please dont stop the music

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

have a great weekend. today i off to somewhere. pray for me k. i need to escape for a while.. need some rest and place to relax. please.. i need more aromatherapy.. hihi..

good bye kl!



time to pamper myself and have a great time.



see you on monday babes.. wink..wink.







currently, i off to ....... -_- !!

Best regards,

surprise !!

assalamualaikum.



alhamdulillah.

i got sms just now wrote " sygku.. abg dh blk" !!
omg.. omg..
he surprised me !!

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dear sweetheart,
thank you very much. you're always brighten my day..

last sunday i went to sg. besi visited him and he told me he will going for true final combat and be back on thursday. so.. when i wake up this morning i thought ok he will going home tomorrow. just one day to go..

just now while i am blogging and face booking i received sms from him!

enough sad, how hard my life is (sometimes) still there's thing which i feels great all the way.. i am one happy lady. yes.. i am!

Best regards,

give me 10 reasons please

assalamualaikum.

happy tuesday babes..

let's start your day with a light entry 1st k. this two pictures was my favvy kitties ever. i adore the black and white like tom cat and jerry cartoons. more black is the most i do prefer and less white in color.. auwwww.. so sweet!



then come to a mixture of brown, yellow and black. this combination catches my eyes 1st! more brown is better simply like this one..



currently i am begging my sweetheart to let me adopt this kitties after we married. he asked me 10 reasons why do i must adopt them.. omg. omg. babes, would you mine to give me ideas. please.. please..

Best regards,

stand still waiting

assalamualaikum.



currently.. 24/7 thinking of him.. counting every seconds and wish he come home safely. my sweetheart went for outstation somewhere at muadzam..

this is his final battle for year 2009 which he left me for 9 days! -__-" just imagine, 9 days without hp and internet connection seems like we're lost contact..

ouh.. i miss everything about him.. *blushed.



dear sweetheart.. today is thursday.. one more day left.. cant wait to hear you.. thousands of stories i wanna share with you..

be patient.. be patient.. it's less than 36 hours to go..

Best regards,

my 1st orange shirt

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.

after on off mood couple of days ago, i pray hard everything gonna be alright. i always wish this to blogger babes and now i pray for myself -___-"

back to reality, life must go on.. since i am not buying new card reader yet, so all pictures credited to google, my sony ericsson or my sweetheart's lappy. today's picture taken from his lappy's camera..



this is my 1st orange shirt bought on 2007 from body glove, penang. since i am pink lover, i am not into orange at all. hu2x.. this shirt bought by my manager for a pressie as a student trainee ^.^

during that time there were yellow, orange, some more i forgot! my manager asked me to choose one and i dont know why i choose this one. hihihi..

finally, years later i met my sweetheart who addicted with orange color. *rolling eyes.

Best regards,

i promise you

no matter what, i'll brighten your day, sweetheart

Best regards,

just two of us

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

how do you do?

i am doing fine, alhamdulillah.

definitely, thinking of him makes me smile.

dear sweetheart,

thank you very much for the gift.

seriously..

i do appreciate and love it so much.

so sweet!



Best regards,

sarawakian ( -_-")

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. happy monday. how do you do? i am doing fine. but a bit of sad. my sweetheart was going for a week training which neither hp nor internet connections. will missing him so much. thanks for my buddies who are always supporting me..
you know who you are right?

well, on last public holidays during syawal celebration few of my buddies asked me:

babe, are your sweetheart is sarawakian?
he's sepet-sepet is look alike sarawakian lah..

???? erk??! really?? i never realized about it before until she asked me -_-"

babes, he is not lah! he is pure peninsular product. ehhehehe..




finally, i am in a relationship with orang jawa which my mom's wishes come true.. i never claimed as jawa is part of me because my dad is banjar! since i was born i used to comfy living with banjarian except my mom is pure jawa.

i learn banjar easily and love banjar so much. lastly, i found my jawa soul mate who influenced me a lot being as a jawa. still, deep inside i will teach my future generations with all banjar terms.

ngeh.. from sarawakian entry turn to banjar??! ... is trying to make myself happy when he's far faaarrrr awayyyyyyy..

Best regards,

i am a military girlfriend

assalamualaikum



I am a military girlfriend.I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be.I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a "dependent" or parent.The man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news.I understand this and accept this.

I am a military girlfriend.I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.

I am a military girlfriend.There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions...smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on brief communication where "I love you and I'm okay" speaks more than volumes and gives me the strength to keep going.

I am a military girlfriend. I take no moment spent together for granted.I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, and every word.I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice,and I play it over and over in my head so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so bad, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off, and start a new day.

I am a military girlfriend.The events of the next several months hold my life, my love, and my future in the balance.When you watch the news reports, you may turn away and go about your business relatively unaffected.When I watch the news,stories of the war, I do not see nameless soldiers a half a world away.I see individuals who will be forever changed by the war.News of every casualty causes me physical pain and deep sadness

I am a military girlfriend,not a spouse or family members yet.When you say your prayers for the wives,mothers,and fathers, please dont forget about me too.

* dear sweetheart, i proud to be your girlfriend and best friends forever.

Best regards,

a month to remember

assalamualaikum.

warning: as usual, a long entry to get through :P

hello babes.. welcome to another episode in my love story. since a brand new chapter in my live will begin soon, so i have to share with you 'how cik syahira and her sweetheart met at the 2nd time?' ..

the story began last january 2008. i am officially break off and single -.-" but still living happily because my application to continue Msc at uitm shah alam successfully approved.. alhamdulillah, Allah knows the best for me.. and i registered on early january. thank god! what a relief.. finally, my dreams come true.. more days to go to complete my Msc~ it's just a new chapter of my student life.

since i am single and available ^o.O^ <-cehh! what the fish?? i make a lot of new friends and become more open minded.. meaning, i started to add new friends in friendster and ym list, no longer thinking about others feeling or else and i enjoy every single day being a single and Msc student.. well, it's not easy actually..

talking about friendster, there's a community place where by i keep on contact all of my friend- neighborhood, kindergarten, primary secondary schools, colleges, university and etc. one day, i found my sweetheart's id and noticed he's one of my friend list in kolej mara kulim. then i just add him on my list..

well, it's how everything began.. wink..wink. we started comments, exchange ym id and surprised he asked my number O.O" i'm speechless but hurm.. eh we're friends ok. why not? then we arranged our 1st date a few weeks after i came to shah alam for Msc.

last january 2008 i moved to shah alam, continued my study and dont know how to go anywhere.. it's my 1st time driving out of my territory- batu pahat, jhr T.T" it's difficult and complicated but i am very lucky because i still have family somewhere in damansara, bangi and seri kembangan..

besides, i have a buddy who never give up the draw me a map. my 1st map is on how to go to sg besi meeting my sweetheart.. dear nazlin a.k.a nalin thanks babe! i owe you a lot! ehhehe.. she draw me a map to midvalley and sweetheart teach me from midvalley to sg besi.

serious!! i just go and never turn back. it's my 1st time ever driving in shah alam and kl.. very nervous but excited to meet my sweetheart. eh, during that time we're friends only.. no sweetheart.. sweetheart ok! -.-" almost miss the junction but he managed to save me out..

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this picture taken a week after my 1st date.. meaning it's my 2nd date with him..





Best regards,

she sang to me

assalamualaikum.

and how our second time meeting began? between my sweetheart and i after three and half years later.. babes, do enjoy this song 1st.

definitely, this is my love story..

Best regards,

when he is not ..

assalamualaikum.

when he is not belong to me.. yet.

this is the reality of my love story. on last 2003 i met my sweetheart when we're in matriculation college. for about one year we're study at the same class, going to the same library, eating at the same cafe and might be going to kulim town by the same bus but it is the end of our meeting at 2004..

2004.. i am 19 years old.

2005.. then turn 20 years old.

2006.. oh it's 21 years old.

and 2007.. well.. 22 years old already.

almost 3 and a half years i continued my degree and we're totally lost contact. hurm.. even during matriculation, we never contact each others T.T"

here you are my picture last 2007..



standing and looking for my truly prince charming come to save me..

romeo save me i've been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come..

Best regards,

i date with a guy

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. it's another episode on my love story.. let's flash back what happen on me on my last entry.. hurm.. there's another guy who i brave to say very meaningful to me for my rest of my life.

before that.. dear sweetheart, i am sorry for this.. i know he didnt read this but still i am appologized. ok let me share you something about the guy i date during that hari raya celebration:

he is from terengganu.
his name is mohd fikri.
well.. he is older than me.
he approached me at kolej mara kulim.
he almost know everything about me;
my routine, my favs, likes and dislikes.
he never give up to advice me.
he such my good best friends ever.
he teach me maths..
he email me notes.
he visit me on my birthday.
what else..
more memories we had together.
and we only declared as a good friends.

but..

one day..
on 13th feb 2005.
he met an accident and dead.
he rest in peace, insya Allah.

*al-fatihah to my best friends.

well, i believed that Allah knows everything rite.. that's what happen on me.. and after that i am still waiting for my prince charming. wink..wink.

no picture of him. but he likes this.

the tempeyek is delicious.

Best regards,

memoirs of kmk

assalamualaikum.

sometimes i have a problem to start my intro. i am not so sure what to write and how to make it interesting especially to catch my readers. generally i used:

hello babes..

how's your life?

how do you do?

pheww.. boring right??! just ignored.

* forget about my poor intro.

so let's take a look a picture of me and my sweetheart in kolej mara kulim, kedah. basically all candid photos i found when i review my old album and surprised i am also just realized it last years/ some are this year..

but for today's entry let me review one picture, enough is it.. ahhaha. for your information/ i guess some of my blogger babes who follow my stories maybe knows that we (my sweetheart and i) didnt know each others even we study in the same place.

even, in picture below we also dont know each others. neither i or he didnt realize that we in the same photo.. until last year i open my old album and found this.

* sigh. sometimes i repeat the same facts T.T"



hhahaha.. i am apologized with the quality of image.. what's poor me eh pity me.. that's flash fault! me not like~

ok..ok. that picture taken when there's a hari raya celebration in kolej mara kulim. purposely i wear blue kurung because i promised with some one. jeng..jeng.. who is he? who is he?

* that person not included at pictures above ok.. ahhhaha..

more drama will updated soon

Best regards,

pinkinpink18 <-my nick name

assalamualaikum.

hi babes. how do you do? ^o.O^ title above was my nick when i was 18.

ok today i love to continue my love story tales <- let's check this out 1st.

previously i mentioned that we met at the first time in our matriculation college, Kolej Mara Kulim Kedah. it was last 2003 (after spm/18 years old) .. almost 6 years ago ..

the story began when:

i am a physical science student.

during that time i was in Kelas K.
students were divided into alphabetical order A-N
(if i am not mistaken)

then from Kelas K, they divided us into different tutorial classes.
either K1, K2 or K3. i am K1 student <3

i participated college students to visit Thailand last 2004.
to be specific there are wataniah club and my friend invited me join them for a trip. psst.. i am not wataniah's

in addition..

i am also represented K1's to perform in annual year's celebration.
each classes represented as a country and K1 is Australia

to be surprised..

each event i mentioned above, my sweetheart also participated and we were in the same group. unfortunately i dont know him and he also dont know meT.T"

until..


this is our 1st pic in Kolej Mara Kulim

when i saw this picture last time i just wondered that 'omg! omg! we have met before??! seriously.. i dont have any idea and thank god for this sweet memory.



* i believed that last time was not the best time for us to become a partner. that's why even we met but we didnt know each others..

Best regards,

my monday thoughts

assalamualaikum.

happy monday babes.

mostly monday is the day who many people feels lazy to start their day. since saturday and sunday are off day, i am also most of my monday are so blues. that what every one said monday blues T.T"

so to increase the level of excited ness on my monday, i used to update about my love story with my sweetheart. ngeh..ngeh.. let's check this out what are the love song which we do really love and meaningful to us.

jason mraz - i am yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
I love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see you clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed

I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance and sing
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
No more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

and one more song is ..

the fabulous cats - bawa ku terbang

Mata Ke Mata..
Ke Hati..
Hati ke Hati..
Hati Hati..

Bibir Ke Bibir..
Bicara Janji..
Janji Ke Janji..
Jadi Hujan…

Rindu ke Rindu..
Termimpi mimpi..
Hari Ke Hari..
Nanti di nanti..
Menanti Pasti..
Pasti Disisi..
Sisiku Kini..
Ternanti nanti..

Bila diceritakan tentang cinta
Segalanya muncul sekelip mata
Semuanya di depan matanya dia
Makan tidur pun tak lena

Dia… cinta…
Dia… sayang…
Aku… dicinta…
Aku… disayang…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya..

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Kita berdua kian bermesra
Rindu makin membara
Kita berdua bermain kata
Pasang surut tak endah
[ Bawa Ku Terbang lyric found on www.lirik.tv ]

Dia… cinta…
Dia…. sayang…
Aku…. dicinta..
Aku… disayang…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

Mata hati jiwaku…
Seluas langkah di
Sebesar cubisan
Namun segitiga bermuda

Ku ganti sungai merah
Dengan darahku
Rinduku meragutkan
Kehangatan cinta kita

Mungkin tidak sehebat mana
Ku di pertikaikan kasih
Ku bukan tempat dua ketiga
Di hati ku cuma kau yang satu
Seterusnya nyatanya hanya
Dirinya jiwanya
Jiwa ku rentas benua
Warna angkasa cinta
Cintalah kamu…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Kamulah jua yang membawa cinta
Ke jalannya…

Kamu yang bawa ku terbang
Ke bintang kejora cinta kita
Kekal untuk selamanya

* hug and kisses you, sweetheart. i miss you ^o.O^



Best regards,

kolej mara kulim

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

how's your day? mine as usual, fine.. ok previously i've started a new label title 'love story' and today i love to update about it! yeayy.. a good news. ahhahah ^o.O^

since my babe, oja asked me how long it will take to complete my love story so the answer is it's the never ending story. wink..wink. last forever. *blushing!

without further due let's i introduced you to the memorable place which my sweetheart and i met at the first time. here it is our beloved matriculation collage, the kolej mara kulim. hurm.. meaning that we are 18 during that time ouh!



suddenly i remember taylor swift's love story lyric:

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes and the flashback starts...

so sweet is it.. almost 6 years ago. actually i am searching more pictures about my kmk but then couldnt found it in google! hurm.. dont worry more pictures will update soon from my folder <3 hikhik.. ok that's all for now.

Best regards,

first time

assalamualaikum.

now i am blogging live from my home sweet home, to be specific lying on my bed. tettt.. it's comfy. i like..

first time.. how to start? this entry, i love to share about my love story but then i dont know how to start it. there are so many things happen between us but i will highlighting them one by one. i just want to ensure my entry are simple and easy to read/ understand. perhaps, my story might make you smile all the way while reading and starting to flash back to your love story too. wink..wink.

*take a deep breath


before i further more, let i introduced you briefly about myself;

i am the author of this blog is cik syahira due to not married yet and not so soon will upgrade the title insya Allah to puan later..wink..wink. then i am 24 years old still young and always young. ahhaha.. more about me, fill free you can view at the top of my side bar located at 'about me' corner. i am very proud being a johorean and currently living in shah alam, selangor.

then i love to share a bit information about my sweetheart. here, i do prefer to use 'my sweetheart' nick name and of cause it is refer to him, my soul mate.. insya Allah. since he is older a few months from me so do i am younger and forever young. please agree with that statement, i am always young ok! in addition he is selangorean <- is it correct??! but then living and working in kl until that time come and later will transfer to still dont know where.



after all, that's all for introducing the main characters of our love story.. all extras will introducing in the next entries. ouh my god! feels like actress.. <- hidden motif??!

Best regards,

before it's too late

assalamualaikum.

hi babes. happy friday.

ouh.. there's been awhile i thought about this. either need to post or not. then i decided, i would love to share something which meaningful to me for the rest of my life, insya Allah.

it's not too late (i guest)for me too share about some thing that i call 'love' . love is subjective. it depends on how people describe them? as for me love is a feeling comes when i appreciate or like something. when i am falling in love, i will ensure it last forever. well, everybody ask for it. wink..wink.

firstly, i love to share this:

" If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be. "

i have heard this before but it didnt make sense for me until this love story began.. well the story is about us, my sweetheart and i. insya Allah i will sharing every moments we spend together as for our memories to remain until forever.

so i am glad to introduce you another new label in my pink blog:

love story


therefore, catch our stories later. wink..wink..

Best regards,