searching for identity

assalamualaikum..

sigh..

couple of months ago, i am an employee working some where at klang valley.. i experienced with construction industry field almost one and half years. then i resign my job due cant counter with heavy work loads and part time study at the same time..




then living as a full time housewife and blogger. i thought being unemployed was great decision ever due to concentrate for my final semester. i am totally wrong.. yes i can sleep at what ever time i like and wake up when i've tired on overslept! now i boring already with my routines..

currently, i went once a week for class and the rest i spend my times in my bedroom; blogging, face booking, surfing and doing my thesis.. only every weekend i meeting my sweetheart or hanging out with sugarpie + terompahsurau. dear lalink sabil, miss hanging out with you buddy..



i wish to go for working right after i complete my study.. omg, i dont want to be fully housewife anymore.. i love being a working girl! i miss every single moments working and exploring new things..

coming 30th oct is date submission on thesis' draft which i didnt complete yet! then 2nd nov is my final examination on Msc. alhamdulillah, i've started my revision yesterday. hu2x.. last but not least, 5th nov i must submit one more assignment..

syahira is searching her identity. maybe she miss place or totally lost.. even, she such dont know what should she do, where she go and she's complicated now.. help her..

Best regards,

eyes injured not related to eyes vision

assalamualaikum.

happy weekend babes. wishing you all have a great weekend ya.

i am apologized for not commit to update entries for a moment.

shall need a break due to eyes injured.

why what when will telling you soon.

this symptoms occurred this week.

i've realized it on last monday but..

huhu being me i thought it was not serious.

suddenly..

like wonder pet said ..

this is serious...........

now it's hurt me so much..

omg.

i need a break.

pray for my health k..

hugs you babes, thank you very much..


Best regards,

the scar will remain forever

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

you see me smile.

you see my happy face.

you see me cheer up my day.

but no body noticed there's sadness deep inside.

maybe my close buddies figured it out.

what to do?

la tahzan.. life must go on.







things that i am really worried is the scar will remain forever. i am sorry..

Best regards,

i owe RM 12,024.88 *sigh

assalamualaikum.

surprised is it! how much i owe to ptptn. i need more $$$ to pay here and there.. but i simply spend my $$$ to this and that..

* sigh.

dear year 2010,
i pray hard to have a good job because i need to spend for :
- ptptn.
- my engagement.
- my trip to bandung.
- my wedding.
- new honda city.
- honeymoon.
- stand by mental and physical for future life.
- signing up for phd. amin..

Best regards,

serious matter

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. happy wednesday.

sorry for not updating any activities since last weekend. insya Allah, slowly lah.. well, i am still running out of time on thesis progress but then i've tried to put a slot for updating my simple pink blog.

talking about the progress on other next entry but now i would like to share about some thing which ..



is a dustbin/ recycle bin/ ect etc

last night i went to bandar sri permaisuri for late dinner and purposely had an informal interview with someone. end up, i being his what so ever you see above..

*sigh.

he got a problematic and being his good listener for couple of years he shared with me his love story..

finally, i let him think again and again to being love or to love some one. plus.. never sacrifice your happily life if you really know by marrying that girl you'll definitely suffer for the rest of your life. phew..

Best regards,

what if

assalamualaikum.



hurm.. still about a few persons who are over reacting and too busy body or showing you too much of concern when you are doing something..

well.. being me, sometimes i just let that person show their concern and have a positive thinking might be she want to share or express her feelings about what i am doing on that time but necessarily it's in a wrong time!

* sigh.



it's difficult or complex when you're handling a person which she told you she's sensitive. but then, hello??! have you ever think that others also have that kind of senses. or have you ever thought that when you're sensitive type of person shall all of us need to concern you more rather than our own feelings?

* helpless.

during this ramadhan month i avoid to say something bad about you who are not my blogger babes, you guys are very kind to me.. thanks dear. yes, you who said you are the type of sensitive person. enough said.

i hope one day you could change your attitude because might be people around you are sick with you.. sometimes, i do. your comments on me are most welcome but then when you are too much i feel it's bad. i never criticized yours but if i do, i do with a proper manner such as i used a very polite words ever or gave you hints in order to take care others feeling..

but she's simply attacked me with i described she used a very straight forward and hurtful words which i wont absorbed it any more.. has she ever thought about others sensitivity?? hurm.



Best regards,

a drink per day

assalamualaikum.

hi all.

here is a short entry due to this entry <- how many entry eh! T.T" hhuhu.

i suggest you, to have at least a drink of milk/ anlene every day to avoid any hurts at your back. but it's not advisable for any hurt broken problems. ahhaha. just kidding ouh!

ok, all. have a nice weekend <- he's look annoying is it.. but i love him.

Best regards,

on emergancy leave

assalamualaikum.

simple and short entry.

today i took el because:

1. this morning my car cant start the engine. blupp..blup. dead. i call the mechanic and he said will come to my house after 1pm.. fine.

2. i got seriously stomach ache. this week i felt two times which makes my toilet as my 2nd room! ouh my god. why??!



*this is serious probs.

Best regards,

i need more calcium!

assalamualaikum.

happy monday all! i hope you guys have a great weekend..

hey, i would like to ask if anybody had this problem before:

recently when i take a walk which about 1/2 an hour, i felt hurt at my back. at first i guess it's nothing but when it already happen almost every single time i take a walk so something goes wrong.

the story began when last friday i went to Jj Bukit Tinggi and spend about 3 hours there looking for some gifts for my friends. after a short period of walking, i felt hurt at my back but then i just ignored.

then it's ok, i just continued my window shopping.. few minutes later, it's hurt again and again until i cant stand for it, i pretend to look something at the bottom rack. the reason is i need to rest and it's feel better when i turn down my body.

ouh my god! it's serious ok. i have never been like this before.. previously i dont have any problem to go for window shopping or take a long walking period almost like one day at shopping mall.

but now not even 3 hours ++ i felt like very hurt at my back until feel like want to lying down. perhaps, i guess i need more calcium. hurm.. because i am not sure when is my last time had my milk T.T"

* last night i have 2 glass of milks.


Best regards,

internet, air cond makes me sick!

assalamualaikum.

i am sick because of:

1. NO internet connection recently in my office.
- ouh.. i can't describe how boring my working days lately. my colleagues told me that it happened since last week when i on leaved. (T.T") i've plan to upload more games on my computer to kill my time. hhuhuhu. please dont blaming because most of my colleagues are playing computer games after lunch hour!!

2. air cond likes HELL.
- yeah it's true. i dont have any idea what is going on but when i step in to my department it's very hot! seriously.. i dislike.. everyday i pretend likes nothing happen and i am doing fine at my corner. ouh.. most of the time it was hot, hot and hot. so excuse me when the times up, i rushed to go home and feels comfy inside my little car. hurm.

overall.. i am sick with all of that! hurm..

Best regards,

my 2nd blog.

assalamualaikum.

due to uncertainty, might be i cant update more entries on track (t.t") .. but fill free to drop some comments in my 2nd blog. insya Allah.. will meet you soon. i am sorry, good bye..

Best regards,

does an alien stole my cp??!

assalamualaikum.

this weekend is my BEST BUDDY's WEDDING, noa. sabil and i are two buddies among three who are still single BUT taken already. ahhaha. <-- what is the motif??!

actually, we are promising to come earlier to join noa prepare for her BIG day.. noa's big day will be arrange at her hometown in kuala lipis on 07/06/2009. ouh.. this is my first time traveling to kuala lipis. more pictures! more pictures! will update SOON!

BUT then while i am packing for my stuffs to bring along to kuala lipis, i just REALIZED that i forgot where i put my cp.. cp is a short form for compact powder. damn.. how come?! or else does an alien stole my compact powder?! arghh.. stop dreaming!!

until now, while i am auto publishing this entry i couldnt find my compact powder. ouh.. that was VERY useful for that big day (T.T")

Best regards,

kindly need your assistance please..

assalamualaikum.

hi all. i would like to ask if anybody knows how to insert comment box inside my entry? due to all functions need to play around with coding, kindly i need your assistance due to fix this problem.. seriously i miss all my blogger buddies very much. i wish to keep in touch with them as soon as possible..

dear blogger buddies,

i am so sorry. i promise that my comment box will appear soon! hhuhuhu..





Best regards,