why? why? why?

august 11, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

happy ramadhan buddies. i dont mean to leave this page for so long. please blame my busy life and i dislike when i was in mood of blogging but suddenly the speed is like 40km/h. isk!

i visit few of my fav pages and would like to leave you some comments but it doesnt work. sobs. i hope you know who you are. oh, i like to read your entries but please forgive me for not leave you some words. hu hu.

then, as i said before i ord move to my new house/ blog. fill free to visit me at:

mynameissyahira.blogspot.com

it just a simple and ordinary blog. if you like reading and not hoping much of pics i guess drop by and leaving me your comments there. ha ha.

no la. it just a beginning of my new life. why not i starting a new blog in order to create a new place to jot down my journey to the top! winks.

fine. this is another random updates from me. without motif. see you then.

xoxo,

i found a new meme that i love

august 03, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

yesterday i visit to kak liza's blog. she did a blogger challenge, 30 days of truth!

sounds interesting is it?? then i blog walking from one to another and try to find out who is the 1st blogger who create this.

until i found.. her.

well, i would like to play this game and this will be best to describe myself. insya Allah.. winks.

on top of that, i would like to share my 30 days of truth (read as not 30 days in a row -___-") at my new cozy place.. have fun all!

if any who would like to join this, buzz me k. i would love to read about you guys too.

p/s: i like homesick cajun (i think)..




xoxo,

luckily tomorrow is friday. NOT REALLY

July 15, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog. viva espana. ha ha.

well, on the final world cup cik syahira and capt. fauzan were the die hard fan of spain since our favs argentina and italy fails to enter the next round. hu hu.

by the way, today is another me-not-like day. isk.

this morning:

1) my big boss called me to his room discussing about the changes in management department. he insists me to move from operational department to management department due to some reasons. hurm.

2) i love some changes. i love adventures. i love challenges. however, this time was not a right time for me to try and error because there is another high commitments to go. i mean, i must get the track again completing my Msc dissertation.

3) sounds complicated for me. switching to another department makes me giving highly commitments to my work such learning new things, adapting changes in working environment and other lousy things. sigh.

4) in term of working hours, i believe the new department is highly better than before.. well 0830-1730 monday to saturday. off day on sunday. however, the distance is 2 times far far away than before.

5) in fact, no longer having free foods like before. sob..

see.. i am starting missing my old days working with my team. hu hu. based from the order, monday will be my 1st day at the management department.

some more i just received a bad news which:

140 students required a detention from going home for weekends.

which means, no holiday for us this week. argh! i am stressed..

p/s: my staffs giving f*cking sign to show their protest. hu hu. sigh.




xoxo,

mumbling again. hu hu

July 13, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

1stly i am quite reluctant to update without pics here. since i miss place my sony ericsson cable, therefore no pics for today, tomorrow or onwards.

until.. i found it back. hu hu.

last weekend, we (my sweetheart and i) dating at jb. ha ha. well, it was another last minute plan. yeah, quite surprising me when he said let's go to jb..

luckily i am not really busy and honestly i am really need a short break from any working tasks. around 1230 we off to jb.

ha ha. i love surprise like this! well, as i said before any thing any how might happen depends on his current condition. if he said, on just go on. if not, just post pone..

that is why i am ok when on friday eve he said he cant make it then post pone the date.

alhamdulillah. this is another prices to pay. just be patient, end up my sunday showered by happiness with him.

see. get the point? ha ha.

sometimes it's hard to please others about my love life. love is blind. i dont mind. as long as the trust and communication are there, everything insya Allah will be fine.

ok, dinner time.

p/s: hurm.. i suppose updates about the preparation's progress. later lah~




xoxo,

still alive. ha ha

July 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog. i am still alive. no worries. everything are still under control. give me sometimes, eh. i wanna take a tour this evening.. a blog walking to my buddies blogs.

well, one two or about three days i left you blog. i am sorry.. will be back on the right track very soon. ha ha. because..

i have more more and more stories to share. ok, see you then.

p/s: i love you.




xoxo,

bam bam's

June 29, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

last sunday, my bff visited me at my work station. my pleasure to great them after quit some times we didnt met each others.

well, last time we met was back to 2009, during her wedding reception at kuala lipis pahang. then she preggy until she delivered bam bam 4 months ago.

when i was in pangkor island with my sweetheart, we bought bam bam a sexy dress. thanks god, it just nice on bam bam's.

who is bam bam? she is my bff's daughter. her full name is fathiah nisrina, 4 months. i called her bam bam because..

spot her chubby cheeks!

see.. i guess her cheeks much chubbier than me T_T

candite syndrome by her mother.. seems like i am not satisfied! ha ha

arghh!! i want to eat her..*rofl

i cant help myself. at 1st i behave.. i control.. then, after 10 mins i hold bam bam and we're cam whoring..

thank god she's doing fine. less cranky. i likes when she's mumbling and bubbling. cute!

actually i dont know how to handle baby and this is my 1st time. it's awkward. hu hu.. alhamdulillah, bam bam are sporting, easy going and the most important thing is she's friendly..

last but not least, to auntie sabil bam bam wish to meet you..

p/s: i miss bam bam. sob. i am praying hard, bam bam will be a good daughter to her parents and aunts (fine, i am an auntie now >_<) last forever.





xoxo,

is NOT for sale

June 28, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

my new pink stuff. what you say??


please ignore the model baju tidur above. she's my sister. haha.

well, you know me NOT you-know-who. hu hu. i am addicted and easily influenced by pink items. this is my not so sure when to use pink.cute.bag. ^___^

the story is like this..

last april i went for an interview at jb. at the mosque, i found a young lady like my age use this bag to fill her telekung.

at the 1st time i said, 'wow. seriously i wanna buy this one day!!'. i tried to survey but the price seems very expensive..

until last friday, during lunch hour i went to carrefour and drop by at one shop which selling women stuffs.

she did gave me (i think quit ok la) better price and without further due i grab this!

of cause in pink. but my mom said, she do prefer orange. omg!

p/s: orange is for my sweetheart. i may not good in orange la i think. pink-orange maybe nice..




xoxo,

10 random thoughts on emotional day

June 27, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

without further due i would like to list down 10 things about yesterday, another emotional day in working life. hurm..

1) on saturday morning (yesterday) i plan to sleep until at least 8am. but.. around 7am my supplier call me, the selection of raw materials are out of stock! i am still sleepy and blur.

i make a phone call to my staff and asked him about his opinions. he said, go deals with another supplier and ad-hoc change the menu -___-"

fine.

my 2nd supplier detected my voice and he know i am still on my bed. ha ha. NOT funny..

2) i make a phone call to bff (noa) and set the appointment for sundaymorning-another hectic day in this week!

actually.. i MUST take a short slot with her because i wanna meet her 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.. oh, i cant wait!!

sigh. last time i met my bff was on her wedding day. isk. now, she has 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.

3) my mom fried me oyster mushrooms for breakfast. nom. nom. nom. i was very happy and for the 1st time in the rest of working life i bought some foods to work station. ha ha.

4) i dislike dealing with a group of people who organized BBQ last night. enough said.

5) my staffs discussing about horrors story happen in my work station! omg.. i wont stay up until late at night after this.

sob. sob. sob. T_T <-of cause i am scared.

6) my MD complains, i spend about RM6~7K more than usual budget. gulp.. i dont think so.

i guess he miss something important. does he sure that was 100% my faults or you-know-who?

oh, i wont bother about the over budget BECAUSE the one who in charge in financial auditing said it was TOTALLY not my faults.

i am free!!

yet, i still depress with those complains. hu hu hu. ok, serious i am EMO.

7) 20 students did not get enough main course! >_<"

fine, i blame myself because i follow you-know-who's advices. he said during weekend out of 470 students, just ordered for 300 students.

however i inform MD, i am not brave enough to take the HIGH RISK. then i ordered for 350 students. sob. sob. proven that, i cant ordered for less than 350 students. if not, foods are not enough.

by next time, i learn the lesson that never trust you-know-who again!

8) MD pushed me to save as much as i can. i am stress..

i am not supply for restaurants or local events, this was fully supervised by ministry of education. there are specs where by i must follow..

are not easy lah esp when there comes to case no. 7) -__-"

9) another case of a boy throwing a plate inside the dustbin. it happens for so many times. maybe he dislike us, unsatisfying with one of us or leaking of loves. ha ha.

well, this is serious. sigh.

however, to complain about the taste/ quality of foods i dont think so. this is because the rest are doing fine. if not i assures many plates found inside the dustbin!

10) at the end of the day, my staff found a grasshopper inside the main course!

wait.. i found this as a sabotage to my staffs. because i disagree if they said it was my leak of supervision.

facts proven that it was sabotage when my staff found the grasshopper is still alive. just imagine IF it was my careless/ mistakes the grasshopper shouldnt alive in damn HOT main coarse.

we stand by the main coarse around 5pm under covered and served them around 6pm. within hour, i believes the grasshopper died inside the HOT STEEL ord.

seems like the boys now playing dirty. hurm.

p/s: i heard a story, before this one manager annoyed with the management staff. then, he spit over the foods/ raw material before another staff cook for them.

*vomit.




xoxo,

not so important to read

June 24, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

last night i am going home around 10pm. it was tiring day.. since i am fasting couple of days ago and working extra hours then i am planning to go to work late this morning.

but, around 730am while i was sleeping one of my staff text me inform that some of raw materials are running low. fine, yesterday i forgot to double check them -__-"

around 830am i wake up and read her sms. then, i replied 'ok'. means i will taking further actions.

while i was lying on bed i make a phone call to one of my staff (other staff) asked about her appointment at the hospital. she told me that she was not gettingwell and requesting for mc.

hurm.. i know she's not doing well couple of days before. then, i said 'ok, no worries. you can rest today'. hope she will be ok tomorrow.

so, i am lacking of one staff today! i immediately taking shower and getting ready to work.

around 915am, i safely arrived at my work station.

after giving a short/ not a formal briefing to my staffs, i am wearing my apron and zasss.. i am helping my staff to cover her tasks.

since the menu for lunch hour are:

nasi beriyani
ayam masak merah
dalca

i join my staff in the kitchen preparing menu for lunch hour.. sounds challenging! ha ha.

being a young leader, i am not having any probs to lend my hands helping them and at the same time monitoring the operational progress.

however, i pretty well know most of people love to say/ complain something at your back. i did my best even helping them yet they still complaining at my back! claims that lot of works to do lah, pay cheaps lah..

sigh.

i dont care. when they tired, of cause they stop it.

talking about lot of works, hello! i did help too not like you-know-who. oh, please, i dont want to compare but the truth is there.. he never helps but burdens his staffs.

then, complaining about pay cheaps omg! that was annoying statement ever, ok. does she/ he realized that she/ he eat for FREE everyday and sometimes BRING HOME lots lots lots of food too.

for an example the menu of today is nasi beriyani. how much is the price of beriyani per plate?? if like nasi beriyani power batu pahat, the price is RM15++

hello.. just calculates la. all those things if you convert to money that exactly covers even more than enough for your salary. hurm.

people always like that.. never appreciate!

ok, enough for today. ha ha. see. this is not important. then why you read this?

p/s: anyway thank you for still reading until the end.





xoxo,

b.ooooo b.ooooooooo

June 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

yesterday i listen to red fm and the hot chat is about b.o (body odor).

according to wikipedia body odor is the smell of bacteria growing on the body. these bacteria multiply rapidly in the present of sweat, but sweat itself is almost completely odorless to human -___-"

then, the dj asked what types of deodorant that you used daily?

my answer is i am applying 2 types of deodorant; stick and spray. there's been ages i left the roll on. hu hu.

being me i am applying deodorant stick since i was in secondary school. * deodorant roll on been applied when i was in primary school. my 1st brand is lady speed stick. i am a loyal customer of it almost 10 years. ha ha.

then, last year/ last 2 years i switched to syahirah brand. please forgive me. i am obsessed with my own name (ha ha) and my favs are pink and orange deodorant sticks.

well, the price is lower than before. *mode super saver. in addition, the smells are good too.


2nd i am applying gatsby deodorant spray. and it's free.

talking about body odor and deodorants, the person itself must taking good care of their own body to avoid smelly and always stay fresh.

in facts, there are several methods to ensure you smells good all the time:

1) keep it clean esp your underarm. wash them using soaps/ shower gels.
2) wash your clothes everyday! check your pants, socks and scarfs. or maybe underwear -___-"
3) try deodorant. for me it is the MUST..
4) beat irritation and odor. try anti bacterial soap. why not? in fact, i am using dettol soaps.
5) watch your diet. ha ha! avoid garlic, onions, spices or maybe some petai T_T
6) tone down that temper. all such things makes you sweating like hell! arghh..

p/s: what you say?





xoxo,

drop your link here

June 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

please. please. please. i would like to ask for your help. would you mind to drop your link in my comment box? i did some changes last time and without i noticed, i accidentally removes them.

-____-" i am sorry.

p/s: thank you in advance, eh.




xoxo,

i like sirap bandung and bandung city

June 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

my mood is missing. i dont know where she flies? i hope she will be back soon. before i turn my silent mood there are some random thoughts about bandung i would like to update in my blog.

1st is a sirap bandung. this is my fav because it is pink. ha ha. it is true. i am kind of easily influenced/ attracted with anything in pink.

now, you get the point right? where ever i go and what ever i do when it comes to something in pink, there easily catches my eyes 1st and probability for me to fall in love with them at the 1st side are very high.

for example, i went to supermarket to buy toiletries. based form my list i should by tooth brush, tooth paste, shower gel and etc.

based from my experiences i bought pink colgate 360 degrees deep clean tooth brush, fresh and white apple flavor with pink stripe tooth paste and pink dettol shower gel, refill and soaps -__-

not other than that, in fact i bought pink johnson's pure essentials talcum, pink johnson's face powder, syahirah's pink deodorant and syahirah's pink olive oil T_T

i did crazy job when i cant help myself to buy bodyshop's vitamin E trial kit and skin care products! <- because there comes with pink. hu hu.

alhamdulillah.. i did not have any probs applying them and of cause i am one of happy customer of bodyshop, malaysia.

therefore, back to the bandung and pink story i always enjoy the time when i was drinking sirap bandung. ha ha. because i really love it!

thumbs up for bandung cincau at laksa shake!!

2nd is bandung city. a shopping heaven for me and my darling. wink.

why i love bandung city excluded macet! ha ha. because of shopping, shopping and shopping.

in fact, my sweetheart ord know my tricks. he said there is no point for me if i said i wanna go to bandung again because i want to see tangkuban perahu! ha ha

fine. he did know me well. if i asked him for breakfast at mall he understand that i means of let's window shopping this morning.

if i am hungry then i am going for even window shopping surprisingly i forgot that i was hungry! omg. does it happen to other womens too?? hu hu.

shopping is like teraphy. NO. it is really a teraphy. * big grinned.

all and all, my darling and i plan to visit bandung again. i really wish that this will come true because i will shop till drop for wedding preparation in bandung city.

of cause with my darling, sabil. wink.

one sweet moments together.

finally,
no matter what bandung there are, i still love them both! ha ha.

p/s: i bought my 2m french laces for engagement at above pic's place.




xoxo,

midnight updates

June 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

goodmorning blog.

sigh. i amusing my lil sister's lappy. things that i really dislike about her lappy is clearly gramatical errors identified and iamlazy to corret it.

her keyboard has being silly andneeded to type harder than usual. if iam using my usual preassure, some words connected within each others.

i did click the space bar but sometimes it still did not work. should i type like a typewriter?

beside the space bar another reason why i dislike her lappy is it cannot detected grammatical errors such as wrong spelling and etc.

being me, i am still in a learning process writing in english. however,please excuse me if in thismidnight updates there are lot of gramatical errors. huhu hu.

oh,i am sleepy. now was 0130 morning. still awake -___-"this is the last day i enjoy this moment staying up and updating blog.

starting tomorrow onwards, say good bye to sleep late midnight because my holiday is over. arghh.. i wish i could extend it. sob. sob.

*yawning.

feels like many stories toshare howeveri am busy chit chat with my ex-girl school mate about her brother's wedding ceremony. her brother is an army officer.

dont blame me why chatting with her now is the prior rather than updating blog. hu hu.

this is such a new experience for getting to know more about army's life. wink. insya Allah, why not because this is for my good sake too.

on the other hand, i did found one of my ex-girl school mate is marrying an army officer too. i did go through on her fb and enjoytheir wedding pics. ha ha. thank you fb for conneting me with my buddies.

over all, there are 3 of my ex girl school mate married with armies. alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah.

p/s: is praying hard for this good willing always and forever showered by joys and happiness.





xoxo,

hot and cold updates

June 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

yesterday.. today.. the weather was damn cold. i am shievering after taking shower. non stop. being me, how cold the weather is i do not prefer shower using a heater.

i enjoy moments in cold water.

after shower, i turn on the lappy. i like it because it warm. ha ha ha. ok, it's time for dressing up. get to go now.

have a nice day, all.

p/s: today is the 1st thursday on rejab. unfortunately, i forgot to fast! argh..





xoxo,

another ordinary updates

June 15, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

not much interesting activities i have done during my two weeks of holidays..

except enjoy my 1st time using public transport after two or three years i am leaving my home town, alone to bridal boutique (1st time), another trip to bridal boutique with syazana (2nd time), attended school mates weddings and drop by at ayer hitam for surveying some hot stuffs!

if i am not going anywhere i am playing games, watching movies and cartoons. when i bored with that cycle either i am blog walking or snoozing. ha ha.

oh. so not productive at all!

however, i did some research and study about this two famous groups:

they got the same name started with 'wonder'. recently, both of them catches and brings a new phenomena around the globe.

childs and adults love them.

there are new comers who/ which giving us something fresh ideas and new look for the entertainment industries.

and here you are, giving them a big applause to...

wonder girls
- 5 cute and pretty girls
- hit single is 'nobody'

i want no body no body but you!
i want no body no body but you!

AND

wonder pets

- 3 best buddies, linny tuck and ming-ming.
- seriously there are cute!
- the theme song is..

wonder pet! wonder pet!
we're on our way
to help a friend
and save the day
we're not too big
and we're not to tough
but when we work together
we've got the right stuff
go wonder pets yeay!!

ha ha. both are using the similar name where by started with 'wonder'. then i just wonder lah are there anyone who wonder about this too..

see.. this is not an important case study to get through. i just did some quick research using google to identify the differences between two new comers who/ which bring along this phenomena.

because.. i am a big fan of wonder pets! and at the same i love wonder girls' songs too. hurm. now i wonder is it relevant??

ah. another craps on one fine tuesday morning.

p/s: thanks for reading this. ha ha.

xoxo,

last moments -al fatihah-

June 11, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

have you ever thought, how long are your ages? most of the time, we never bothered about this or never ever thought right?

every morning, i started my day with:

what to wear? am i look good with this or that? omg, am late again! damn.. you silly driver.

then in work station:

i am busy with this and that. bla bla.

free time:

blogging (hu hu), surfing internet and playing games.

the cycle is rolling over and over again. until.. when the alarm is ringing it can be too late for everything. no such word as regret for something.

personally, i would like to share a very long story (it is ok if you wanna skip this) about an experiences of a sister during her last moments with his late brother.

did you get the point?

if i was in her shoes i will definitely lost, speechless, clueless and even nearly mad/ trauma. based on her story the death of your loving one makes you sick deep down there. it is broken into pieces.

it's hurtful. sob.

she did paused in a quite few times while writing her entry and type Allah.. Allah.. Allah. for so many times. i know she searched for strengths to continue her story.

omg.. she claimed she's not strong enough to get through all this. however, she asked for god's help and do believes there must be something good in future.

insya Allah.

p/s: in the name of Allah, today is friday i would like to ask forgiveness to all if i did anything with/ without i noticed because i dont know how long i live and how my life could be.




xoxo,

a miracle

May 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i visit kak lyn's blog and read about the rainbow story. i started recalled about last saturday i saw rainbow too.

i guess, we saw the same rainbow because during that time i was in kl.

it was one fine saturday evening. after raining and the rainbow shines.. i was on my way back to johore and my eyes catch this:

the-not-so best shoot.

the big chair is look familiar, eh.

for the best view of the rainbow last saturday's evening, do visit kak lyn's blog. wink.

p/s: chili prawns is waiting for me. nom. nom.

xoxo,

is waiting for sarawak's gift

May 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

currently i am waiting for a bundle of gifts from sarawak. still remember about my giveaway last last last feb?

in order to bring the happiness for 10 lucky bloggers who patiently waiting for their pressie i would love to add on the value of prizes..

all parcels are ready to send to post office. however, i am still waiting for my sis who bought extra happiness to my lovely bloggers.

i ordered some token of appreciation and apologized to send over too.

eh, before that if and if my 10 lucky bloggers who read this, would you mind to re-confirm your address? in fact by tonight i will email all 10 of you to re-confirm it.

p/s: thanks to my lovely reader, munirah hanim ishak for the conformation address.




xoxo,

feeling guilty

May 04, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

every 1st and 16th day every month i struggle to finish my task in office. i must complete daily, weekly and annually reports, purchase orders, payment vouchers and punch cards.

in fact, last april was the hectic month ever because catering business has running very well. almost every weeks there have an invitation. then, i went to shah alam almost every weeks due to dentist appointments and thesis submission.

for today, i still not submitting all report yet! hu hu. by the time this entry has published, i might be struggling to finish every thing T_T not good. not good.



hurm.. i am not only pending my task but sending over prizes for my 1st time contest! ok, that one seriously i am feeling guilty. yess, i know i did mention about them for so many times.

before my blogger buddies frustrated and annoyed with me, better i send them immediately. hu hu.

p/s: taufidris, what is your post code? text me please. thank you.





xoxo,

living cost in city is expensive. discuss..

May 02, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i am sorry, not updating blog for a few days. i am busy with thesis submission and the never ending work loads. hu hu.

in order to did not let this space empty, i blog something on current issue. i hope this matter shall be looking forward seriously by peeps out there.

living cost in city is expensive. any one deny this??
i have discuss with my buddy regarding on above matter. we agreed that living in city is expensive because every thing is about money.

i mean, when we are going to some where we have to spend for fuel and toll/ transportation fees, having meals of cause need to spend money, going to toilet also need to stand by small coins <- see money again. eh, even when you park your car most of the time you need to pay for the space right? <- for certain cases only.

see. daily every day i bet you RM 10 is no longer enough to spend for reasons stated above right? my buddy told me every day she spend RM 20 for fuel, RM 2 for toll and average cost RM 10 for foods. bla bla.. about RM 32 per day!

being me, who love delicious foods very much i hardly denied my craving symptoms. hu hu. almost every week, i spend some money to enjoy foods. maybe some said, eh that were not expensive lah bla bla bla.

but for me, there are expensive and i shall stop being so choosy to buy hot stuffs/ branded items and expensive food which that money worth to spend for any important things.

secret recipe near by our house, SACC Mall.

eh, forgot lah. but it was in Jj Bukit Tinggi.

Johnny Steamboat at Bukit Raja.

Subway at Bintang Walk.

omg! Subway again at Mid Valley. hu hu.

Johnny Steamboat nearby my house, Jj Bukit Raja.

hu hu. i noticed when i stay in city i spend much for food and other expenses including shopping items -____-" there are proven that, the living cost in city is expensive compare to my current hometown.

NOW, in hometown i live without toll and house rent, less fuel expenses and almost zero for food because i am dealing in catering services whereby delicious foods are ready every day ha ha ha! for free. wink.

since my working hours are flexible and some time is too pack, i did not have time to hang out or window shopping which resulted i save a lot! thank god.

i wish..

i could save money for a big event which is around the corner.

p/s: times up. see you later.

xoxo,