stressed or desserts

April 28, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

recently i easily stressed because of small matters. things happen when the due date submission of thesis is around the corner and at the same time peeps around me make some noise.

haih, nice lah eh.

most of the time, i did my job with the best efforts and encourages my staffs to do well. however..

daily everyday, there will be things that i called uncertainties where by affected the operation. this matters become issues highlighted by several peeps who monitored the whole process.

kindly good for us to improve our services but mostly there makes me headaches with complaining here and there.

i admit, sometimes it was my mistake. hurm..

i is stress oh! grrr.. until when i always claim i is stress, i is stress, i is stress. then i realized nothing could change them.



what if i myself change stressed to desserts? better is it!

p/s: i shall baking desserts or buying desserts?? arghh. i hate choices sometimes.




xoxo,

day 24

April 28, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

i miss everything about you.

morning blog!



hi blog.

couple of days ago i listen to colbie caillat. she reminds me of my sweetheart.

ha ha. i miss everything about him.

well, this is what we called falling in love with an army. always left behind for days and night. maybe weeks or months. due to his career. *never mind.

missing him is a price to pay when i am falling in love with him. i believes, the rest who connected with them will missing them too.

and this is just a beginning for me for a long way journey to go with him. today is the day 24. not yet a month and years more coming ahead.

p/s: he just text me. now he is on the way to camp. he has done his training. ai ai captain!





xoxo,

not good. not good.

April 27, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello blog..

sometimes when i am in trouble or something mess up my life, i did remind myself that might those things happen because it want to tease me. *my positive minded.

however, it did not work lah. yet, i am still having the difficulty till the end. there are no sign of teasing or what so ever. it is really happen ok! huh..

say, for an example:

day 7.

in a week, my sweetheart just send me 3 sms and a very short phone call. during my birthday he did not call me or even sms me at all. see, how broken my heart into pieces. *cried.

it a record where by the longest time ever we did not contact each others. at least, if he was going for out station or training any where he did inform me.

and most of the time, a night before he left me he definitely spend his time just for a phone call. but he is NOT.

i am stuck. i thought, fine. he like teasing me maybe. or he want to see how far is my loyalty to him. so i live my life as nothing happen and stay calm in minded crisis. ha ha.

day after day, night after night until..

day 9.

i received a phone call one night. the number started with 09- xxx . eh? who is this? i pick up the phone and i heard a voice which i miss thousand times! surprised me.

he did inform me he was doing fine there and mention to me his senior officers kept his phone. gulp.. then, he told me not to worry much and kindly told me NOT to call/ text him for a few moments.

hu hu hu.

this is NOT TEASING but it is truely happen to him. even i have prepared mentally and physically yet when this really happen to me i feels like broken deep down there.

it's hurtful!

i asked for strengthens to move on. i believes, how far he go someday he will come back to me. the moment when he was there for me, i assure he will proud of me. insya Allah.

p/s: every women seems to have different story. at the end, the love is yours. go go girls!

** at 1st i want to stand my opinion about two famous bloggers who creates hot drama on blogging arena. end up i stand myself about my story much better..

*** i hope both of them or more will doing fine. i am not sure who is digging her own graves.. hu hu.

**** i read peej and redmummy. hurm did not know much about them. therefore, i better shut up and stay silent. how about yours?




xoxo,

a silent reader

April 27, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

omg! since this morning my twitter updates cant stop popping in and out. hu hu. seriously i dont want to comment about this.

i shall remain seating and reading silently what's going on with this two three or more peeps. this best i can describe as modern tool for war T_T

ups. some one has advice me to stay silent. i shall respect her..

therefore, i wish this two peeps would end up the mess and stop being an enemy or what so ever.


* pic above is not related to story at all. hu hu hu.

p/s: i can see, lot of peeps out there are taking for advantages on this issue. hu hu.




xoxo,

stressful moment

April 27, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

stress is in the air. the thesis submission is around the corner. like zero% progress. i is dislike it. i is hate this. i.. i..

i wish.. i could finish them. arghh!

p/s: i is.. stress.




xoxo,

day 22

April 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

i am counting for him. 22 days ago, he transferred to pahang means 22 days full of bitter, not sweet and sour memories. hu hu hu.

couple of days ago, i send him sms. but, this morning i received a report:

Message not delivered
Abg syg
26-Apr-2010 12:02

*cried again.

it means that he away to jungle again T_T
hurm.. he did mention to me, might be he will going for a week.

p/s: i am waiting for him. eh, actually he just back from a week of training in jungle.

**george of the jungle. any one remember this??




xoxo,

slap me, please!

April 26, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

omg. i cant help myself. after i wonder about this for a while, feels like wanna slap myself! hu hu hu.

the story began:
last saturday i met my supplier to order goods. after settle everything, i walk to my car and i found my school mate back to 1998. *i hope she didnt read this.

talking about her 12 years ago, she was an athlete. of cause active in sport. fit. since form one until form 5. ^_____^

i have been lost contact with her until i met her via fb last year. i am quite surprised to see her because she looks totally different!

i mean.. well, people change is it? never mind.

back to the story, i met her again last saturday. this time i cant hide my shocking face! hu hu hu. i called her 1st and we shake hands lah.

unfortunately , i started the worst conversation with her.

me: hi, how are you?
her: i am doing fine.
me:are you working here now?
her:yes, i am.


suddenly..

me: hey, you look........healthy!
her: *just laughing.

*i mean, you look fat! triple times bigger than 12 years ago -_____-"
damn. what i have done to her?? #@&%^$#$@!!~%&$

p/s: slap my face! hu hu hu.




xoxo,

another boring sunday in my life

April 25, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

on 830 am i must attending a course called KURSUS PENGENDALIAN MAKANAN. i dont have any ideas how it was. i hope everything gonna be ok.

since i am not sure when it would finish, so i stand by this lazy thought here. hu hu. then, after i finish this course i shall going to work as usual.

oh. lazy sunday.

p/s: wake up, babe!




xoxo,

day 20

April 24, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

suppose i update on my journey living without him close to me. but it change to this:

over 20 days he transferred to pahang, i accidentally cut my fingers twice! which today was the worst cut ever when it hardly stop bleeding.

i can smells the blood. urghh.

it happen when i help my staffs to cut burger's bun into two pcs <- correct me if i am wrong. i manages to finish 125 buns until i cut my fingers. hu hu hu.

previously, i help my staff to cut a watermelon. end up i cut the same finger! sob.

p/s: i just requested my staff to sharp the knife! T_T




xoxo,

eh, today is friday??

April 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

days nights, days nights working makes me forgot that today is friday. which is the last day of working days for certain companies.

working likes me, there are no holidays after all except SCHOOL DAYS -______-"

this afternoon i received an information which there are no holidays until couple of weeks ahead.

meaning that, all of them shall works 4 weeks in a rows excluding me who taking unpaid leaves last weekend. hu hu hu.

tomorrow is saturday. then sunday. i have a seminar 8am-5pm some where in my home town. me is not like T_T

p/s: sign out.




xoxo,

emotional updates

April 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello there.

one fine morning, i went to work as usual. i met him (an annoying person). he likes to show me his funny faces which i describe as silly dirty man.

i did not talk to him and went straight to my office. did my works until my mom approached me. we works at the same place but different organization. yet, i still under her supervision.

bla bla bla.

i went to her office and settle few stuffs. one of her colleagues reported me where by some one (an annoying person) irritated with me because almost every weeks i off to kl!

nonsenses. ridiculous. what the F hah??! <- f for fish. f for fat. f for what ever you think it start with f.

hello, lousy man.

i wanna know.. have i ever mess up your life before?? did i went to kl and you must take over my working loads?? did i on leave, then you must cover my job?? havent is it??

in fact, when i on leave it is UNPAID LEAVES la bloody stupid man! so what is your probs? i cant see it affected your life.

then, when ever i went to kl or jb or what so ever i still did the ordering goods. i never ask for you to do/ to cover the job for me damn you man!

in addition, every time i went to kl i still contacts with my staffs using my personal hp and calls my suppliers to ensure everything run smoothly.

man, i CANT SEE any single things that AFFECTED YOUR LIFE!! grrr.. so what now?? you wanna play dirty to me?

one more thing, silly man doesnt used his brain i guess. have you ever think that i travel all the way from kl to down south johore and straight away to office even tho i extremely tired. i bet you, if it gonna be you, definitely you wont do that right??

do you think i went to kl just for entertainment only. hey, i have an appointment lah. why you wanna care much about me? i never ask for your caring-ness.

he pretends in front of me. i know it well. being nice to me and then tried to back stab me. sabotage me. fine.

i swear. i never afraid with you. i believes Almighty always there for me.

p/s: luckily my staffs never give up to support me even tho one or two of them not in my side. it's ok. i am doing fine.




xoxo,

award from sekocinorlie

April 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

if i am not mistaken, last week sekocinorlie buzz me inform about this award.

and today, i manage to visit her to collect the award.


may sun shine bring happiness to every one.

now, i would love to spread the joy to my blogger buddies:

mr. tim
audrey
ayuthesun
lyn yusoff
ku e
yaty
liza 365
adam arjuna
terompahsurau
dawai kokot

last but not least special for YOU. who currently visit my simple pink blog. wink.

p/s: happy thursday.


xoxo,

problems in relationship

April 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

morning blog.

i listen to red fm every morning. never fails. yesterday, the topic was regarding on problems in relationship. discuss.

gulp. like an essay question oh. hu hu hu.

however, i did not listen responds from callers but i would love to respond here. yet, it good to be my 1st topic for this morning.

i just share my thoughts:

relationship is subjective. generally when come to the term of relationship, peeps automatically refer to love affair between bf/gf or hubby/wife.

ha ha. cliche is it?

never mind. the love affair gonna be share on the other day, eh. what i ever thought now is a relationship between the boss and staffs.

after few months i am working here, i understand that never trust your employees 100% i do not believe rumors spread by them until i am investigating by myself!

being a junior manager here, i love to show them how the effective things shall be done within the operation basis.

i dislike command my staffs but always start the 1st move, show them and let them continue to experience by themselves.

problems occurred when they are pretending! end up, they mess up everything. grrr.

in this organization, i play the most important role. encourages them to work as a group. couple of weeks ago, hr department has fired one of my staffs who is the trouble maker.

thank god!

at least, there makes me easier to manage the current organization. in such a way, there also decrease numbers of problem here. hu hu.

p/s: never pretend you knows everything. dont shy to ask questions!




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

season finale. NOT.

hello blog.

1st and foremost, i wanna share this pic:



i am proudly present, the co-founder of nuffnang malaysia, mr. tim. eh, my cheek look so labuh! hu hu.

then the most well known face of the day is:



ayuthesun. we had met each others before. once. but when we met again like we had known each other for so many years. ha ha.



terompahsurau, syahirasyahira, ayuthesun,tulipmalam and yaty. my girl friends of the day.

after playing exciting games and cam whoring, we off to level 10 for chit chatting (gossip) and late lunch. hurm. around 3pm ++ accompanying with kue and adam arjuna.



hungry-oh! ha ha ha. credit to kak ayu..

we spend time up there until around 4pm and immediately stand by at the foyer again for the lucky draw.

congratulations to terompahsurau and yaty. they won 4g card reader ^_______^

now, i end up my entry with:



nom. nom. nom. nom. nom. nom. ha ha.

p/s: it was raining heavily here.




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

"quick updates"

good afternoon blog.

there is a power of red. during the nuffnang event last saturday, red is every where.

unfortunately, our red diva cant attend the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair due to uncertainty. hope she's doing fine now.



pic above shows my blogger buddies who i met during the event. eh, more updates will sharing after this.

bye blog.

p/s: got to go 1st. huhu.




xoxo,

i think i am workaholic.

April 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog.

i am still in office. hurm. will packing my stuffs and going home.

blog, do you know that this morning i was in shah alam. around 9am i send terompahsurau to school and then drive back to hometown, johore.

driving back to hometown doesnt mean i am going home but i straight to office T_T hu hu hu. i am working as usual.

yess. who said i did not tired! extremely tired ok -_____-"

no choice. i must go to office. around 1pm i arrived my office, doing some monitoring, meeting my staffs and discussing about work stuffs and serving students.

then, around 4pm went to hq settled things, visited few locations meeting clients and reached my office around 6pm.

pulling out my energy, i continue monitoring, meeting staffs and serving students. bad luck, when warden complaining about some thing goes wrong T_T hu hu hu.

bla bla bla.. until now.

times up! bye.

p/s: i need to go to pump station 1st. see you later.




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 20, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

i met a blogger celebrity!

morning blog.



last saturday i met one of the finalist of project alpha season one. not red mummy but audrey.

she's so small, sweet, soft spoken and shy person.

since i am a shy person too, so we did not chat much. just taking pics and say good bye. hu hu.

eh, in fact she might loves pic above because she looks tall. wink. that's camera trick right. ha ha ha.

i hope to meet more blogger and keep in touch with them.

dear aud, nice meeting you and sorry i dont know how to start the conversation -_____-" drop me comments if you visit me here.

p/s: otw back to johore. good bye shah alam.




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

the snake ladder vs the mountain climbing

perhaps i enjoy both games very much! ha ha ha.

first - the snake ladder
terompahsurau and i decided to play this game. unfortunately min players are 3 players. then we found another 3 blogger near by who like to play this too.

just forget about the drama with another blogger before the game started and let straight to pics:









they given us 15 mins to search for the 1st and 2nd runner up. guess what?? i won the 2nd runner up! ha ha not bad lah.

eh, i forgot to ask for their url. sigh.

in fact, i play this twice ok. 1st round i play with them and 2nd round with my sis and bro. wink.

second - the mountain climbing!
this is the most challenging game ever. as stated on my previous entry, i never thought to participate for this game but terompahsurau ask me to join her.

fuhhh!

while she was waiting for her turn, i play around at games corner and try to get as many coupons for redemption. nice~

until my turn..

*nervous ok.











omg! i cant believe this. at last, i reached the top. eh, half way when i look down feels horrible ok. i quickly climb till the top and i love the view from up there.

the horrible feeling totally disappeared and changed to excited mood. ha ha ha. see, i just hold that thing using my left hand only..

well done, syahira. wink.

THEREFORE, i enjoy all games provided and glad to meet new buddies. next, my pics with blogger. check this out~




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

things that cheer me up!

morning blog.

i do remember about this. yes. i want to be part of bloggers who participated on this event.

because i wanna:

try my skills on aiming the target. at least, i won!


control the steering and ensure the ball hit the hole. again, i won! ha ha.


goshh! not this time. i fails. -_____-"


test my luck. the ping pong ball get into the color cup. i won once! *wink


shoot the target! ha ha ha. i play this game 4th times. after my session, i went queue again, again and again. ha ha! best, oh. i won twice..


however, among all games provided i never thought to try this one:
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see. at the back. a mountain climbing! eh, when i saw her feels like i am looking myself back to 1991. wink. she is liza365's daughter ^_____^


xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 19, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

the story began when..

i received an invitation form nuffnang. *big grin!

on last saturday, terompahsurau and i went to the times square for the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair. cool~

since this is the LARGEST gathering so far and has been awarded by the malaysian book of record, let me show how the crowd is look alike, eh.

upon the registration on 10am.


upon the grand launching ceremony.


upon the event, 10am-5pm.


i believes every one must blog the same thing and pics taken basically similar with others. hu hu hu.

i must be creative. thinking on something that differ than others. wink. eh, stay tune.

p/s: away for a while.




xoxo,

the largest bloggers' gathering with gatsby deodorant street fair

April 18, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

i excited to blog about this. unfortunately some one who is annoying just disturbed my mood. grrr..

why why why me?? what are you looking from me? he never fails to disturb my life. fine, you mess up my life. one day, the almighty will showing us who was the right and who was totally the wrong one.

i am patiently waiting. i would love to see it. wink. just remember that, what ever you give you will definitely get back!!

before i end up, this is me during the event. if i am not mistaken i reached the times square around 9am. ha ha! so early.



eh. i miss him badly. T_T



finish.

p/s: no more tears.




xoxo,