

July 16, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

since i have been working in the current work station started last feb i become an anti-sosial person. i move from shah alam back for goods to down south, johore.

i have no friends in my home town because all of them were moving to other places. my life is work. work is part of me. then, they call me a workaholic.

my working hours are truly flexible until no time for myself! hu hu. i means, difficulty to get a holiday and these makes me more anti-social.

24 hours, 7 days per week i am working. except for school holidays.

luckily couple of months ago, my ex-girl school mate syazana back to hometown too. at least, when i need a friend to talk to/ to date to, she will be there for me. alhamdulillah.

thanks beb!

i did mention this to my sweetheart. i become an anti-social and he replied, pity my love T_T'

last sunday he visited me and brought me to jb. yeay.. we're dating at jb! ha ha. this is our 1st time dating out of our common places.

well, previously both of us were in shah alam/kl. then, once a month or twice in weekends we hang out at kl. we have no probs in kl. he such as my gps..

until, we LOST at jb city. ha ha. please dont blame me. ever since i am johorean, i admit that i am still not good tracking roads in jb city not like in kl.

hu hu. i am sorry.

in fact, this is our 2nd time in jb. but this time, just 2 of us. i glanced at him then he replied at me.

we did round from kempas - setia tropika - back to skudai - reached angsana - u turn to kota tinggi route - back to mersing route - reached kg melayu majidee - pass pandan city - stop at jusco tebrau - finally found ulu tiram.

T_T'

after half day of tour at jb city, he said to me now i am no longer an anti social person. i did moving out of my territory (work station's shells) ha ha. fine.

even though it was tiring esp when we keep on lost the track, yet i am still enjoy exploring jb city. at least (ha ha) i know how to visit him at pulada.

alhamdulillah.. no worries.

therefore, lot of lesson learns i get when i spending my precious times with him. the important thing is just learn from mistakes.. always..

p/s: darling, i love jj tebrau!
** gracias to your fiance because of helping us. wink.
***i miss my perempuan-perempuan kesayangan. see you next next months!




xoxo,

where is my sony ericsson's cable??

July 15, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

it's a frustration when i dont know where is the cable?! omg.. there are lot of photos must be transfer due to next week will be unpredictable week for me. hurm.

hurm.

ok be right back. i want to have nasi ambang. the best menu in town. yeay..

p/s: i miss my sweetheart.




xoxo,

luckily tomorrow is friday. NOT REALLY

July 15, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog. viva espana. ha ha.

well, on the final world cup cik syahira and capt. fauzan were the die hard fan of spain since our favs argentina and italy fails to enter the next round. hu hu.

by the way, today is another me-not-like day. isk.

this morning:

1) my big boss called me to his room discussing about the changes in management department. he insists me to move from operational department to management department due to some reasons. hurm.

2) i love some changes. i love adventures. i love challenges. however, this time was not a right time for me to try and error because there is another high commitments to go. i mean, i must get the track again completing my Msc dissertation.

3) sounds complicated for me. switching to another department makes me giving highly commitments to my work such learning new things, adapting changes in working environment and other lousy things. sigh.

4) in term of working hours, i believe the new department is highly better than before.. well 0830-1730 monday to saturday. off day on sunday. however, the distance is 2 times far far away than before.

5) in fact, no longer having free foods like before. sob..

see.. i am starting missing my old days working with my team. hu hu. based from the order, monday will be my 1st day at the management department.

some more i just received a bad news which:

140 students required a detention from going home for weekends.

which means, no holiday for us this week. argh! i am stressed..

p/s: my staffs giving f*cking sign to show their protest. hu hu. sigh.




xoxo,

cik syahira's engagement list *edit

July 14, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

in this fine morning, i would love to update my engagement list (so far). since many things are still mingle around, let me jot down one by one.

(if) any things, will sharing with you later. so, here you are:

cik syahira's engagement list

hantarans:

1. sirih junjung and/ or tepak sireh (depends on the budget).
2. an engagement cake, a choc cake from secret recipe. <-he always agree with me. ha ha. 3. fruits, orange sunkist. wink.
4. a bowl of chocolates.
5. sweets and candies. nom. nom.
6. a pair of baju melayu and buttons. <-bought ord. 7. a piece of kain samping. <- alhamdulillah. done. thanks kak sid and her sis for the help.
8. a pair of shirt and long pant. is waiting for a jusco big sale. ha ha.
9. a set of wallet and belt. <- done. in fact, this is my 1st kick start. wink.


mini dais:

the theme is typical english garden (pink-purple-cream). how does it looks like, are still under brainstorming process. however, the idea is there. hu hu.

insya Allah this weekend my mom and i will going to ayer hitam for surveying/ buying some goods for the mini dais.

well, diy only. save a lot!

the outfit:

a simple kurung modern is always in my mind. alhamdulillah.. after long waiting, the kurung modern is ready to wear. well, the color of cause in pink.

the materials are made by french laces and satin. then the scarf is made by lycra add on with diamonds. sounds glams. ha ha.

eh, one thing i did bought a not so called veil. it's a pretty awesome! <-just a simple one.

in addition, i bough a pair of black-gold high heels for the out door session. ha ha. since there was having 50% sales i dont mind to spend some money for it. wink.

hurm. next time i will update this. see you, later.

p/s: i like this concepts too.

xoxo,

mumbling again. hu hu

July 13, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

1stly i am quite reluctant to update without pics here. since i miss place my sony ericsson cable, therefore no pics for today, tomorrow or onwards.

until.. i found it back. hu hu.

last weekend, we (my sweetheart and i) dating at jb. ha ha. well, it was another last minute plan. yeah, quite surprising me when he said let's go to jb..

luckily i am not really busy and honestly i am really need a short break from any working tasks. around 1230 we off to jb.

ha ha. i love surprise like this! well, as i said before any thing any how might happen depends on his current condition. if he said, on just go on. if not, just post pone..

that is why i am ok when on friday eve he said he cant make it then post pone the date.

alhamdulillah. this is another prices to pay. just be patient, end up my sunday showered by happiness with him.

see. get the point? ha ha.

sometimes it's hard to please others about my love life. love is blind. i dont mind. as long as the trust and communication are there, everything insya Allah will be fine.

ok, dinner time.

p/s: hurm.. i suppose updates about the preparation's progress. later lah~




xoxo,

day 100: nice number eh

July 13, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog..

nice number, 100 days. wink.

back to the previous entry, i did mention my sweetheart will visit me on last friday. well, it just a plan where by any time and any how it can be change depends on his current conditions.

in fact, the 1st plan is cancel. yesss. he cant visit me on last friday because of times limitation. am i frustrated? frankly speaking, i am not. i am ok.

this is because i need to conduct a very last minute plan event, last saturday. started on friday eve, i am super busy. luckily we postpone the date. ha ha.

bla bla bla. the hectic saturday is over. there were 2 events held at my work station last saturday. 1st is vvip lunch for 100pax. 2nd is bbq night for 60pax.

thing is the 2nd event is the most irritating event ever! sigh. i am dealing with top 10 fussy peeps and until now i am still hearing some noises from them. huhh.

fine. back to the story, last sunday my sweetheart visited me at my work station. this is our 1st time ever met each others after almost 3 months ++ he left me.

what a lovely day ever. ha ha. i can see him with his red nike jersey stand by waiting for me. my heart beat fast! well, i am nervous. *blushed.

eh, better stop now. some one at hq visiting me.. will cont later..

p/s: he wear red nike jersey and i wear red padini top. i love the coincidences.




xoxo,

because of the commitment

July 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

double of working loads?? not really.

pending task?? hurm.. maybe.

hurm. it was 2030 while i am writing this. i was in office. yeah.. still in the work station. omg.. suddenly i remember something. i am not ordering any thing yet for tomorrow.

isk. better i stop now. will be back after things done. chow!

p/s: is a disaster IF i forgot to call for ordering stuffs. hu hu.




xoxo,

still alive. ha ha

July 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog. i am still alive. no worries. everything are still under control. give me sometimes, eh. i wanna take a tour this evening.. a blog walking to my buddies blogs.

well, one two or about three days i left you blog. i am sorry.. will be back on the right track very soon. ha ha. because..

i have more more and more stories to share. ok, see you then.

p/s: i love you.




xoxo,

fill in the blank

July 09, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

currently there are 2 things that i must consider and shall well prepare but still in the pending list. hu hu.

1st is the thesis progress. sigh. i must complete it this semester.

2nd is the proper engagement list to do. brainstorming, please..

this 2 important things in my life makes me stuck! hurm.. both are important. however, so far i failed to manage them properly.

in fact, there are minimal progress about them. yet, there are still not enough. sob. sob.

sometimes, i feels like wanna quit from this job and concentrate for the thesis. but, i cant do that because i need money, knowledge and experiences in working field for my future.

phew.. life is complicated as usual. furthermore, it depends on peeps how they manage things and make it real. it's hard. argh..

eh, am i give up?? no. no. no. just mumbling..

p/s: ya Allah. give me strength and guidance to complete this. amin.




xoxo,

i cant stop smiling since last night

July 09, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i miss you, blog. pass few days, i am busy with workloads and unwell. alhamdulillah.. now everything is under control. in fact, my health is way better.

on top of that, there are many things mingle around! i plan to blog about the current work station issues then annually dating with my ex-girl school mate however..

everything will be out on the next updates because there is one big thing which makes myself cant stop smiling since last night.

ha ha.. what was that?

hurm.. i dont know how to start. i am clueless.. since this is a good news of cause i am excited and a bit nervous waiting for tomorrow.

maybe.. this is a quick/sudden decisions. well.. i have to tell you this. being an army's gf anything cant be predicted. either to go or to cancel without earlier noticed. hu hu.

insya Allah. from the 1st day i accepted his proposal i am stand by with anything might happen around me within last minutes call.

like what i received last night through his 1st phone call after 4days at pulada, jb..

since it is too early to reveal, i am praying hard for our successful in this relationship. amin.

p/s: the clue is he will be at batu pahat this evening. big grinned.





xoxo,

MAC cosmetic products. what you say?

July 07, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

yesterday i post a shout at fb:

asking about MAC foundations and compact powders. the prices, how it works, which one is the best and etc.

if, i just want to apply for a light make up what are your recommendations about the foundations and compact powders..

does it a must to apply both foundations and compact powders or either one only. then, what you say?

alhamdulillah.. i am happy to see all respond from my fb buddies. this morning, i would like to ask for my blogger buddies to drop comments and/ or recommendations about MAC cosmetic products.

what you say? i did survey at this page. however, i still blur because i am not familiar yet with this products. any one?

p/s: my sweetheart cousin's said there're promo at ou? any one know about this?





xoxo,

i mark his face!

July 06, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

hurm.. kids today are worrying me esp the rest under my supervision. yesterday i found:

1) 2 empty cups inside the dustbin during a lunch hour.

2) an empty cup one more time inside the dustbin during a dinner.

3) no manners boy i see clearly throw away a plate inside the same dustbin 5 minutes after incident number 2!

what will you say when you are dealing with this situations?

not even than that.. couple of months ago, i found:

1) few couples (of cause students) date inside my territory. i gave them last warning otherwise i wont talk much just snap their pics as a prove.

2) students steal foods. omg.. i dislike it very much. i swear, i never angry if they asked politely.

3) almost every day there are plates inside the dustbin -___-"

sigh.

p/s: this afternoon i am looking for a boy who throw away a plate yesterday. seriously i know his face very well. because i did mark him.




xoxo,

i need to slow down

July 06, 2010.

assalamualaikum.




good morning blog.

i am sorry. since i am still not getting well (running nose, sneezing plus coughing). i must slowing down to update the blog.

i know.. i know.. it might reduce the traffic but.. i dont have strengths to stay after works then blog walking and scheduling entries like before.

many thanks to buddies who drop me comments and send advices. insya Allah. i will actively jotting down random thoughts or craps in the blog once i am ok soon.

amin.

p/s: i is burp burp.. why eh?





xoxo,

July 05, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

today is the 1st day he was in pulada, jb for a training course. i am praying hard for his success and wishing him the best for his future undertakings esp in this career.

sweetheart,

i miss you so much.

very very much. sob..





p/s: pics above taken during on his commission day 2010.





xoxo,

panadol soluble vs 100 plus

July 05, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

last night, i am still in 50-50 conditions. running nose and sneezing.. sigh. arghh..

there are 2options to recover my fever:

1) panadol soluble.
take one tablet and mix it with a cup of plain water.

2) 100plus.
drink a bottle of 100plus. maybe 2 or 3 bottles.

however.. in this current conditions i must avoid the 2nd option because i in red flag. hu hu.

based from my experiences, during the early stages of red flag carbonated drinks, ice and pineapple are foods which i never take until it's over.

this is because it will disturb the flow..

therefore, in order to help me getting better i am taking panadol soluble because it safe for me.

p/s: any one have any ideas, how to reduce running nose? in fact i am sneezing 3times within 30seconds! hu hu..





xoxo,

day 90: mission 1 (almost) complete

July 04, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

days, night, days, night.. today is the day 90 he officially as an army officer. alhamdulillah..

it was still early to predict what will happen next after i observed, he was buried by burden of work loads yet he always enjoy and love his career.

as far as what i am looking into myself, i didnt have any probs staying with him. zero complains about his time tables. i did enjoy the long distance relationship as much as i enjoy my life with the surroundings..

again, alhamdulillah.

after a month (more or less) he transferred to mentakab camp, he went to his 1st time mission at down south johore.

he never inform me details what the missions are all about because this is a private and confidential mission at the nation's boundaries.

once or twice a weeks he did make a phone calls to me, rarely text me esp on duty and updates about his current conditions after he settle his tasks.

and today is the last day after 2months of mission at down south..

according to our 1st plan, he thought he will get a holiday and pack his stuffs off to his home sweet home. then planning on our engagement.

unfortunately..

he received a news that he need to attend a training course at pulada, jb. the training will be held from tomorrow morning onwards until nov, 2010.

hurm.. the good news is he will be at down south until nov, 2010. on the other hand, we shall postpone our engagement date to i am not sure when. hu hu..

however, i belives there is rainbow after a rainy day <-boleh?? ha ha.

p/s: until now, is getting ready to work station. see you then, blog.




xoxo,

still not feeling well

July 03, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

hours ago, i just arrived home with my family from a full day of journey batupahat-muar-ledang-tangkak-segamat. it's tiring day because i am still not in a good condition. sob.

fyi, today is my off day. so i am lucky because i cant follow my family even though i am sick. who want to stay at home alone when the rest were having one day trip? hu hu..

today, my lil sister back to uitm segamat. so i dont want to miss for sending her back to school. since she's the one and only sister that i ever had, i fight with the sick and ensure i am ok during the whole journey.

thank god, segamat-batu pahat just about 2hours one way..

however, our journey to send her back to school started around 11am. 1st we send my grandma to cousin's house because she cant stay in a long journey due to her conditions.

off to batu pahat town and crossed the bridge to muar district. on the way to muar, we attended my dad's bff's daughter's wedding ceremony.

since this is our 1st time to his house, we turn on our manual gps (ha ha.. map on the wedding cards) and search manually according to the landmark given.

so far, i am quite good on reading a map so my dad let me guiding them.. it was raining heavily while we was at may dad's bff house. they were bff since they at sabah which was very long story..

after lunch (ha ha..) we cont the journey to muar town. there's been ages i didnt visited muar. many changes have been made but things remain i dont know until when was the heavy traffic jammed at the bridge T_T"

before we crossed the bridge, we stop 1st at the best kuih apam stall at the one way road. near by the old buildings.. sigh. i dont know how to describe la..

it's super cheap, RM0.20 per piece! nom. nom.

sob. sob. since i am not feeling well now, i didnt write much. can i? hu hu. along journey from ledang to tangkak i am sleeping. so nothing to share..

except i dislikes the heavy traffic jammed at tangkak and the time when we follow a lorry at 2 way lane which we didnt got any chances to speed! esp at tangkak-segamat routes.

and.. i am not sure around what time we arrived uitm segamat. i accompanied my lil sister for college registration and help her settled her stuffs.

oh, i am sick staying in front of lapp. i cant wait to finish this. sob.

done at her school, we off to my mom's hometown, muar. i visited my cousin's newborn. psst.. along, abang eddy got a 2nd son last month, muhammad qayum naqiuddin. sorr no pics. hu hu.

around 1730, we went to batu pahat our lovely home sweet home. after the long journey with raining, cloudy, windy and back to raining seasons now i am getting worst! hu hu.

is better i stop now. bye, blog. see you later.

p/s: tomorow i am half day of working. hope i am recovering very soon..





xoxo,

wrestling T_T

July 02, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

last night around 2300, my dad came home with 2packs of nasi berlauk and nasi minyak from mosque. every thursday night, there have a tahlil and foods.

without further due i stand by a plate and had nasi berlauk for my supper. ha ha. then, my dad sit next to me which in front of tv and had his nasi minyak.

before that i switch tv channel to desperate housewives (the latest season) on channel 5, singapore channel. however..

my dad change to tv3! which it was a wrestling time -____-"

hu hu.

i watch it since i was 5 maybe 6 years old (as far as i could remember) with him every weeks. well, at 1st of cause i impressed with their tricks.

in fact, i still remember under taker and tripple h. i really enjoy to watch wrestling long times ago. ha ha.

but now, since it was just an entertainment and for fun i never watch it and quickly change the channel without he noticed.

if not, just be like last night. i had my supper with him and at the same time we watched wrestling. which.. i ord know all tricks they made. ha ha.

my dad seems enjoy watching it even they did the same tricks like i watch almost 20 years ago. hurm.. dad oh dad.

p/s: my dad is unique (i think). he love to watch wresting and uniforms drama such as traffic officers, policeman, fireman, customes..





xoxo,

not getting well

July 01, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i am sorry.

it's a sore throat.

gulp.

i dislike!

T_T

p/s: mood swing. sob.





xoxo,

spot check!

July 01, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi.

this is a quick upates. yes.. a quick one.

2 officers from ministry of health did a spot check just now. OMG! seriously.. panic attacks. hu hu hu.

things happen very fast! seems like we cant breath at all. yet, till now i am still nervous T_T

and.. and.. i am grateful that we were still maintain in the same grade like 3 months ago. however, our performances are dropped -____-" sigh.

hu hu hu.. yet, frustrated is there lah.

several things that i dislike when my staffs over reacted (panics) until some rules were disobey. sob. sob.

i did warned them quickly moves but.. it didnt works at all. sad..

plus. this is the 1st time they did a spot check within a peak hour. sounds not fair T_T

it's complicated. i dislike this.

cried.

cried.

cried.

cried.

cried.

enough said. bye, blog.

p/s: full stop.

xoxo,