dear anonymous,

august 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning.

i received a msg from anonymous couple of hours ago. thank you for you comment, buddy. well, i just love to inform that my page is open to all and no limitation ages or etc. he he.

yeah, fill free if you like to share links with me. however, since this page will be close very soon (suppose yesterday), my pleasure to invite my buddies and anonymous out there to visit me at my new page.

please have a seat, there. ha ha. and here you are the address:

mynameissyahira.blogspot.com

eh, dont forget to buzz me k. i love to see you and read yours.. happy ramadhan all!

p/s: i was blogging on the bed, now. ha ha.

xoxo,

is going to shut down very soon

august 03, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

hurm.. well.. yeah.. this blog is going to shut down (insya Allah) very soon. this is because i found another cozy and nice place to blog.

i never claim this place is not a good place to blog about, in fact this is a platform for me knowing my buddies, going to nuffnang event and meeting new friends (and more).

the reason i move is to start a new life at a new place. this blog remains the brand of syahirasyahira. however, i did a new branding of myself. hurm.. well, doing some improvement on myself and etc etc.

if (any) one or two buddies who would like to visit my new place, do buzz me on comment box k. this blog is officially close by an eve of ramadhan. thank you very much.

p/s: more stories will update on my new blog esp on 3days 3 nights trip to cameron-kota bharu-pasir mas-kuala terengganu-kemaman-kratong-batu pahat.




xoxo,

birds are chirping out side my window

July 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i hope today will be a better day for me. i am grateful living as what i am now with surroundings family and friends. of cause with my sweetheart too..

blogging in the morning was not i am going to do previously.. before this, around the same time and the same place i was peacefully sleeping. ha ha.

i hope this routines could be change slowly.. i thought of many things la. until when we could be like this? i need some changes in my life to make it interesting.

why not?

********************

surprisingly when some one replied my fb status with 'amboiii.. mulut x sayangg' after i wrote ' mulakan hari mu dengan alhamdulillah. hidup lagi rupanya kih kih kih' .

that status was referring to myself. hurm. luckily i know her but not very well. so i guess she just wanna make a joke. but..

deep down there i feels that she shouldnt start with that la. i am not good enough teaching peeps to be polite but well, supposes she knows that we never comments each others before so it's awkward to start a conversation like that.

sounds embarrassing.. hu hu. just forget about her.

********************

ouh, time is up. i shall go for shower and off to work. see you then blog.

p/s: is better not to respond rather than be like this. hurm.
** hey, there are still chirping happily out side. come on syahira!




xoxo,

where is my sony ericsson's cable??

July 15, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

it's a frustration when i dont know where is the cable?! omg.. there are lot of photos must be transfer due to next week will be unpredictable week for me. hurm.

hurm.

ok be right back. i want to have nasi ambang. the best menu in town. yeay..

p/s: i miss my sweetheart.




xoxo,

not getting well

July 01, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i am sorry.

it's a sore throat.

gulp.

i dislike!

T_T

p/s: mood swing. sob.





xoxo,

spot check!

July 01, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi.

this is a quick upates. yes.. a quick one.

2 officers from ministry of health did a spot check just now. OMG! seriously.. panic attacks. hu hu hu.

things happen very fast! seems like we cant breath at all. yet, till now i am still nervous T_T

and.. and.. i am grateful that we were still maintain in the same grade like 3 months ago. however, our performances are dropped -____-" sigh.

hu hu hu.. yet, frustrated is there lah.

several things that i dislike when my staffs over reacted (panics) until some rules were disobey. sob. sob.

i did warned them quickly moves but.. it didnt works at all. sad..

plus. this is the 1st time they did a spot check within a peak hour. sounds not fair T_T

it's complicated. i dislike this.

cried.

cried.

cried.

cried.

cried.

enough said. bye, blog.

p/s: full stop.

xoxo,

i is stress

hurm..


sigh.


enough said.



the end.

xoxo,

i dislike waiting

June 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i am not sure, how many of you are able to wait and how long? no matter what, waiting is such an annoying things except IF it is seriously worth.

otherwise, it worst!

now i am waiting for:

a file where by still loading like snail -___-" oh, please!!

my sweetheart who promise to call me. which sometimes he just makes another believe or not promises T_T most of the time he didnt. sob.

another job opportunities. hey, i am good in planning and monitoring people. i love doing paper works, management is my passion and i enjoy working individually/ in groups. in fact, i have no complains working under stress. ha ha.

dreams come true such as the engagement day. wink.

last but not least, completing my master's degree in uitm. hu hu.

well, i am sick waiting for so long.

eg to complete my master's degree. since i am doing this part time in shah alam and full time of working in down south johore, this is the biggest challenge forme. sob.

next, waiting for my sweetheart. hurm. i never said that we 24/7 showered by joys and happiness. there are some certain times, deep down there is hurtful.

i dont know, but it is true. maybe because i am really missing him. i never complains, however i accept the path i choose to get through this journey.

every people have a different experiences. at the early stage, i am stress and always cried. only my darling, the best place to go. then, comes my girls who love to hang out with me and cheer me up.

now, when i move to down south i dont have any girls who can share my sadness and happiness. until, i meet my old ex-girl school girl friend. ha ha. you know who you are!

omg. i am lost. hu hu.

back to the track, let me check 1st either the file which i wanna download is ready or not. hurm..

oh, sh*t! i am wasting my times. there is another easy way to settle this. no need to download craps. just click one right button and send. done.

arghhhh..

p/s: why i discover this late??




xoxo,

low back pain thoughts

June 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello, blog.

last night it was raining heavily. after taking supper and durians, i am going to sleep. by wearing an orange caftan under damn cold weather, i am wearing socks and hug my gemuk.

then i off. zzz

i wake up this morning when my mom call me for subuh prayers. it still raining heavily out side.. suddenly i feels pain at my low back T_T

are there because i am sleeping in a wrong position or am i handling/ holding heavy loads couple of days before?

sigh. until now, i am still having low back pain. me, not like..

T_T

p/s: is busy doing some financial audits. $$




xoxo,

off to work station

June 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

after almost two weeks of holiday finally today is the day i shall back to work station. thank god, i am in a good condition. i means, there is no sunday blues yet! ha ha.

it is ok. as long as the nawaitu is still on the right track, insya Allah every thing gonna be fine. OR i am praying hard that operations will running smoothly.

sometimes, those blues happen when the mood and energy gone blowing by the wind. hu hu.

time is running out!

i am gonna take shower, dress up and breakfast before going to work station. see you later, blog.

p/s: luckily my lil sister agree to follow and accompany me. wink. as for reward, i will bring her to big apple for donashi! nom. nom. nom.





xoxo,

arghh.. i cant help myself!

June 16, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

i ate 3! hi hi hi.
i cant help myself lah when my mom make this for our tea break.
nom nom nom.

p/s: this is my favvy plate. every day is saturday. wink.




xoxo,

his decision about this relationship

June 09, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello blog.

i am not sure to blog about this or not. hurm.. this is such a serious matter about us. our future. am asking myself.. am i ready for this?

i saw my buddies engaged and married happily. even during this school holidays, there are lot of invitations for wedding ceremony.

up to after school holidays i received another engagement invitation..

congratulations to all my buddies out there. how about me? am i ready? hurm.. talk about this later lah.

p/s: it is complicated because i received few bad news from my buddies, they are break off! omg.. it makes me scared la.





xoxo,

consireded as bad news

June 08, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

it is a quick updates about my lil car. she was going to workshop for some make over. thing is, she will be there for 10 days!

T_T i have plan to hang out with my girls during this school holidays. i am sorry babes. the truth is i cant go any where lah.

which means, i will spending my precious times in my nest doing some progress for my dissertation. hu hu.

p/s: at least i have a quality time to continue the dissertation progress.




xoxo,

not really DOUBLE FUN

June 07, 2010.



assalamualaikum.



good morning afternoon blog.





today is the 1st day off holiday. i forgot to set off the alarm and it wake me up on 0630 hu hu. i cont my sleep until my mom shouted at me complain why i sleep a lot!

what the?? this is the 1st day of holiday la. pass few days i am working like crazy, please excuse me mom on having a quality time this morning. hu hu.

never mind.

then, my dad called me and asked about today's plan. he want to send my car to workshop. he said it might be takes a week and plus! omg.

how do i live without car????? sob.

i plan:

- to go to hq this evening to submit some reports and documents. doing bla bla works.

- after that going to bp mall to buy some foods and foods.

- post office to send all pressie to my lovely blogger buddies.

eh, i used to wake up early and doing some sweating activities every day, but today i laid down doing nothing except blogging can makes me feels bored.

in fact, blogging never makes me bored but doing nothing and resting in my nest will completely makes me suffering la i guess esp when i dont have car for few days or maybe a week!

omg. omg.what shall i do??

p/s: off shower now. hu hu. i hope i can doing some progress for my thesis! because i borrow some books in library last months. so, i shall read every single pages never miss. *is warned myself.






xoxo,

cold

June 01, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

wow! i am feeling fresh after having a shower. it was damn cold inside the bathroom. ha ha.

now i am shivering! ge ge ge ge..

i used to remember when i was young, every morning my mom boiled water for me and used for bath. if not, i refused to take shower. ha ha.

until now, in bathroom there have a heater but i never used it. i do prefer showering by cold water.

it is a long lasting freshness!

p/s: is hungry and miss my mom home made cooks.




xoxo,

sweet dreams

May 29, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

it is hot and i am sweating here. me, not like..

i am wearing short pant and singlet only. i shall take a shower before going to bed. hurm.. currently i am not comfortable la T_T

i thought every night are hot. why eh?

now is 2315 and i starts sleepy. my eyes hard to open and start yawning. again and again. in fact, when i type y.a.w.n it makes me automatically yawn! ha ha.

fine, enough about craps.

last night i have a smooth sailing sleep and dreaming about us. omg! maybe because of i really miss him. hu hu.

or.

i do remember about few important things until it comes to my dream last night. well, it is about how nervous am i while waiting for his family come to my home at down south. phew..

i can see clearly, the stuffs done well in purple color. gulp..

i dislike purple but how come there are purple in theme?? eh, it just a dream right. sweet dreams for me and i hope all dreams come true.

insya Allah.

p/s: do visit my darling's blog. she's busy doing a preparation for her big day. all the best, dear.



xoxo,

my left hand is itchy

May 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i am on the way to kl! hey, kl city. here i come. the mission for today is shop till drop. ha ha.

luckily last month i received my 1st allowance since i am working with this current company started last feb. psst.. quite a huge numbers lah! alhamdulillah.

thank you. thank you.

after working extremely hard, triple work loads and nearly cracked my head finally my big boss gave me extra $$. wink.

at least, i have enough money for shopping the preparation which is around the corner. but.. the mood is not coming yet lah to prepare anything except bought him few stuffs.

well, shopping is part of doing a preparation as well. ha ha.

however, i did not list down anything yet lah. in fact, i dont know what to buy. i have few pairs of new blouses, scarfs and shirts.

what else eh? i have send my baju kurung to the tailor ord for hari raya celebration.

sigh. my left hand is itchy. haihh. let's take a look anything lah later.

p/s: i am going around 630 am and back to hometown around 1159pm on the same day.
** eh, forgot to say.. today is my holiday. tomorrow afternoon have to work as usual. hu hu.
***have a great weekend all!




xoxo,

mood swing

May 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

nice. on this fine friday morning i start my day with yesterday's half cup full of hate! hurm.. luckily today is half day at work. by this evening i will having fun with my lil sister..

talking about half cup full of hate, there are few stories that makes me dissapointed with my thursday. sigh.

story 1:
i did not have enough sleep last two days because of cafe world. then i decided to have a short nap by yesterday's morning.. i paused my alarm. end up i went to work by 9am!

story 2:
i plan to go to hq 1st and collect some raw materials. i send sms to my staff asked her if she wanted any raw materials but she replied by friday every one is working half day! nice. it was a good news. ha ha.

then she added, there are not enough prawns for lunch menu. hurm. i need to search for it in the wet market or carrefour! omg. i am not supposed handle this yet..

previously, there is one person who i dislike him badly took in charge. nice. he is trying to play dirty..

story 3:
i cancel the plan to hq and immediately went to not-so-wet-market. i found prawns but.. there have two types which are bit bigger and way smaller. hu hu. i confused! which one eh..

one is RM10 per kilo and another one is RM 15. thank god i have enough cash on time. then, i asked for 10kilos for the cheapest one. ha ha.

supposed the biggest one!

yet, it is not what i hate about today. thing that makes me way dissapointed is one of the staff there is very rude.

he scolded his colleague because his colleague gave me free two or three small small prawns. grr.. 'hello!! did you think that i dont have enough money to pay you????

no manners!

however, i still can control myself and did not replied him. hurm.. even his tokey is very kind to me and she treats me well.. hurm.

story 4:
-

hurm.. i think that's all for today. sometimes i am having a problem to control the anger. i know it is not good. however, being me i tend to angry, forgive and forget.

by end of the day, i am doing fine. wink.

p/s: i am an easy going person. i react when i like or dislike. no worries, i did not anger without reasons.. hu hu.





xoxo,

is moody

May 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

not into blogging mood. sigh.

p/s: good night. zzz




xoxo,

night mode

May 18, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

it was raining heavily here. i love when it was raining before the bed time. the weather is cold. *yawning.

currently i:

is re-packing the parcels. i includes several gifts from sarawak as token of appreciation to my blogger buddies.

is yawning. hu hu.

is listing down all address. however, i just received 6 emails out of 10. hurm.

is yawning again. -____-"

is waiting for my sweetheart's sms.

is you know what. *yawn. and yawn.

is thinking, shall i send 6 parcels 1st tomorrow? hurm..

is receiving sms from supplier. lol!

is yawning! omg.

p/s: the reason why i keep on yawning.. again and again. hu hu.

* stop raining T_T

xoxo,