is fighting for justice

May 31, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

omg, i dont know what sort of TEST lah this time! hurm.. you-know-who has playing dirty again. he has done so many things in front of me and at my back.

however, i stay calm in crisis like my sweetheart always remind me..

previously he managed his works like sh*t and affected my work station as well as my staffs yet i still patience.

last time he trespassed my work station without my permission and left sh*t in my office. i noticed something is lost.

then i complained in front of his colleague. who cares! <- i bet you his bloody stupid colleague will be his informer.

hard to forgive and forget 4 months of sh*t that he did just to TEST my patience. fine.. one day one time i should reveal to world why i hate you-know-who very much.

in fact, my staffs doesnt agree with him. no matter what either his attitude or his manner. my personal opinion is he doesnt enough knowledge yet to become a leader.

because..

i found that his workers are comes and goes. it is hard to stay with a leader who is like him. lazy bumps and like to give command! sigh.

you-know-who is a loser. i will fighting for the justice. i am sorry boss. maybe yess maybe not you found a young leader like me who never give up.

being a leader in my work station is my responsibility to taking care others. therefore, as long as i am here i will ensure no body can left sh*t here!

i stand with facts. not sh*t like him.

p/s: if i am not working here anymore, let you-know-who bankrupts your business! who cares..




xoxo,

over time. NOT

May 30, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

now is 2037 in batu pahat. i am still in office. with mountain of work loads and sleepy eyes. hu hu.

in order to avoid i am snoozing here better i do some check list:

- purchase order (chicks, fish and prawns, vege, buns)
- punch cards
- billing
- payment voucher
- stock reports
- cleanliness reports (i used to skip this. hu hu)
- discipline report

@-@ omg. i hate May 31 and June, 01! because of monthly report submission.

p/s: eh, suddenly got stomach aches. now is 2105!




xoxo,

once again.. sigh.

May 30, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

couple of days ago i did mention about i am running out of sugar stock. hu hu. and today this prob occurs to me again!

isk. big probs lah. daily, we are using 10kilos of sugar for tea. one for tea break and the other one for supper.

hurm..

my supplier cant supply me any grams of sugar, therefore this evening i have another mission for sugar hunting! ha ha.

time is running up. the game start NOW!!

p/s: see you tonight.




xoxo,

sunday quick updates

May 30, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good afternoon blog.

alhamdulillah it was raining here. i love it! cold and comfy..

as usual, i am working today. since tomorrow is the end of may, i shall stand by some reports and documentations for monthly submission to account department.

next week are school holidays! which means my off day is around the corner. almost one week and half of rows. phew..

not decided yet where to go and what to do. hurm.

however, on coming thursday-sunday i have to manage one big event. it must be hectic days ever. there contains almost 550 peeps participated during that big event.

insya Allah my team will working hard and serving our best to ensure every one is happy with us..

last but not least, there are some pics of me in my office:

pink in color with some documents

my not so healthy breakfast fried kueh tiao and drumstick!

see you by next time. have a great weekend all.

p/s: lunch time on weekend is 1230.

xoxo,

sweet dreams

May 29, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

it is hot and i am sweating here. me, not like..

i am wearing short pant and singlet only. i shall take a shower before going to bed. hurm.. currently i am not comfortable la T_T

i thought every night are hot. why eh?

now is 2315 and i starts sleepy. my eyes hard to open and start yawning. again and again. in fact, when i type y.a.w.n it makes me automatically yawn! ha ha.

fine, enough about craps.

last night i have a smooth sailing sleep and dreaming about us. omg! maybe because of i really miss him. hu hu.

or.

i do remember about few important things until it comes to my dream last night. well, it is about how nervous am i while waiting for his family come to my home at down south. phew..

i can see clearly, the stuffs done well in purple color. gulp..

i dislike purple but how come there are purple in theme?? eh, it just a dream right. sweet dreams for me and i hope all dreams come true.

insya Allah.

p/s: do visit my darling's blog. she's busy doing a preparation for her big day. all the best, dear.



xoxo,

day 54: yahoo messenger

May 28, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

thank god for this beneficial technology for us.. currently we are chatting via yahoo messenger. he did waiting for me while i am writing this quick note.



at least even we did not meet each others about one month and a half, everything is gonna be fine when once or twice a week we did manage to communicate via yahoo messenger.

alhamdulillah.. my love, our love is strong. far in a distance but stay close in our hearts. insya Allah.

p/s: have a nice holiday. both of us are on duty lah. no cuti-cuti. isk.

xoxo,

cream french lace order

May 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i am still in office. need to settle down my works before i am leaving this place.

however i cant stick to the task because blogging, face booking and browsing job opportunities are much more interesting! ha ha..

is happy with my new web came. wink.

i am looking for this color.

dear terompahsurau,

here i attached the cream color of satin material added with white beads. girl, i am crazy with this one. catch this for me if you can. ha ha.

before i forget, here are several descriptions about the hot stuff:
4m french lace <- hope you get free satin lining. ha ha
cream in color like attached ^_____^
full with white beads like attached! <- my tailor must be killing me.
my budget is between 100,000-150,000 Rupiah per meter (if possible).

however, if they manage to give you best price where by included free 4m or 4.5m for him it was a great deals!

ok enough. i wont make you horrible while taking this order. ha ha. i pray hard for you girl. have a safe journey and enjoy your trip!

p/s: in case the cream color looks ugly i gave you chances to choose a very soft yellow for us. hey, i know you know my taste is. *hope so.
** since my mom doesnt allow me to wear off white, that is why i choose cream in color. more or less it was not look annoying during the big day. * i guess. hu hu.

xoxo,

a miracle

May 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

i visit kak lyn's blog and read about the rainbow story. i started recalled about last saturday i saw rainbow too.

i guess, we saw the same rainbow because during that time i was in kl.

it was one fine saturday evening. after raining and the rainbow shines.. i was on my way back to johore and my eyes catch this:

the-not-so best shoot.

the big chair is look familiar, eh.

for the best view of the rainbow last saturday's evening, do visit kak lyn's blog. wink.

p/s: chili prawns is waiting for me. nom. nom.

xoxo,

about a sticky entry

May 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i received sms yesterday. my darling text me asked on how to create a sticky entry. since she is a newbie in blogging world, i would like to post this entry special to her/ newbies out there.

let's follow me. 1st and foremost:

create a new post as usual

start writing until the end

then publish your post

when the entry is successfully publish, click edit post

please click post option and spot the post date and time

edit the date and time
p/s: the date and time are refer to the end of the stick entry
example: today is May 26,2010 and the sticky entry needed to be on top for 7 days.
therefore, change the date to June 01, 2010 and time is depends lah

finally, the sticky entry is stick until June 01, 2010.
in fact, it located at the top
p/s: new entry updates will be shown below the sticky entry

that is all about the sticky entry. i hope it helps you, darling.

p/s: next i will share about how to re-schedule the post. it is fun!

xoxo,

i need more sugar 2

May 25, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

i am trying my new webcam. nice..

back to the gossip (hu hu hu) which i slowly forget yet hard to forgive, yesterday i am nearly give up when i see the crazy messiness. hurm.. it's another difficult times working here.

i said this is difficult because the sh*t is created by other party. not mine. sigh. i hard to manage and handle this situation -____-"

the question is how to organize things where by created by other party? they mess up in your place and simply blah? if anything happen peeps out there will put the blame on me! T_T

*taking a deep breath.

next, on yesterday's evening one of my staff carelessly done a mistake. i am looking this as a serious matter because it affected the quality of foods served to students.

i wont reveal the thing but it is enough to make my reputation in such a border line. hu hu.

since the thing is noticed by students and they annoyed with me, i myself with my open hands asked for an apologize to them. that is the best..

i used to admit and ask forgiveness if i am really did it/ on behalf of my staffs. personally, i never thought that i am a loser if i start to ask for the magic words, 'i am sorry'.

the question is who is the loser? hurm..

cam whoring 1st. ha ha.

then, at the moment above matter happen i noticed something. i double check for the confirmation. hurm..

my sugar stocks are running slow. omg! the fact is daily we spend 10kilos. just imagine, how could we survived if there is no back up?

the question is how to get 10 kilos of sugar per day? hurm..

last night one of my staff went to almost 20 shops just to buy sugar. he managed to get 6 kilos only. hu hu.

in fact, half day of today i am looking for sugar too..

the last question is how about at your place? did you find it is hard to get sugar?

p/s: is dying without sugar. sigh.

xoxo,

i need more sugar

May 24, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

today is like the same days before. full of headaches, heart attacks and a mug full of hates! sigh.

i am pretending to be cool, patience and calm. sigh again.

by the way i am still grateful having a family, sweetheart and buddies around me who will always makes me happy. alhamdulillah.

oh, and maybe any body who is related to my life with/ without i noticed! thanks babes!

talking about today, not so early in the morning when i step to my work place i found that the kitchen is crazy messiness.

with vegetables like onions, lettuces, brassica juncia are unorganized, empty sunquick bottles located on the sink, dirty floor, unknown peeps in the kitchen who are in and out like no rules here ant etc etc!

above kind of situation are enough to rise up my blood levels and nearly reached the end of patience's limit. grrr..

i never blamed those peeps who never know the rules here but i am totally blamed the bloody stupid person who is in charge there.

i means, those helpers who are in and out plus the crazy messiness is created by you-know-who. arghh. i hate him as much as i am working here. he created the sh*t!

enough said.

hurm. *taking a deep breath.

not even the crazy messiness, in fact he used my raw materials and tools too. end up, my staffs facing difficulty to manage their task! see, i really hate this because what ever he did, it will affected mine.. hurm.

fine. sharing is caring. currently his kitchen is still under renovation and he did everything under my place. eh, could you please respect my territory. i am ok if they did those works properly lah..

but when he has make this sh*t, i hard to tolerate. this is not the 1st time. i face this almost every weeks. that is why i am headaches with anything related to him.

seems like my head is nearly cracked now. i shall stop 1st and cont later..

p/s: i dislike you-know-who!




xoxo,

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

1. my sweetheart, of cause.
2. amy search. i am his die hard fan!
3. bunga citra lestari.. she's sweet~

Ask me anything

let's sign up

May 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

happy sunday..

i may think this is interesting. what do you say?


join me and sign up this. thank you..

p/s: i am working half day - on evening session. T_T lazy..





xoxo,

What song do you want played at your funeral?

gulp.. recite yassin please..

Ask me anything

What TV show makes you laugh the loudest?

i choose mr bean. ha ha.

Ask me anything

my left hand is itchy

May 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i am on the way to kl! hey, kl city. here i come. the mission for today is shop till drop. ha ha.

luckily last month i received my 1st allowance since i am working with this current company started last feb. psst.. quite a huge numbers lah! alhamdulillah.

thank you. thank you.

after working extremely hard, triple work loads and nearly cracked my head finally my big boss gave me extra $$. wink.

at least, i have enough money for shopping the preparation which is around the corner. but.. the mood is not coming yet lah to prepare anything except bought him few stuffs.

well, shopping is part of doing a preparation as well. ha ha.

however, i did not list down anything yet lah. in fact, i dont know what to buy. i have few pairs of new blouses, scarfs and shirts.

what else eh? i have send my baju kurung to the tailor ord for hari raya celebration.

sigh. my left hand is itchy. haihh. let's take a look anything lah later.

p/s: i am going around 630 am and back to hometown around 1159pm on the same day.
** eh, forgot to say.. today is my holiday. tomorrow afternoon have to work as usual. hu hu.
***have a great weekend all!




xoxo,

always happy in the sun

May 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

no matter what happen ..





will always..

xoxo,

mood swing

May 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

nice. on this fine friday morning i start my day with yesterday's half cup full of hate! hurm.. luckily today is half day at work. by this evening i will having fun with my lil sister..

talking about half cup full of hate, there are few stories that makes me dissapointed with my thursday. sigh.

story 1:
i did not have enough sleep last two days because of cafe world. then i decided to have a short nap by yesterday's morning.. i paused my alarm. end up i went to work by 9am!

story 2:
i plan to go to hq 1st and collect some raw materials. i send sms to my staff asked her if she wanted any raw materials but she replied by friday every one is working half day! nice. it was a good news. ha ha.

then she added, there are not enough prawns for lunch menu. hurm. i need to search for it in the wet market or carrefour! omg. i am not supposed handle this yet..

previously, there is one person who i dislike him badly took in charge. nice. he is trying to play dirty..

story 3:
i cancel the plan to hq and immediately went to not-so-wet-market. i found prawns but.. there have two types which are bit bigger and way smaller. hu hu. i confused! which one eh..

one is RM10 per kilo and another one is RM 15. thank god i have enough cash on time. then, i asked for 10kilos for the cheapest one. ha ha.

supposed the biggest one!

yet, it is not what i hate about today. thing that makes me way dissapointed is one of the staff there is very rude.

he scolded his colleague because his colleague gave me free two or three small small prawns. grr.. 'hello!! did you think that i dont have enough money to pay you????

no manners!

however, i still can control myself and did not replied him. hurm.. even his tokey is very kind to me and she treats me well.. hurm.

story 4:
-

hurm.. i think that's all for today. sometimes i am having a problem to control the anger. i know it is not good. however, being me i tend to angry, forgive and forget.

by end of the day, i am doing fine. wink.

p/s: i am an easy going person. i react when i like or dislike. no worries, i did not anger without reasons.. hu hu.





xoxo,

thank you very much

May 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

this is a quick update. an important note for public as well for me too.

i would like to encourage peeps to appreciate others by saying thank you very much.. or thanks should be ok too.

in fact, i oso remind myself to do so.

this is because from my observation, peeps today is passing by and blah such as no manner even in front of peeps who are older than them.

omg, it is not a good example for kids today!

on the other hand, i always remind my brothers and sisters to say thank you to makcik-makcik, kakak and abang-abang who served for your foods every day.

however, there are still some of them ignored and being rude. sigh.

in this cases, if they pass in front of me i would say you are most welcome loudly. then he/ she will smiling and say sorry kakak. thank you, kakak. hurm.

it is ok..

the reason i did this, just to educate them to respect and appreciate peeps and any thing around them.

i am not a teacher or any one else in front of them. but being a human, i would love to share simple things which good for them to learn.

therefore, thank you very much for reading this. wink.

p/s: sorry if having major grammatical errors!





xoxo,

is moody

May 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

not into blogging mood. sigh.

p/s: good night. zzz




xoxo,

what sport are you into?

May 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

seriously i am not into sport nowadays. i claim that i am having exercise enough. since i am working in where i am at now, every day i am sweating like a sprinter!

is not about the current weather but it is all about activities i have done daily. wink.

talking about sport, last time i am into this is about 4 years ago! i play futsal and accidentally fall to the ground. resulted my front teeth is cracked! hu hu.

after that, no longer sport in mylife. hurm.. jogging around shah alam's lake can be consider as sport?? i think no!

hey, but it is not the end yet.

last year i accompanied my sweetheart watched soccer at shah alam stadium and barca vs mu at subang's restaurant! <- barca won!

he is a die hard fan of selangor and barca! ha ha. i never understand anything about soccer. i just accompanied him and enjoy every moments we had together.

life is hard most of the time. but the moment we treasure it will make those things beautiful. fine, is not match at all. huh!

seems like i dont have any answer, what sport i am into. of cause, not futsal again! ha ha.

p/s: is taking about 4 years to repair my front teeth. sigh.




xoxo,

day 45:positive thinking

May 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

hurm.. something is haunting me. this is about what i have heard couple of days ago.. about sweetheart.

the fact is, "he has looking for a partner to bring along during the dinner last month."

he never told me about this before. i just wonder.. ok maybe he has informing me about the dinner but not about the partner.

it is true i cant accompany him because we are far in distance. he was in pahang and i was in johore.

seriously impossible for me to go to pahang just for the dinner.

but i..

i have to take this in positive way.

until now i am not sure either he bring any gal to the dinner or not. i have try to keep this secret but it is hard.

there is one time, i have try to ask him about this but i cant. i dont know how to start. then i just let the issue pending..

phew..

sometimes it is complicated. however, i never let this mess up my life. let this uncomfortable feelings go away!

i hope.. who ever he meet before and after this, his love for me is forever.

speaking about the partner, i have experienced it before. they must bring along a partner every time there held a dinner.

once, i have accompanied him last time during the training session. luckily i was in kl that time. some of his buddies need to bring along any gals..

i never complain about this. if you cant accept this tradition never get along with them.

so far i am doing fine. eh, am i fine? i guess, i am not. sigh.

let me clear this, i can accept this because my love to him is ever last. since this is a last month's story, so far i can handle myself.

if.. he mention about this earlier i guess i may not calm like what i am now. i assures in negative thinking or what so ever. well, who can sit peacefully if your love one is going dinner with any gals??

hu hu hu.

what ever it is. it was past.. like a month.

if he bring any gal, i cant say anything. i just hope they are just friends not more than that. *jealous mode.

*************************

he tried to invite his cousin to accompany him but she cant.. i am sorry, i cant help you too sweetheart.

sigh. deep down there, my heart silently crying.

p/s: syahira must think positive.
** since he is away out-station, i hope he did not read this.




xoxo,

night mode

May 18, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.

it was raining heavily here. i love when it was raining before the bed time. the weather is cold. *yawning.

currently i:

is re-packing the parcels. i includes several gifts from sarawak as token of appreciation to my blogger buddies.

is yawning. hu hu.

is listing down all address. however, i just received 6 emails out of 10. hurm.

is yawning again. -____-"

is waiting for my sweetheart's sms.

is you know what. *yawn. and yawn.

is thinking, shall i send 6 parcels 1st tomorrow? hurm..

is receiving sms from supplier. lol!

is yawning! omg.

p/s: the reason why i keep on yawning.. again and again. hu hu.

* stop raining T_T

xoxo,

hadif amsyar bin saiful hisyam

May 18, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

mode: smiling 24 hours.

yesterday after office hour <- not my office hour! 5pm hu hu. mine is 8am-11pm.. i immediately went to general hospital to visit my sweetheart's cousin.

she has delivered a cute tiny baby boy on may 16, 2010. his cousin is a teacher married a teacher too and delivered exactly on teacher's day!

what a miracle, eh. pic below taken after so many times of trying. this is my 1st time met newborn who is about fresh from the oven. hu hu.

he tend to close his eyes and yawn! slowly open his eyes and close it. then, yawn again. hu hu.

hadif amsyar bin saiful hisyam is 2.9kilos!

alhamdulillah. hadif amsyar is the 1st grand grand son on my sweetheart's family. his cousin, kak long is the 1st grand daughter, following by her sister kak yan, my sweetheart and the rest..

every one call me auntie syira, ord. *sense of belonging by his family members. wink.

my excited face met hadif and cik ida (sweetheart's aunt/ hadif's grandma)

since i arrived around 530pm, i managed to spend time with them until 7pm. please, excuse my excited-ness. eh, can you see what is it at my right hand side?

it is special to lil hadif exclusively from auntie syahira and uncle fauzan. hurm.. which selected by my mom. a baby bag included a space for milk bottles.

hu hu. i dont know how to describe la! more or less like that. -____-"

p/s: i wish hadif amsyar bin saiful hisyam will be a good person and cheer up every one around you.




xoxo,

is waiting for sarawak's gift

May 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

currently i am waiting for a bundle of gifts from sarawak. still remember about my giveaway last last last feb?

in order to bring the happiness for 10 lucky bloggers who patiently waiting for their pressie i would love to add on the value of prizes..

all parcels are ready to send to post office. however, i am still waiting for my sis who bought extra happiness to my lovely bloggers.

i ordered some token of appreciation and apologized to send over too.

eh, before that if and if my 10 lucky bloggers who read this, would you mind to re-confirm your address? in fact by tonight i will email all 10 of you to re-confirm it.

p/s: thanks to my lovely reader, munirah hanim ishak for the conformation address.




xoxo,

mobile phone for kids. what you say?

May 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

i do remember about this. last 2 weeks, there is a topic about the application of mobile phone for kids in red fm. i means, peeps have kids and are they allow their kids to have one or not.

as usual i love to respond and share my opinions.

generally, mobile phone is VERY important nowadays. it is a tool of communication technology. i started using mobile phone when i continue my study at the matriculation college, last 2003.

my 1st mobile phone is nokia butterfly. i sign up with maxis pre-paid. if i am not mistaken, after that my mom have one and my dad terminated the home line.

it was easy for us to chit chat and send sms updated on daily life. during that time, my parents top up credits for me every month. ha ha. nice!

mostly i am using mobile phone for alarm, phone call, sms, mms, reminders and calculator's function.

nowadays, technology have been updated tremendously. well, you ord know how fast it changes and how advances it goes now.

some agree and some not with the application of mobile phone for kids. personally, i am agree kids should have one BUT it must be under supervision by adult.

talking about supervision, being me i must said adult must control and set the rules within the agreement of both kids and parents lah.

let them understand the importance of mobile phone and what not to do with it. kids must be responsible and i am disagree if they bring it to school. hahh..

one thing, never let them have the expensive one. enough said.

his mobile phone. pic taken last 2009. huh! damn fat.

p/s: i am exchange hp with my sweetheart. i used his sony ericsson and he used my motorola. wink.




xoxo,

day 42: serious talk.

May 16, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog.



wow! such cant believe this. it was 42 days of journey as a real life of military girl friend. why i called this as REAL?

because previously under the training session, i easily adopted everything. now it has change..

no more happy hours, no more study schedule and no more excuses.

he has working and serving under the flag of army to this country. sounds BIG responsible, right. being his girl friend is not easy.

the key words are sacrifice, strong, patient, independent and trust.

so, last night after i am not sure maybe about a week we did not chat through the phone i text him. i said, we need to talk. hurm.

alhamdulillah, he is free. yeay.. he called me.

many things have been discussed last night. i need an explanation. just an explanation. enough said.

he did mention that even one of his friend who has married yet hard to explain to his wife about his career.. being their wives too are not easy, i told you. esp at the early stages of marriages.

they are not like any man outside. their responsibility towards this country much more higher and bigger than anything else. they cant stay close to you..

alhamdulillah. so far i am doing fine. at the 1st time i accepted his proposal i did understand and get ready for this uncertainties. as what i said before, my family his family and all my friends are always here to support me.

there is no worries. but, from time to time i just need a simple explanation. i never asked more than that. what i really wanted now, he is doing fine there and always love me.

again alhamdulillah. we were seriously in relationship for about 2 years and a half. staying 2 years and a half with him is the preparation for me to understand bit by bit on being a military wife.

insya Allah.

p/s: he just text me, inform that it was raining heavily there. pity him.

** i never asked him details about his job because this is private and confidential. in fact, there are against the rule oh!




xoxo,

happy teacher's day

May 16, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

happy teacher's day!!

1st and foremost i would love to wish happy teacher's day to my dad, cikgu shah beran bin otoh. his passion towards teaching students is high over the sky.

he started his career at maktab perguruan gaya, sabah which currently known as institut perguruan gaya. he has been teaching more than 27 years.

in year 2010, i dont have any special gift to him except the unstoppable prayers for his health and wealth. * last night i bought him a piece of cake. hu hu.

abah, you did not read this but i hope you know how much i love you!

cikgu shah beran bin otoh.

next is the unforgettable moment forever.

cikgu zaimah (at the left) is my 1st official teacher excluded my beloved parents. she has a lovely face, soft spoken and very kind to us.

i use to remember when she become angry with us when we were playing hide and seek! she smashed my butt with wooden yellow ruler. ha ha ha. sorry cikgu!

i hope to see her one day.

last but not least to teachers all over the world, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

p/s: i am grateful with what i am now. alhamdulillah.




xoxo,