surprise !!

assalamualaikum.



alhamdulillah.

i got sms just now wrote " sygku.. abg dh blk" !!
omg.. omg..
he surprised me !!

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dear sweetheart,
thank you very much. you're always brighten my day..

last sunday i went to sg. besi visited him and he told me he will going for true final combat and be back on thursday. so.. when i wake up this morning i thought ok he will going home tomorrow. just one day to go..

just now while i am blogging and face booking i received sms from him!

enough sad, how hard my life is (sometimes) still there's thing which i feels great all the way.. i am one happy lady. yes.. i am!

Best regards,

featured with stars

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.. what's up all!!

let me present you some photos of stars on blogging world who sales you brand new good handmade and art items..

with a great lady, jun from beanipet

* i participated with her countdown 1 year old blog. i adore with her pillows. check her blog ya.. fyi, i got beanipet's voucher.. i heart you, beanipet!




with a nice tokey from lazybonehandmade

* seriously her items catches my eyes 1st during pipit 3rd anniversary - wonderful market. in fact she also sold key wrap. it's a must to have one!



with an inspired sister, kak ben from owlandmagicaltreehouse

* last but not least, kak ben one of malay best seller. i lover her owl, it's unique! definitely, i will frame her art and put it at my bedroom soon when i move to johor..



such an honored when blogger stars great you and alhamdulillah i'll meeting lots of new blogger babes.. do keep in touch.

Best regards,

people change

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.. happy friday, all!

things change, people change.. nothing is static unless it should be.. there's reason when change happen.. because of small matter or big matter.. no matter what it will happen..

i change.. you also change.. we change because of we want it, we need it or environment asked for it.

well.. change brings good or bad impacts.. it depends..

i change from..

a small kindy girl




to a big girl..



then i change from ...

^____^ more changes will share with you babes after this.. check this out!


Best regards,

take it easy babes!!

assalamualaikum.

pictures taken from office's computer. luckily some of pictures i upload them here.. at least, i still have several of my old pictures..



i thought that was some time i didnt shopping crazily like there's no tomorrow for me.. ahhahaha.. lately i wish to buy this and that but unfortunately i cant to do so -__-" due to.. due to.. to save money! hurm..

sigh.

it's better save than never.. maybe now was the best time to do so before it's too late.. ups.. doesnt mean i dont spend anything when my shopping hormones raised up.. huhu.. still, i spend few things quietly and with manner T.T"



take it easy.. take it easy.. i sure when the perfect time come and there's need me to spend like hell, i'll share with my lovey dovey babes..

wait and see..

Best regards,

stand still waiting

assalamualaikum.



currently.. 24/7 thinking of him.. counting every seconds and wish he come home safely. my sweetheart went for outstation somewhere at muadzam..

this is his final battle for year 2009 which he left me for 9 days! -__-" just imagine, 9 days without hp and internet connection seems like we're lost contact..

ouh.. i miss everything about him.. *blushed.



dear sweetheart.. today is thursday.. one more day left.. cant wait to hear you.. thousands of stories i wanna share with you..

be patient.. be patient.. it's less than 36 hours to go..

Best regards,

blur

assalamualaikum.

hi babes..

hurm.. have you ever experienced when you think more about future, makes you worried+afraid+nervous+unprepared+blur and turn headaches?!

huhu.. sounds complicated is it?

i used to plan for my life but then sometimes i need to stand by for plan a,b,c even d! it's true.. well, successful person are when they prepare for things but failure prepare for fails when they didnt. -__-" seems like that la.

lucky i am in love with my best friend.. lucky to have been where i have been lucky to be coming home again..uhhh..uhhh..uhhhhhhhh..oohhh..uhhhhhhh..

enough singing..

so.. where we are? ok.. let's sharing about why we're getting like that?? there's few theories <- huhu.. basically my opinions about them..

i thought:

because we're not sure what's will going on further.
because influenced by people surroundings.
because not confident on ourselves!
because not prepared yet.
because afraid to do some actions
because we're still inside the box!
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because i headaches and blur so i asked this to you -___-"

Best regards,

melon is awesome!!

assalamualaikum.

hello babes! happy wednesday.. serious.. time flies very fast, oh!

well, last night i google and ...

i found melon is awesome!! couldnt stop thinking about melon..melon..and melon. heh?? what is melon??! omg.. melon is part of colors chart lol.. -__-" not sure what are the combination but looks alike baby pink..

let's take a look some of melon's pictures:

(1) like party princess. i love this crown.. cool~





(2) what a perfect date with this pretty gown.. oh, so fabulous!!





(3) i adore this designer purse.. eh, the smell become stronger here ^.^ i like it!





(4) it simple but pretty cool and perfect for date! feels great..





see..see.. i couldnt stop thinking about them. yes.. those items.. i should have one or two.. ups!! i feel the shopping hormones boosted.. ahhahaha..

Best regards,

on going thesis's draft

assalamualaikum.


-__________-" it's really hurt!



Best regards,

my 1st orange shirt

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.

after on off mood couple of days ago, i pray hard everything gonna be alright. i always wish this to blogger babes and now i pray for myself -___-"

back to reality, life must go on.. since i am not buying new card reader yet, so all pictures credited to google, my sony ericsson or my sweetheart's lappy. today's picture taken from his lappy's camera..



this is my 1st orange shirt bought on 2007 from body glove, penang. since i am pink lover, i am not into orange at all. hu2x.. this shirt bought by my manager for a pressie as a student trainee ^.^

during that time there were yellow, orange, some more i forgot! my manager asked me to choose one and i dont know why i choose this one. hihihi..

finally, years later i met my sweetheart who addicted with orange color. *rolling eyes.

Best regards,

searching for identity

assalamualaikum..

sigh..

couple of months ago, i am an employee working some where at klang valley.. i experienced with construction industry field almost one and half years. then i resign my job due cant counter with heavy work loads and part time study at the same time..




then living as a full time housewife and blogger. i thought being unemployed was great decision ever due to concentrate for my final semester. i am totally wrong.. yes i can sleep at what ever time i like and wake up when i've tired on overslept! now i boring already with my routines..

currently, i went once a week for class and the rest i spend my times in my bedroom; blogging, face booking, surfing and doing my thesis.. only every weekend i meeting my sweetheart or hanging out with sugarpie + terompahsurau. dear lalink sabil, miss hanging out with you buddy..



i wish to go for working right after i complete my study.. omg, i dont want to be fully housewife anymore.. i love being a working girl! i miss every single moments working and exploring new things..

coming 30th oct is date submission on thesis' draft which i didnt complete yet! then 2nd nov is my final examination on Msc. alhamdulillah, i've started my revision yesterday. hu2x.. last but not least, 5th nov i must submit one more assignment..

syahira is searching her identity. maybe she miss place or totally lost.. even, she such dont know what should she do, where she go and she's complicated now.. help her..

Best regards,

he left us forever

assalamualaikum.



al-fatihah to my dear best buddy harris a.k.a macha (the left one).. may you rest in peace, there..

harris and i used to be good friends in university. he's our president of faculty's club and i was his secretary.. we collaborated organized many activities for students.

at my 1st time met him, he's very nice guy, soft spoken, dedicated, active with sport and club, sometimes playful, easy going and have a beautiful girl friend..

i remember we went to team building programmed at melaka, organized 'english for fun' project for primary schools, futsal inter faculty and annual dinner 2007..

since i am his secretary, we're about closed and shared many things together. eh.. basically about club and maybe few about personal things. hu2x.. sometimes, after class we spend time with other club members and have coffee break at mamak..

being his secretary, he shared with me lots of problems esp about club, activities organized and lecturers.. from my point of view, he's very dedicated person and be good leader as well..

however, a week before his death i found he's change a lot. then i never thought some thing already goes wrong.. yes, i still remember my last time speak to him when i was invited them (harris and his housemate) to my open house 2007.

24 hours before his death, we're online via ym. as usual he's cheerful.. i never thought it was our last episode.. hurm.. things i never regret is we're asked apologized and it's 0-0 between us. alhamdulillah..

today, 27.10.2009 was 2nd years he left us forever.. unfortunately, he dead a day when i organized my open house. he left us around 2 am and around 8pm was my open house.. i asked for my buddies to read prayers to late harris before we started the event..

Best regards,

turn to happy mode

assalamualaikum.

hi babes..

i am apologized due to few emotional entries recently.. ahhaha.. *blamed period hormones due to instability.. wink.. wink..



alhamdulillah..
i am fully recovered now. ceh!! finally i manage to switch on my happy mode. thanks to buddies and sweetheart as well as my lovey dovey blogger babes who's cheer me up and brighten my days..

yesterday i watched beautifulnara[dot]com via project alpha and he did mention useful tips and tricks on blogging. i realized readers doesnt like to read so many emotional entries but do prefer a relax one, not so long but short and simple, say no to heavy issues but try to make interesting topic from author's point of views and the most important one is the originality itself. phew..

well, i learn a lot this week. no complicated life anymore.. turn happy ^___________^

Best regards,

i never understand you

assalamualaikum.



currently, i am very angry and dislike some one. i hate when he's ego and over protective.. seems like i am a small child. i never understand him.. yes.. i am not. i've tried but seems me wrong. no body can say something against him.. why? why? he's become like that??! omg..

i wish i could understand him.. i wish i know what exactly he thought about me. i wish he could explain instead of said nothing and annoyed! i wish more..

sometimes he's ok. ouh sorry, most of the time he's ok. but then when come things he doesnt like he totally said no without any reasons.. oh, please.. that part i could take any more..

then most of the time he disagree were things i really hope so and wish for.. the only things so far i dream for.. hurm..

life is complicated.. i hate this feelings..

luckily, my sweetheart was here. hope he can make me feels better. most of the time, he did great job. thank you very much sweetheart.

... it's all about emotional last night. hurm...

Best regards,

i promise you

no matter what, i'll brighten your day, sweetheart

Best regards,

i love my dress

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

congratulations to xiaxue for winning 3 categories on Nuffnang Asia pacific Blog Awards. i adore her pink layout so much. wink..wink.

check this out at her blog.

to my lovely red mummy it's ok, it's alright, you're always winner to us!! i read redmummy.com, i support redmummy.com and i love red mummy.com yehhhh!!

back to the story, i love to share my new favvy flower dress ever. i've been watching this last time with my sweetheart at time square but then didnt buy it. then last friday i went again to time square with his younger sister and bought it w/out any arguments! ehehehh..

dear ana, thanks dear for accompanied me and i am really having fun with you. hehe..

so babes, without further due let's take a look at my super action eh.. eh.. my super cute favvy flower dress :

see.. the nice laces at the top.. i adore roses too..



from the side.. at 1st i preferred red roses but then leaves was yellow, changed my mind to pink roses but leaves was urm.. green! ouh.. look so dull. sigh..



finally.. i got this dress. i love it. yehhhh..



yeh..yeh.. yehhhh.. yehhhh.. yehhhh..

Best regards,

58:20

assalamualaikum.

hello malaysia.

1st, i am grateful he's arrived safely. alhamdulillah. after my long day of nervous-happy-excited day<- will post later about this story, at the end i got his phone call..

omg.. non words can describe my feelings when i saw his ring tone and picture appeared on my screen.. see.. how i miss even just his ring tone??! ^.^ *blushed!

ahhahah.. look, i am really excited now. we managed to chat about 58 minutes and 20 seconds before he need to end call for charging his hp. enough said lah..



wishing you babes always living happily with your family, friends and love one too~

Best regards,

hey ladies

hey ladies




Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis


Best regards,

currently i ..

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.

while this entry published i have an interview somewhere in architecture's firm, kl. currently my mood are mix up! i pray that everything gonna be smooth.

ouh, please never misunderstanding k. i am not going for job interview, it's my interview for thesis' purpose.. alhamdulillah, even couple of days ago there's lot of bad news but coming days ahead there's another good news are waiting for me.

well, accepted what ever you got and move on your life. things done always come with hidden reasons.. eh, dont simply accepted but you're done nothing. i wonder when there's something happen it actually comes with bigger opportunities. go and grab them!



video attached is not related with interview session. hehe..

however, it's more with my happy mood while waiting for my sweetheart tonight! ouh.. i miss him so much. i dont know about yours.. as for me, waiting for 5 days without any news from him was a very super long time.

i've mentioned before, he went for out station somewhere at the middle of jungle which are no hp and internet connection T.T"

Best regards,

bad news

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

happy thursday.

omg how fast time flies..

recently i am not into blogging mood due to certain reasons:

- double check at my private entry..
- mood swing!
- my lappy cant read my camera's card readers! omg.. virus fault T.T"
- busy at farm ville and happy aquarium <- what the fish??!
- final exam is around the corner
- didnt get good respond from my respondents <- big probs for my thesis o.O"
- due date of thesis' draft is 30th !!



hurm.. so sad is it. even more tragic than what you think?? ouh my ouh my.. hope there's been good news will coming soon.

Best regards,

dancing under the moon light

i wish i could..

Best regards,