hurm..
sigh.
enough said.
the end.
sigh.
enough said.
the end.
xoxo,
cik syahira
a letter for me
June 30, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
couple of days ago, i received an email from melanie according to this entry.
Hi Syahira, thank you so much for participating in our initiative and making your blog carbon neutral! Your tree will be planted next month by the Arbor Day Foundation. The scheduled start plant date was Monday, April 19 and the trees will be planted by a contracted crew. The roads are being plowed, all contracts solidified, and twelve shipments of 150,000 seedling each are being assembled. We thank you for the support! There are still some trees looking for a sponsor. So if you know some people who have a blog or website, pass it on and we'll make their blogs carbon neutral too! Best, Melanie "Make it green"-team omg.. i am on my way to contribute something to protect the world.
since on her last paragraph said 'There are still some trees looking for a sponsor'.. i would like to encourage my buddies out there to take part too.
then what are you waiting for? let's color your WORLD.
p/s: more info, visit here.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
couple of days ago, i received an email from melanie according to this entry.
Hi Syahira, thank you so much for participating in our initiative and making your blog carbon neutral! Your tree will be planted next month by the Arbor Day Foundation. The scheduled start plant date was Monday, April 19 and the trees will be planted by a contracted crew. The roads are being plowed, all contracts solidified, and twelve shipments of 150,000 seedling each are being assembled. We thank you for the support! There are still some trees looking for a sponsor. So if you know some people who have a blog or website, pass it on and we'll make their blogs carbon neutral too! Best, Melanie "Make it green"-team omg.. i am on my way to contribute something to protect the world.
since on her last paragraph said 'There are still some trees looking for a sponsor'.. i would like to encourage my buddies out there to take part too.
then what are you waiting for? let's color your WORLD.
p/s: more info, visit here.
xoxo,
my engagement day. NOT YET
June 29, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
i am glad, i have a good friend i mean honestly a true friend since i was in girl school. syazana is one of my gazillion friends.. but finding a true friends like her in the early stages are not easy.
alhamdulillah, we stick together until now.
a trivia about syazana and cik syahira (ha ha ha):
1) since form one if i am not mistaken during the examination we did sit near each others because no one else have a name like syazana and syahira.
i mean, the spelling of sya-zana and sya-hira. like no sya sya else in our class. ha ha.
2) we're 1st elder sisters in family. i know almost the whole of her family including her aunts and uncles plus cousins because of some different stories.
same like her. she did know well about my family too.
3) we're happy go lucky and loves hang out. eh, i guess rengit cafe will definitely be my fav spot to date with her.
babe, what you say?
4) still doing master in different local universities. well, both of us are trying hard struggling to complete our master by next semester. insya Allah.
5) last but not least, easch of us are one of the best place to share tears and happiness.
because we're true friends, each of us will doing the best for one another. such as she pick me up when my car in worksop and i spend my time accompany her to bridal boutique last time.
fine.. we're closed back after lost contact last 2 years. alhamdulillah.. until now when both of us decided to stay at hometown we did spend our time together without our aussie girl..
i dont want to write much. enjoy peeps..
i am sorry babe.. i am late. which was very late. she text me around 12pm asked either i am attend or not. of cause i replied, yes i am.
then around 3pm she call me. over ok! ha ha. she mad at me because the reception is over. huhh! i dont care. i am struggling to finish my work and zass to meet her.
supposed it takes 1/2 an hour from my work station to her grandma's house, however i've LOST. sob. i hate! stress ok.
finally i manage to reach her grandma's house around 4pm T_T
she's pretty and look so sweet (sila jangan perasan!) still i love you babe. ha ha. i like her soft orange out fit.
see.. who is orang kaya now? ha ha. i love her mini dais. totally awesome. simple and sweet. with orange flowers, white frames, pomander balls.. perfect!
babe, i am really happy to see you there and i hope i could return to 12pm last sunday and stay with you on your engagement day.
i am sorry. i am late. sob.
all and all, i am happy with the foods (sedap dowh..), the moist chocs (heaven sey..) and the hospitality from your mom. thank you very much, babe.
i am praying hard that you will be stronger to go through all the phases in your life. insya Allah, i will always there for you no matter in what reasons. i am happy with you and your fiance.
all the best in your future undertakings. amin.
p/s: enough bodek membodek session. let's rengit cafe. ha ha
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
i am glad, i have a good friend i mean honestly a true friend since i was in girl school. syazana is one of my gazillion friends.. but finding a true friends like her in the early stages are not easy.
alhamdulillah, we stick together until now.
a trivia about syazana and cik syahira (ha ha ha):
1) since form one if i am not mistaken during the examination we did sit near each others because no one else have a name like syazana and syahira.
i mean, the spelling of sya-zana and sya-hira. like no sya sya else in our class. ha ha.
2) we're 1st elder sisters in family. i know almost the whole of her family including her aunts and uncles plus cousins because of some different stories.
same like her. she did know well about my family too.
3) we're happy go lucky and loves hang out. eh, i guess rengit cafe will definitely be my fav spot to date with her.
babe, what you say?
4) still doing master in different local universities. well, both of us are trying hard struggling to complete our master by next semester. insya Allah.
5) last but not least, easch of us are one of the best place to share tears and happiness.
because we're true friends, each of us will doing the best for one another. such as she pick me up when my car in worksop and i spend my time accompany her to bridal boutique last time.
fine.. we're closed back after lost contact last 2 years. alhamdulillah.. until now when both of us decided to stay at hometown we did spend our time together without our aussie girl..
i dont want to write much. enjoy peeps..
i am sorry babe.. i am late. which was very late. she text me around 12pm asked either i am attend or not. of cause i replied, yes i am.
then around 3pm she call me. over ok! ha ha. she mad at me because the reception is over. huhh! i dont care. i am struggling to finish my work and zass to meet her.
supposed it takes 1/2 an hour from my work station to her grandma's house, however i've LOST. sob. i hate! stress ok.
finally i manage to reach her grandma's house around 4pm T_T
she's pretty and look so sweet (sila jangan perasan!) still i love you babe. ha ha. i like her soft orange out fit.
see.. who is orang kaya now? ha ha. i love her mini dais. totally awesome. simple and sweet. with orange flowers, white frames, pomander balls.. perfect!babe, i am really happy to see you there and i hope i could return to 12pm last sunday and stay with you on your engagement day.
i am sorry. i am late. sob.
all and all, i am happy with the foods (sedap dowh..), the moist chocs (heaven sey..) and the hospitality from your mom. thank you very much, babe.
i am praying hard that you will be stronger to go through all the phases in your life. insya Allah, i will always there for you no matter in what reasons. i am happy with you and your fiance.
all the best in your future undertakings. amin.
p/s: enough bodek membodek session. let's rengit cafe. ha ha
xoxo,
bam bam's
June 29, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
last sunday, my bff visited me at my work station. my pleasure to great them after quit some times we didnt met each others.
well, last time we met was back to 2009, during her wedding reception at kuala lipis pahang. then she preggy until she delivered bam bam 4 months ago.
when i was in pangkor island with my sweetheart, we bought bam bam a sexy dress. thanks god, it just nice on bam bam's.
who is bam bam? she is my bff's daughter. her full name is fathiah nisrina, 4 months. i called her bam bam because..
spot her chubby cheeks!
see.. i guess her cheeks much chubbier than me T_T
candite syndrome by her mother.. seems like i am not satisfied! ha ha
arghh!! i want to eat her..*rofl
i cant help myself. at 1st i behave.. i control.. then, after 10 mins i hold bam bam and we're cam whoring..
thank god she's doing fine. less cranky. i likes when she's mumbling and bubbling. cute!
actually i dont know how to handle baby and this is my 1st time. it's awkward. hu hu.. alhamdulillah, bam bam are sporting, easy going and the most important thing is she's friendly..
last but not least, to auntie sabil bam bam wish to meet you..
p/s: i miss bam bam. sob. i am praying hard, bam bam will be a good daughter to her parents and aunts (fine, i am an auntie now >_<) last forever.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
last sunday, my bff visited me at my work station. my pleasure to great them after quit some times we didnt met each others.
well, last time we met was back to 2009, during her wedding reception at kuala lipis pahang. then she preggy until she delivered bam bam 4 months ago.
when i was in pangkor island with my sweetheart, we bought bam bam a sexy dress. thanks god, it just nice on bam bam's.
who is bam bam? she is my bff's daughter. her full name is fathiah nisrina, 4 months. i called her bam bam because..
spot her chubby cheeks!see.. i guess her cheeks much chubbier than me T_Tcandite syndrome by her mother.. seems like i am not satisfied! ha haarghh!! i want to eat her..*rofli cant help myself. at 1st i behave.. i control.. then, after 10 mins i hold bam bam and we're cam whoring..
thank god she's doing fine. less cranky. i likes when she's mumbling and bubbling. cute!
actually i dont know how to handle baby and this is my 1st time. it's awkward. hu hu.. alhamdulillah, bam bam are sporting, easy going and the most important thing is she's friendly..
last but not least, to auntie sabil bam bam wish to meet you..
p/s: i miss bam bam. sob. i am praying hard, bam bam will be a good daughter to her parents and aunts (fine, i am an auntie now >_<) last forever.
xoxo,
an engagement day or a birthday party (ha ha ha)
June 28, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
ha ha. funny, ok.
this is an engagement day not a birthday party..
i adore this jelly so much like wanna stolen this.. ha ha. this is not a birthday party story. even though pic above seems like showing i attending a birthday party. but seriously it's not.
no. no. no.
this is a jelly (i guest) as one of the hantaran to my buddy which catches my eyes at very 1st sight. ha ha. like sayang to finish this right?
p/s: nom. nom. nom. thanks babe, for the invitation. will publish more pics soon.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
ha ha. funny, ok.
this is an engagement day not a birthday party..
i adore this jelly so much like wanna stolen this.. ha ha. this is not a birthday party story. even though pic above seems like showing i attending a birthday party. but seriously it's not.
no. no. no.
this is a jelly (i guest) as one of the hantaran to my buddy which catches my eyes at very 1st sight. ha ha. like sayang to finish this right?
p/s: nom. nom. nom. thanks babe, for the invitation. will publish more pics soon.
xoxo,
snake plate eh snake preview
June 28, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hello blog.
this is a quick updates.
yesterday i met bam bam and her family. both her parents are my bff. this is my 1st time i met bam bam. she's cute, pipi labuh (of cause), nice lil girl.
why i call her bam bam.. because she was very tembams/ chubby like me. ha ha.
ok fine. i think her cheeks much/ way labuh than me. sob. does bam bam is trying to seize off my title T_T
hu hu.
p/s: darling, lets bite her drumsticks. ha ha.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hello blog.
this is a quick updates.
yesterday i met bam bam and her family. both her parents are my bff. this is my 1st time i met bam bam. she's cute, pipi labuh (of cause), nice lil girl.
why i call her bam bam.. because she was very tembams/ chubby like me. ha ha.
ok fine. i think her cheeks much/ way labuh than me. sob. does bam bam is trying to seize off my title T_Thu hu.
p/s: darling, lets bite her drumsticks. ha ha.
xoxo,
is NOT for sale
June 28, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
my new pink stuff. what you say??
please ignore the model baju tidur above. she's my sister. haha.
well, you know me NOT you-know-who. hu hu. i am addicted and easily influenced by pink items. this is my not so sure when to use pink.cute.bag. ^___^
the story is like this..
last april i went for an interview at jb. at the mosque, i found a young lady like my age use this bag to fill her telekung.
at the 1st time i said, 'wow. seriously i wanna buy this one day!!'. i tried to survey but the price seems very expensive..
until last friday, during lunch hour i went to carrefour and drop by at one shop which selling women stuffs.
she did gave me (i think quit ok la) better price and without further due i grab this!
of cause in pink. but my mom said, she do prefer orange. omg!
p/s: orange is for my sweetheart. i may not good in orange la i think. pink-orange maybe nice..
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
my new pink stuff. what you say??
please ignore the model baju tidur above. she's my sister. haha.
well, you know me NOT you-know-who. hu hu. i am addicted and easily influenced by pink items. this is my not so sure when to use pink.cute.bag. ^___^
the story is like this..
last april i went for an interview at jb. at the mosque, i found a young lady like my age use this bag to fill her telekung.
at the 1st time i said, 'wow. seriously i wanna buy this one day!!'. i tried to survey but the price seems very expensive..
until last friday, during lunch hour i went to carrefour and drop by at one shop which selling women stuffs.
she did gave me (i think quit ok la) better price and without further due i grab this!
of cause in pink. but my mom said, she do prefer orange. omg!
p/s: orange is for my sweetheart. i may not good in orange la i think. pink-orange maybe nice..
xoxo,
before the engagement day story
June 28, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
morning blog.
no. no. no. not my engagement day story. it was about my buddy. well, who else.. syazana! hey, congratulation babe.. ha ha.
last friday we went to rengit cafe (2nd time dating with her at this place).
personally i love the foods but.. one or two of their waiter/ waitress are not supposed hang on at my back seat. i am not sure why but i feels like uneasy gossiping with my buddy. hu hu.
forget about them.. over all i love the foods. no complains at all.
not much to share about 2 days before her engagement day.. except we brainstorming and cracking our heads discussing about our love, life and career.
hurm.. there are lot of things to highlight eh esp planning for engagement day and onwards. haih.. since i am busy with work loads and soon my thesis, i think i shall postpone talking about my engagement.
or maybe if i stress with work and study, i will doing some progress for my hantarans or updates anything about the preparation for my engagement day. soon.
fine. better i stop now and enjoy my pics:
soya cincau, my fav in rengit cafe.
the menu of the day, chicken chop.
the bride to be..
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
morning blog.
no. no. no. not my engagement day story. it was about my buddy. well, who else.. syazana! hey, congratulation babe.. ha ha.
last friday we went to rengit cafe (2nd time dating with her at this place).
personally i love the foods but.. one or two of their waiter/ waitress are not supposed hang on at my back seat. i am not sure why but i feels like uneasy gossiping with my buddy. hu hu.
forget about them.. over all i love the foods. no complains at all.
not much to share about 2 days before her engagement day.. except we brainstorming and cracking our heads discussing about our love, life and career.
hurm.. there are lot of things to highlight eh esp planning for engagement day and onwards. haih.. since i am busy with work loads and soon my thesis, i think i shall postpone talking about my engagement.
or maybe if i stress with work and study, i will doing some progress for my hantarans or updates anything about the preparation for my engagement day. soon.
fine. better i stop now and enjoy my pics:
soya cincau, my fav in rengit cafe.the menu of the day, chicken chop.the bride to be..sometimes i did a good job on finding the conclusion of my story. but according to our date last thursday, i end up my date with her when i nearly sleep on the table. ha ha.
no la just joking. around 9pm we off to home..
p/s: nervous oh. she just pass the nervous level. then.. comes to my turn. gulp!
no la just joking. around 9pm we off to home..
p/s: nervous oh. she just pass the nervous level. then.. comes to my turn. gulp!
xoxo,
i like fried oyster mushrooms
June 28, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
once a month i am craving for different foods. such as chocs indulgences at secret recipe, doughnuts at big apple, mee racun near carrefour batu pahat and etc etc.
recently i am addicted with fried oyster mushrooms. nom. nom. i am not sure where this addictions come from but i am looking for this seriously! ha ha.
at one fine evening, my staff help me to prepare this:
mix of oyster mushrooms, wheat floor, some water and jintan.
fried them on hot oil until there turn yellowish.
the not so yellowish oyster mushrooms but crunchy!!
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
once a month i am craving for different foods. such as chocs indulgences at secret recipe, doughnuts at big apple, mee racun near carrefour batu pahat and etc etc.
recently i am addicted with fried oyster mushrooms. nom. nom. i am not sure where this addictions come from but i am looking for this seriously! ha ha.
at one fine evening, my staff help me to prepare this:
mix of oyster mushrooms, wheat floor, some water and jintan.fried them on hot oil until there turn yellowish.the not so yellowish oyster mushrooms but crunchy!!i still remember at the 1st time i ate this was last 2004, during my 1st year degree. one of the hawker near by my uni sell fried oyster mushrooms, bananas, keropok lekor, tempe and etc.
ha ha. sweet memories with my bff.
p/s: that uncle still remember me when i went to his stall ^___^
ha ha. sweet memories with my bff.
p/s: that uncle still remember me when i went to his stall ^___^
xoxo,
10 random thoughts on emotional day
June 27, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
without further due i would like to list down 10 things about yesterday, another emotional day in working life. hurm..
1) on saturday morning (yesterday) i plan to sleep until at least 8am. but.. around 7am my supplier call me, the selection of raw materials are out of stock! i am still sleepy and blur.
i make a phone call to my staff and asked him about his opinions. he said, go deals with another supplier and ad-hoc change the menu -___-"
fine.
my 2nd supplier detected my voice and he know i am still on my bed. ha ha. NOT funny..
2) i make a phone call to bff (noa) and set the appointment for sundaymorning-another hectic day in this week!
actually.. i MUST take a short slot with her because i wanna meet her 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.. oh, i cant wait!!
sigh. last time i met my bff was on her wedding day. isk. now, she has 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.
3) my mom fried me oyster mushrooms for breakfast. nom. nom. nom. i was very happy and for the 1st time in the rest of working life i bought some foods to work station. ha ha.
4) i dislike dealing with a group of people who organized BBQ last night. enough said.
5) my staffs discussing about horrors story happen in my work station! omg.. i wont stay up until late at night after this.
sob. sob. sob. T_T <-of cause i am scared.
6) my MD complains, i spend about RM6~7K more than usual budget. gulp.. i dont think so.
i guess he miss something important. does he sure that was 100% my faults or you-know-who?
oh, i wont bother about the over budget BECAUSE the one who in charge in financial auditing said it was TOTALLY not my faults.
i am free!!
yet, i still depress with those complains. hu hu hu. ok, serious i am EMO.
7) 20 students did not get enough main course! >_<"
fine, i blame myself because i follow you-know-who's advices. he said during weekend out of 470 students, just ordered for 300 students.
however i inform MD, i am not brave enough to take the HIGH RISK. then i ordered for 350 students. sob. sob. proven that, i cant ordered for less than 350 students. if not, foods are not enough.
by next time, i learn the lesson that never trust you-know-who again!
8) MD pushed me to save as much as i can. i am stress..
i am not supply for restaurants or local events, this was fully supervised by ministry of education. there are specs where by i must follow..
are not easy lah esp when there comes to case no. 7) -__-"
9) another case of a boy throwing a plate inside the dustbin. it happens for so many times. maybe he dislike us, unsatisfying with one of us or leaking of loves. ha ha.
well, this is serious. sigh.
however, to complain about the taste/ quality of foods i dont think so. this is because the rest are doing fine. if not i assures many plates found inside the dustbin!
10) at the end of the day, my staff found a grasshopper inside the main course!
wait.. i found this as a sabotage to my staffs. because i disagree if they said it was my leak of supervision.
facts proven that it was sabotage when my staff found the grasshopper is still alive. just imagine IF it was my careless/ mistakes the grasshopper shouldnt alive in damn HOT main coarse.
we stand by the main coarse around 5pm under covered and served them around 6pm. within hour, i believes the grasshopper died inside the HOT STEEL ord.
seems like the boys now playing dirty. hurm.
p/s: i heard a story, before this one manager annoyed with the management staff. then, he spit over the foods/ raw material before another staff cook for them.
*vomit.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
without further due i would like to list down 10 things about yesterday, another emotional day in working life. hurm..
1) on saturday morning (yesterday) i plan to sleep until at least 8am. but.. around 7am my supplier call me, the selection of raw materials are out of stock! i am still sleepy and blur.
i make a phone call to my staff and asked him about his opinions. he said, go deals with another supplier and ad-hoc change the menu -___-"
fine.
my 2nd supplier detected my voice and he know i am still on my bed. ha ha. NOT funny..
2) i make a phone call to bff (noa) and set the appointment for sundaymorning-another hectic day in this week!
actually.. i MUST take a short slot with her because i wanna meet her 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.. oh, i cant wait!!
sigh. last time i met my bff was on her wedding day. isk. now, she has 'cinonet-aina bam bam'.
3) my mom fried me oyster mushrooms for breakfast. nom. nom. nom. i was very happy and for the 1st time in the rest of working life i bought some foods to work station. ha ha.
4) i dislike dealing with a group of people who organized BBQ last night. enough said.
5) my staffs discussing about horrors story happen in my work station! omg.. i wont stay up until late at night after this.
sob. sob. sob. T_T <-of cause i am scared.
6) my MD complains, i spend about RM6~7K more than usual budget. gulp.. i dont think so.
i guess he miss something important. does he sure that was 100% my faults or you-know-who?
oh, i wont bother about the over budget BECAUSE the one who in charge in financial auditing said it was TOTALLY not my faults.
i am free!!
yet, i still depress with those complains. hu hu hu. ok, serious i am EMO.
7) 20 students did not get enough main course! >_<"
fine, i blame myself because i follow you-know-who's advices. he said during weekend out of 470 students, just ordered for 300 students.
however i inform MD, i am not brave enough to take the HIGH RISK. then i ordered for 350 students. sob. sob. proven that, i cant ordered for less than 350 students. if not, foods are not enough.
by next time, i learn the lesson that never trust you-know-who again!
8) MD pushed me to save as much as i can. i am stress..
i am not supply for restaurants or local events, this was fully supervised by ministry of education. there are specs where by i must follow..
are not easy lah esp when there comes to case no. 7) -__-"
9) another case of a boy throwing a plate inside the dustbin. it happens for so many times. maybe he dislike us, unsatisfying with one of us or leaking of loves. ha ha.
well, this is serious. sigh.
however, to complain about the taste/ quality of foods i dont think so. this is because the rest are doing fine. if not i assures many plates found inside the dustbin!
10) at the end of the day, my staff found a grasshopper inside the main course!
wait.. i found this as a sabotage to my staffs. because i disagree if they said it was my leak of supervision.
facts proven that it was sabotage when my staff found the grasshopper is still alive. just imagine IF it was my careless/ mistakes the grasshopper shouldnt alive in damn HOT main coarse.
we stand by the main coarse around 5pm under covered and served them around 6pm. within hour, i believes the grasshopper died inside the HOT STEEL ord.
seems like the boys now playing dirty. hurm.
p/s: i heard a story, before this one manager annoyed with the management staff. then, he spit over the foods/ raw material before another staff cook for them.
*vomit.
xoxo,
is fighting with satan
June 26, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
recently i am having a problem to wake up early in the morning. maybe (pre-assumptions):
1) i am tired (i am going home around 930pm every day T_T)
2) suddenly wake up around 3am every morning -__-"
3) it was raining every morning. hu hu.
4) my sister helps me to feed my grandma, so i dont need to wake up at 545am.
5) satan told me never wake up early for subuh prayers.
among all pre-assumption above, i am mostly afraid of at number 5. isk.
it was the biggest challenge so far. i am not sure how about others. unfortunately, i fails to fight with satan and cont sleeping until 730am. sigh. sigh.
sometimes, i think that how long i will be like this and i never know how long i could live as well as enjoy my life.
then, i realized some changes should be start and slowly change my direction to the right track. well, i know it was not a good things to blog about.
however, maybe some of my buddies have something to share/ advice in order to improve ourselves.
hurm.. this morning, my mom called me for subuh prayer. 1st, i thought to myself, hurm.. wait for minutes. 2nd time, she called again. i talk to my inner strenght, 'i must wake up! i must wake up! i must wake up!'.
alhamdulillah. it works.
still, i shall looking for any ways to ensure i wake up early in the morning and having my subuh prayers.
please, please.. helps me.
p/s: i understand many people having the same problem with me but shy to show off. isk.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
recently i am having a problem to wake up early in the morning. maybe (pre-assumptions):
1) i am tired (i am going home around 930pm every day T_T)
2) suddenly wake up around 3am every morning -__-"
3) it was raining every morning. hu hu.
4) my sister helps me to feed my grandma, so i dont need to wake up at 545am.
5) satan told me never wake up early for subuh prayers.
among all pre-assumption above, i am mostly afraid of at number 5. isk.
it was the biggest challenge so far. i am not sure how about others. unfortunately, i fails to fight with satan and cont sleeping until 730am. sigh. sigh.
sometimes, i think that how long i will be like this and i never know how long i could live as well as enjoy my life.
then, i realized some changes should be start and slowly change my direction to the right track. well, i know it was not a good things to blog about.
however, maybe some of my buddies have something to share/ advice in order to improve ourselves.
hurm.. this morning, my mom called me for subuh prayer. 1st, i thought to myself, hurm.. wait for minutes. 2nd time, she called again. i talk to my inner strenght, 'i must wake up! i must wake up! i must wake up!'.
alhamdulillah. it works.
still, i shall looking for any ways to ensure i wake up early in the morning and having my subuh prayers.
please, please.. helps me.
p/s: i understand many people having the same problem with me but shy to show off. isk.
xoxo,
black out updates
June 25, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
i am sad. i did my best in this job but some of my suppliers playing dirty again. again means, they do this more that one time.. sigh.
i know i am still young then easier for you guys (my suppliers) to make me idiots without a clue. seems like all those mistakes done by me! arghh..
some situations that i am trying to avoid:
1) supplier A asked for my helps. he has 300 donut rings and decide to let them go with cheaper prices to me. i did asked him about the expired date (at least i argued him before i simply helps him).
at the same time, i cancel the original order to supplier B because i wanna help supplier A.
i thought, why dont i help him because we are living under the same roof and he offered me better prices.
unfortunately, he send me donut rocks! my clients lost their temper and scolded me. damn. not even that that, i heard some of them complains about it.
argh. sh*t!
i swear, no matter what happens i will NEVER EVER helps him again. because.. previously supplier A did send apples, bananas and buns which are nearly expired!
2) supplier C send me fruits. i have never probs with him esp when we are talking/ discussing about purchase orders.
then, he looks REALLY nice at me. soft spoken and warm person.
however, he likes to play dirty such as send me fruits esp bananas that i never order which he ord write the bill under my company's name!
see.. so rude is it?
who wanna pay for those sh*t?? hurm.. not even than that, he send me low quality of fruits such as honeydew and oranges. i am stress ok meeting supplier like him.
omg.
black out! will be back soon.
p/s: i am writing this before i left my work station -___-"
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
i am sad. i did my best in this job but some of my suppliers playing dirty again. again means, they do this more that one time.. sigh.
i know i am still young then easier for you guys (my suppliers) to make me idiots without a clue. seems like all those mistakes done by me! arghh..
some situations that i am trying to avoid:
1) supplier A asked for my helps. he has 300 donut rings and decide to let them go with cheaper prices to me. i did asked him about the expired date (at least i argued him before i simply helps him).
at the same time, i cancel the original order to supplier B because i wanna help supplier A.
i thought, why dont i help him because we are living under the same roof and he offered me better prices.
unfortunately, he send me donut rocks! my clients lost their temper and scolded me. damn. not even that that, i heard some of them complains about it.
argh. sh*t!
i swear, no matter what happens i will NEVER EVER helps him again. because.. previously supplier A did send apples, bananas and buns which are nearly expired!
2) supplier C send me fruits. i have never probs with him esp when we are talking/ discussing about purchase orders.
then, he looks REALLY nice at me. soft spoken and warm person.
however, he likes to play dirty such as send me fruits esp bananas that i never order which he ord write the bill under my company's name!
see.. so rude is it?
who wanna pay for those sh*t?? hurm.. not even than that, he send me low quality of fruits such as honeydew and oranges. i am stress ok meeting supplier like him.
omg.
black out! will be back soon.
p/s: i am writing this before i left my work station -___-"
xoxo,
day 81: he loves me more
June 24, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
i want to continue my experiences having a young army officer as my bf.
last night he text me, 'ups.. selamat berbuka. sorry lambat wish'. i am kind of appreciate with efforts he shown me last night.. i know he did try his best in this relationship.
so do i..
once a day he text me, ' good morning syg'. that's it. then he silent until late at night or sometimes none.
i did text/ send him reports (ha ha) any time i want. but never hope for his replies because i know it well he didnt reply me when he was at work.
he is a young army officer, holding weapon 24/7 protects this country. then what was i expecting for? i understand his career.. 24/7 is his working hours.
i never complains.
yeah.. maybe sometimes i am talking to myself when i am really miss him. comforting myself when deep down there is hurtful..
being me, it is normal.
sooner or later everything will be ok. just, dont take it seriously and too much of concentrating about things that ensured.
oh, taking about last night (back on the right track), we manage to spend about 15mins sms each others which it was the most precious times ever for us.
he asked me why i am fasting? i said i paid for nazar. hurm.. i rarely doing this. if i am not mistaken, last time i nazar was back to high school for flying colors' result purposes.
then, i said ' i nazar for him. if he didnt transfered to sarawak, i will fasting for 7 days'.
he replied, 'yay. terharunya. thanks syg. ni yang buat abg bertambah-tambah syg kat syg'.
i am blushed..
p/s: i hope you know how much i love you too, sweetheart.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
i want to continue my experiences having a young army officer as my bf.
last night he text me, 'ups.. selamat berbuka. sorry lambat wish'. i am kind of appreciate with efforts he shown me last night.. i know he did try his best in this relationship.
so do i..
once a day he text me, ' good morning syg'. that's it. then he silent until late at night or sometimes none.
i did text/ send him reports (ha ha) any time i want. but never hope for his replies because i know it well he didnt reply me when he was at work.
he is a young army officer, holding weapon 24/7 protects this country. then what was i expecting for? i understand his career.. 24/7 is his working hours.
i never complains.
yeah.. maybe sometimes i am talking to myself when i am really miss him. comforting myself when deep down there is hurtful..
being me, it is normal.
sooner or later everything will be ok. just, dont take it seriously and too much of concentrating about things that ensured.
oh, taking about last night (back on the right track), we manage to spend about 15mins sms each others which it was the most precious times ever for us.
he asked me why i am fasting? i said i paid for nazar. hurm.. i rarely doing this. if i am not mistaken, last time i nazar was back to high school for flying colors' result purposes.
then, i said ' i nazar for him. if he didnt transfered to sarawak, i will fasting for 7 days'.
he replied, 'yay. terharunya. thanks syg. ni yang buat abg bertambah-tambah syg kat syg'.
i am blushed..
p/s: i hope you know how much i love you too, sweetheart.
xoxo,
my blog is carbon neutral
June 24, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hello blog!!
any idea about carbon neutral? what is carbon neutral all about? does this important to be carbon neutral blog? let's brainstorming..
carbon neutral is reducing carbon dioxide emissions by planting A TREE. how it works?
see.. carbon dioxide enters the leaves through stomata (tiny holes) in the leaves. then, oxygen is released.
my blog is carbon neutral is an initiative started by GERMANY by making THE GREEN PROGRAMME. they will plant a tree for one registered blog where by this small contribution helps to save environment.
what are you waiting for? make it happen and make it green.
here's how to participate:
1) write a blog post about the initiative + insert your fav button.
2) email the link to your post to CO2-neutral@kaufda.de
3) they plant a tree for your blog in Plumas’ country, california.
note: they will plant a tree for each domain. please copy the html code and paste it in your blog / side bar.
finally, there are few unique buttons to share:
p/s: like or dislike? come and join me here.
** credited to terompahsurau[dot]blogspot
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hello blog!!
any idea about carbon neutral? what is carbon neutral all about? does this important to be carbon neutral blog? let's brainstorming..
carbon neutral is reducing carbon dioxide emissions by planting A TREE. how it works?
see.. carbon dioxide enters the leaves through stomata (tiny holes) in the leaves. then, oxygen is released.my blog is carbon neutral is an initiative started by GERMANY by making THE GREEN PROGRAMME. they will plant a tree for one registered blog where by this small contribution helps to save environment.
what are you waiting for? make it happen and make it green.
here's how to participate:
1) write a blog post about the initiative + insert your fav button.
2) email the link to your post to CO2-neutral@kaufda.de
3) they plant a tree for your blog in Plumas’ country, california.
note: they will plant a tree for each domain. please copy the html code and paste it in your blog / side bar.
finally, there are few unique buttons to share:
p/s: like or dislike? come and join me here.
** credited to terompahsurau[dot]blogspot
xoxo,
not so important to read
June 24, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
last night i am going home around 10pm. it was tiring day.. since i am fasting couple of days ago and working extra hours then i am planning to go to work late this morning.
but, around 730am while i was sleeping one of my staff text me inform that some of raw materials are running low. fine, yesterday i forgot to double check them -__-"
around 830am i wake up and read her sms. then, i replied 'ok'. means i will taking further actions.
while i was lying on bed i make a phone call to one of my staff (other staff) asked about her appointment at the hospital. she told me that she was not gettingwell and requesting for mc.
hurm.. i know she's not doing well couple of days before. then, i said 'ok, no worries. you can rest today'. hope she will be ok tomorrow.
so, i am lacking of one staff today! i immediately taking shower and getting ready to work.
around 915am, i safely arrived at my work station.
after giving a short/ not a formal briefing to my staffs, i am wearing my apron and zasss.. i am helping my staff to cover her tasks.
since the menu for lunch hour are:
nasi beriyani
ayam masak merah
dalca
i join my staff in the kitchen preparing menu for lunch hour.. sounds challenging! ha ha.
being a young leader, i am not having any probs to lend my hands helping them and at the same time monitoring the operational progress.
however, i pretty well know most of people love to say/ complain something at your back. i did my best even helping them yet they still complaining at my back! claims that lot of works to do lah, pay cheaps lah..
sigh.
i dont care. when they tired, of cause they stop it.
talking about lot of works, hello! i did help too not like you-know-who. oh, please, i dont want to compare but the truth is there.. he never helps but burdens his staffs.
then, complaining about pay cheaps omg! that was annoying statement ever, ok. does she/ he realized that she/ he eat for FREE everyday and sometimes BRING HOME lots lots lots of food too.
for an example the menu of today is nasi beriyani. how much is the price of beriyani per plate?? if like nasi beriyani power batu pahat, the price is RM15++
hello.. just calculates la. all those things if you convert to money that exactly covers even more than enough for your salary. hurm.
people always like that.. never appreciate!
ok, enough for today. ha ha. see. this is not important. then why you read this?
p/s: anyway thank you for still reading until the end.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
last night i am going home around 10pm. it was tiring day.. since i am fasting couple of days ago and working extra hours then i am planning to go to work late this morning.
but, around 730am while i was sleeping one of my staff text me inform that some of raw materials are running low. fine, yesterday i forgot to double check them -__-"
around 830am i wake up and read her sms. then, i replied 'ok'. means i will taking further actions.
while i was lying on bed i make a phone call to one of my staff (other staff) asked about her appointment at the hospital. she told me that she was not gettingwell and requesting for mc.
hurm.. i know she's not doing well couple of days before. then, i said 'ok, no worries. you can rest today'. hope she will be ok tomorrow.
so, i am lacking of one staff today! i immediately taking shower and getting ready to work.
around 915am, i safely arrived at my work station.
after giving a short/ not a formal briefing to my staffs, i am wearing my apron and zasss.. i am helping my staff to cover her tasks.
since the menu for lunch hour are:
nasi beriyani
ayam masak merah
dalca
i join my staff in the kitchen preparing menu for lunch hour.. sounds challenging! ha ha.
being a young leader, i am not having any probs to lend my hands helping them and at the same time monitoring the operational progress.
however, i pretty well know most of people love to say/ complain something at your back. i did my best even helping them yet they still complaining at my back! claims that lot of works to do lah, pay cheaps lah..
sigh.
i dont care. when they tired, of cause they stop it.
talking about lot of works, hello! i did help too not like you-know-who. oh, please, i dont want to compare but the truth is there.. he never helps but burdens his staffs.
then, complaining about pay cheaps omg! that was annoying statement ever, ok. does she/ he realized that she/ he eat for FREE everyday and sometimes BRING HOME lots lots lots of food too.
for an example the menu of today is nasi beriyani. how much is the price of beriyani per plate?? if like nasi beriyani power batu pahat, the price is RM15++
hello.. just calculates la. all those things if you convert to money that exactly covers even more than enough for your salary. hurm.
people always like that.. never appreciate!
ok, enough for today. ha ha. see. this is not important. then why you read this?
p/s: anyway thank you for still reading until the end.
xoxo,
who is your top commentators?
June 24, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
everyday the 1st thing i view after log in to blogspot is looking for numbers of commentators.
since my blog just a simple english diary blog which most of the times have grammatical errors (ha ha), consist of random thoughts and craps...
however this is the place where by i experiences myself applying braces, living as a military gf and working in hectic conditions ever -___-"
so, yesterday i google a tutorial to create top commentators. basically, this is a summary of bloggers who dropping by comments in your blog. sounds great!
i is happy. i is happy. i is happy. finally, i know who likes to drop comments in my blog. gracias!
p/s: ha ha ha. text me if you find any difficulties.
** credited to ayuthesun[dot]blogspot. her widget inspired me to share this. <- thanks kak lyn, you remind me about her. hiks..
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
everyday the 1st thing i view after log in to blogspot is looking for numbers of commentators.
since my blog just a simple english diary blog which most of the times have grammatical errors (ha ha), consist of random thoughts and craps...
however this is the place where by i experiences myself applying braces, living as a military gf and working in hectic conditions ever -___-"
so, yesterday i google a tutorial to create top commentators. basically, this is a summary of bloggers who dropping by comments in your blog. sounds great!
a tutorial of top commentators
1) click here to search the address.
2) in my case, i am selecting the option number 1 because ... comments are less than 500. in fact reaches 5 per day was such a beautiful day ever. ha ha.
3) fill the top commentators widget creators form.
widget title: they read and write <- depends on you. blog url: syahirasyahira.blogspot.com <- your url not redmummy.com wink.
no. of top commentators: 10 <- still choices in your hand. filter your name: cik syahira <- important! refer to your profile name.
4) click add widget to my blog.
5) re-arrange the layout and ta daa..
2) in my case, i am selecting the option number 1 because ... comments are less than 500. in fact reaches 5 per day was such a beautiful day ever. ha ha.
3) fill the top commentators widget creators form.
widget title: they read and write <- depends on you. blog url: syahirasyahira.blogspot.com <- your url not redmummy.com wink.
no. of top commentators: 10 <- still choices in your hand. filter your name: cik syahira <- important! refer to your profile name.
4) click add widget to my blog.
5) re-arrange the layout and ta daa..
i is happy. i is happy. i is happy. finally, i know who likes to drop comments in my blog. gracias!
p/s: ha ha ha. text me if you find any difficulties.
** credited to ayuthesun[dot]blogspot. her widget inspired me to share this. <- thanks kak lyn, you remind me about her. hiks..
xoxo,
i dislike waiting
June 23, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
i am not sure, how many of you are able to wait and how long? no matter what, waiting is such an annoying things except IF it is seriously worth.
otherwise, it worst!
now i am waiting for:
a file where by still loading like snail -___-" oh, please!!
my sweetheart who promise to call me. which sometimes he just makes another believe or not promises T_T most of the time he didnt. sob.
another job opportunities. hey, i am good in planning and monitoring people. i love doing paper works, management is my passion and i enjoy working individually/ in groups. in fact, i have no complains working under stress. ha ha.
dreams come true such as the engagement day. wink.
last but not least, completing my master's degree in uitm. hu hu.
well, i am sick waiting for so long.
eg to complete my master's degree. since i am doing this part time in shah alam and full time of working in down south johore, this is the biggest challenge forme. sob.
next, waiting for my sweetheart. hurm. i never said that we 24/7 showered by joys and happiness. there are some certain times, deep down there is hurtful.
i dont know, but it is true. maybe because i am really missing him. i never complains, however i accept the path i choose to get through this journey.
every people have a different experiences. at the early stage, i am stress and always cried. only my darling, the best place to go. then, comes my girls who love to hang out with me and cheer me up.
now, when i move to down south i dont have any girls who can share my sadness and happiness. until, i meet my old ex-girl school girl friend. ha ha. you know who you are!
omg. i am lost. hu hu.
back to the track, let me check 1st either the file which i wanna download is ready or not. hurm..
oh, sh*t! i am wasting my times. there is another easy way to settle this. no need to download craps. just click one right button and send. done.
arghhhh..
p/s: why i discover this late??
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hi, blog.
i am not sure, how many of you are able to wait and how long? no matter what, waiting is such an annoying things except IF it is seriously worth.
otherwise, it worst!
now i am waiting for:
a file where by still loading like snail -___-" oh, please!!
my sweetheart who promise to call me. which sometimes he just makes another believe or not promises T_T most of the time he didnt. sob.
another job opportunities. hey, i am good in planning and monitoring people. i love doing paper works, management is my passion and i enjoy working individually/ in groups. in fact, i have no complains working under stress. ha ha.
dreams come true such as the engagement day. wink.
last but not least, completing my master's degree in uitm. hu hu.
well, i am sick waiting for so long.
eg to complete my master's degree. since i am doing this part time in shah alam and full time of working in down south johore, this is the biggest challenge forme. sob.
next, waiting for my sweetheart. hurm. i never said that we 24/7 showered by joys and happiness. there are some certain times, deep down there is hurtful.
i dont know, but it is true. maybe because i am really missing him. i never complains, however i accept the path i choose to get through this journey.
every people have a different experiences. at the early stage, i am stress and always cried. only my darling, the best place to go. then, comes my girls who love to hang out with me and cheer me up.
now, when i move to down south i dont have any girls who can share my sadness and happiness. until, i meet my old ex-girl school girl friend. ha ha. you know who you are!
omg. i am lost. hu hu.
back to the track, let me check 1st either the file which i wanna download is ready or not. hurm..
oh, sh*t! i am wasting my times. there is another easy way to settle this. no need to download craps. just click one right button and send. done.
arghhhh..
p/s: why i discover this late??
xoxo,
mini dais. what you say?
June 23, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
this is a last week entry. so, i should start with..
last weekend i went to carrefour with my mom and lil sister. recently i am having a small small problems on remembering things then i forgot what is the purpose we went there.
still, it is not as important as what i found there.
yess. an english style's shop. now i am looking forward to have my dream mini dais similarly like above pic. i love simple and sweet.
since this is just an engagement, no need to spend much. *coughs. have i told you that i am surveying for a single white frame mini dais and it cost me RM500 T_T
is better i spend RM500 to bandung trip and shopping with my darling. ha ha.
p/s: my mom advice me to diy for the mini dais.
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
this is a last week entry. so, i should start with..
last weekend i went to carrefour with my mom and lil sister. recently i am having a small small problems on remembering things then i forgot what is the purpose we went there.
still, it is not as important as what i found there.
yess. an english style's shop. now i am looking forward to have my dream mini dais similarly like above pic. i love simple and sweet.
since this is just an engagement, no need to spend much. *coughs. have i told you that i am surveying for a single white frame mini dais and it cost me RM500 T_T
is better i spend RM500 to bandung trip and shopping with my darling. ha ha.
p/s: my mom advice me to diy for the mini dais.
xoxo,
nom nom nom
June 23, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
fine.. i am taking almost 10 minutes to start writing. i am dried. no ideas, what to share. in fact, i blog walking to this page and this page .
hu hu.
then i view my desktop and found this:
nice.. at least i have something to share. above pics taken last weekend on my sunday blues. after almost two weeks of holidays, i started my 1st day on sunday. *seriously blues T_T
it's not a story about work station but this is the result of monday blues.
in order to boost the energy and pump out the adrenaline my sister and i (i asked my sister to accompany me to work station) went to bp mall around 5pm.
we have our early dinner at kenny rogers. bla bla. chit chat with her and went for window shopping.
around 8pm, i am craving for donashi and going to big apple with a mountain of hopes. well, donashi is there. but the minimum purchase is 18-RM20 or 28-RMnot sure.
i just settle 1/4 chicken set at kenny rogers then it was impossible for me to go for donashi T_T sob. maybe next time.
end up, i bought 6pcs of creamy super yummy doughnuts. ha ha.
p/s: have you ever try donashi at big apple? how was it eh?
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
good morning blog.
fine.. i am taking almost 10 minutes to start writing. i am dried. no ideas, what to share. in fact, i blog walking to this page and this page .
hu hu.
then i view my desktop and found this:
nice.. at least i have something to share. above pics taken last weekend on my sunday blues. after almost two weeks of holidays, i started my 1st day on sunday. *seriously blues T_T
it's not a story about work station but this is the result of monday blues.
in order to boost the energy and pump out the adrenaline my sister and i (i asked my sister to accompany me to work station) went to bp mall around 5pm.
we have our early dinner at kenny rogers. bla bla. chit chat with her and went for window shopping.
around 8pm, i am craving for donashi and going to big apple with a mountain of hopes. well, donashi is there. but the minimum purchase is 18-RM20 or 28-RMnot sure.
i just settle 1/4 chicken set at kenny rogers then it was impossible for me to go for donashi T_T sob. maybe next time.
end up, i bought 6pcs of creamy super yummy doughnuts. ha ha.
p/s: have you ever try donashi at big apple? how was it eh?
xoxo,
low back pain thoughts
June 22, 2010.
assalamualaikum.
hello, blog.
last night it was raining heavily. after taking supper and durians, i am going to sleep. by wearing an orange caftan under damn cold weather, i am wearing socks and hug my gemuk.
then i off. zzz
i wake up this morning when my mom call me for subuh prayers. it still raining heavily out side.. suddenly i feels pain at my low back T_T
are there because i am sleeping in a wrong position or am i handling/ holding heavy loads couple of days before?
sigh. until now, i am still having low back pain. me, not like..
T_T
p/s: is busy doing some financial audits. $$
xoxo,
assalamualaikum.
hello, blog.
last night it was raining heavily. after taking supper and durians, i am going to sleep. by wearing an orange caftan under damn cold weather, i am wearing socks and hug my gemuk.
then i off. zzz
i wake up this morning when my mom call me for subuh prayers. it still raining heavily out side.. suddenly i feels pain at my low back T_T
are there because i am sleeping in a wrong position or am i handling/ holding heavy loads couple of days before?
sigh. until now, i am still having low back pain. me, not like..
T_T
p/s: is busy doing some financial audits. $$
xoxo,
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