recent arguments

March 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning. happy friday all.

i wish today is my last day before off for school holidays but it will be postpone until sunday noon. hurm..

recently, i am counting days for taking long long looooong rest.. many things happen makes me tired and head aches to move on T_T

how come?? this morning i start my entry with sort of dilemma in my daily life. talking about unstoppable problems.. hu hu hu.

couple of days ago i post about this matter and received lot of feed backs from fb and blog. thanks a bunch buddies..



i kindly appreciate with your concerned and many thanks for any advices. however, i do remember few of my friends suggested us (my sweetheart and i) to tie the knots..

definitely sounds easy.. just married. therefore, no one couldnt do bad things to you or no body will flirting to you~ sigh.

i guess it was not the conclusions lah. maybe not all of you knows that my sweetheart is army's officer. being an army's wife/ girlfriend was not easy as others.

they must mentally and physically prepared for what ever coming next!

i ask myself, am i ready to challenge myself for it? initially, i am still preparing myself for it.. every day i remind myself to must be strong enough, independent and ready 24/7 for any uncertainties happen.

in fact, the final decision to tie the knots need properly discussion between both families. personally, sort of important discussion like this was between my sweetheart and i request.

it is not about others.. i do prefer both are 100% ready, stable enough esp career, financial support and etc etc. *cough-cough..

p/s: complicated ouh!




xoxo,

the girl school reunion 2010

February 18, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening babes..

welcome to my simple no longer pink blog. i still miss my pink layout but never mind this brand new layout is pretty cool too. hi hi hi.

so, couple of days ago i attended my girl school reunion at batu pahat mall, johore. omg, double awesome and congratulations to every one!

those who cant make it, never mind darlings.. next 5 years we assures another grand celebration. hurm. that is no longer reunion. it will best called as family day!



1st and foremost the reason on the girl school reunion is to say good bye to our lovely buddy, ayure bizzo. she will going to aussie to cont study. currently she is in holiday mode (semester break)..

i know her since we are 9 years old! we went to the same primary and secondary schools. in fact, we are about close within each others because we are active in sports, curriculum activities and events as well as always in the same classes.

she is one of my great great buddies! hugs you darling.

enough about her.. psst, i am not supposed to exposed her much because this is my blog! ha ha ha.

back about the girl school reunion, every one pleased to meet again after almost 7 years left school. some still maintain slim and slender, some gain more and most of them have turn from naive girl school to super diva divana ladies. ha ha ha.

except me!

the best part is every one is still the same. no matter what are they doing now, they are still love and appreciate this friendship. alhamdulillah.

hope this friendship is last forever, darlings.



then, here you are one of my best buddies in girl school is syazana, best known as along between us. we are knowing each other since form 1 (13 years old).

she's totally crazy! hard to describe, unpredicted, naughty, gangster, hot-tempered, tough and rough, what else??! ha ha ha. by the way, never judge peeps by it's cover.

personally, be her friends and you will definitely know how she was. hugs you darling! i miss our old days at hostel..

eh.. eh. i thought i am out of track again. hu hu hu. supposed i am sharing about the reunion is it? it is ok. next entry lah. this time i just sharing about my lovely buddies.

p/s: lots of pictures after this.
much more fun and enjoyable.
cannot stop laughing.
i miss you babes.




xoxo,

pretending for what??

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.

why times fly so fast?? i wish i could pause them. enjoy each moments and hope it stay forever but sounds unfair to those who are wishing for other moments.

over almost 25 years i am breathing in this world, i pretended to did not regret for my past life. but i couldn't. sigh..

stop pretending..

so far i hardly forget when i am a student in kindy (yes, i still remember that), being a sport girl when i was in primary school as well as famous just because my dad is a teacher in my school, living in hostel since form 1, continue in matriculation and struggling there..

such sweet memories..

the rest, i am big enough (but i am wrong) and always done silly mistakes which i seriously hard to forgive myself! sigh.

better late than never.. starts a new life, new day and new plan to drive this long journey.. eh. what i am talking about eh?

what ever it is, this is the end of your's truly syahira before she turns 19.



i stand at your extremely right, in pink ^___^

p/s: i started addicted with pink when i was 16~17.




xoxo,

how to play the spirit channeling game?

assalamualaikum.

yesterday i stay back at office and suddenly one of my staff enter my room and mention that he smells something out side my room. gosh! it is a kemenyan.

i dont have any idea at 1st but ..

without further due, i packed my stuffs and went home. alhamdulillah.. nothing happen to me along my way. even.. god knows everything better lah how my heart beat fast! hu hu hu..



this morning i went to office as usual and busy bee with load work until..

at the evening i have a chit chat with my staff and she did inform me something goes wrong last night after i went home.

jeng.. jeng.



sigh. a hysteria because one of them were playing the spirit channeling game! i am not sure is there any relations between the smell and the tragic scene..

hu hu hu. i believes if i didnt disturb them, there're probably wont disturb me too.

p/s: ehem.. ehem. never try this at home.. i found the answer here.



xoxo,

pending requests T_T

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes. how do you do? i believes everyone are counting days for chinese new year - public holidays..

ha ha ha. 2 days to go is it. be patient. make sure you finish everything before celebrating long public holidays. eg works, assignments, homework and etc etc.

me too excited! winks..

by the way before we are going to have a good rest next week, today i would like to share something.. sort of question actually but i am willing to share my opinions too.



the thing is my new boss requested me to be in his fb list but i am not approve him yet. there's been arguments between my buddies and i either to accept him or not. so babes.. what is your opinions eh?

personally i feels unsecured lah. frankly speaking i doesnt share every single thing in public.

therefore i never approve anyone who i didnt know well unless he/she are in my buddies list. otherwise i never take risk to let them be in my list.

p/s: to play safe until now he's still in the pending list. hu hu hu.



xoxo,

last friday's story

assalamualaikum.

hello babes..
how do you do?
currently i am in shah alam..

let me share lil bit of my story..

and the story begin when :

last friday after work i immediately drove to seri kembangan to my aunt's house. around 7pm i safely arrived and went to mc d drive through for chicken porridge.

at night, i did my final touch of beading for saturday's event. frankly speaking i am really excited and cant wait for that event.. hi hi hi ^____^

saturday's event?? what it is all about eh??

before we went to saturday's event, on my last friday i slept around 2 am because i am nervous + excited + etc etc. hu hu hu.

p/s: i am hired professional photographer for the big event.




xoxo,

complicated feelings

assalamualaikum.

hello there.

last weekend such a never ending stories for me. happiness ?? i dont think so. excited?? definitely yes. never stop counting days and even hours to go. stress ?? of cause.. tense is every where. sigh. confused ?? hurm. i think so. cant makes any decision. stay 50-50. hu hu hu.

is not easy to handle those kind of feelings. and guess what?? my mom understand me. she knows that i am stressful. she advice me to pray hard! many thanks to my mom. no matter what, she is always there for me. supporting me and never let me down.

my little advice, do appreciate our parents and family as well as best buddies. insya Allah, there will stand still for you. i am grateful for the gift.

i believes in qada' and qadar. one day one time, it turn my life better..

p/s: let go.. let go.. i dont like this feelings.




xoxo,

i am officially ...

assalamualaikum.

hello..

gulp? never jump to any conclusion 1st eh.. let me ask you instead of i tell the truth.. hurm.

what are things that pop out from your intelligant and brilliant brain when i post this entry? .. do answer me ha ha ha..

i am officially ... <- fill in the blank please..

eg. i am officially 17 years old ^___^!

p/s: let me see what inside yours. wink..wink.




xoxo,

emptiness

assalamualaikum.



wah!! what sort of title is this?? hu hu hu.

last two weeks are my bloody busy and messy days ever. i had a complicated life due with certain protected reasons. *out dated story huh.. never mind.

i packed everything and moved to my home sweet home.

the reason for moving are :

(a) my contract rented this room is until end of 2009. supposed can be continue but then i think better i stay at home sweet home johore for free ^____^

(b) i successfully finished 11 out of 12 subjects in uitm. ha ha ha. what a great job cik syahira.. finally i made it!

(c) some might asking what about another one more subject. hu hu hu. it is dissertation maa. i am taking it this semester.. even i stay at home i stand still can complete my dissertation with strong will -___-"

... i guess that's it.

then, picture above taken on my last day in my room. this small and empty room gave me so many memories.. the bed esp. a place for rest, have my meals most of the lazy time, blogging and etc etc.

a sad day when i left this room and i will miss every single things happen here.my best buddies used to lepak-lepak in my room sometimes too.

sob.

i wonder what a great chances if i got job in klang valley or kl! i'll definitely rent this room forever! ha ha ha.

but..

sugarpie said i am not worth for them if i married so soon! T_T gulp.

p/s: how could you??! miss my ex-house mates so much. ha ha ha.




xoxo,

rare things about me

assalamualaikum.

1st, i would like to remind warn that this entry might be a geli-geli scary to view. so take your own risk k. hu hu hu.

are you ready to get to know rare things about me. not much that i can share today. it is just what exactly happen during my 1st time story visiting zoo negara.

ha ha ha!

i heart snakes. every time i saw them esp when they allowing us to cam whoring or experiencing to hold them i will be the 1st person who want to try.

i am not sure when was the 1st time i try to hold this. but what i really know is this is not my 1st time hold snakes!

let me refresh..

there's one time, when my previous university held a convocation last 2005 (if i am not mistaken) there invited zoo jb to have a mini zoo and i cam whoring with a snake. i hold it at my neck, body and hand.

i am cam whoring a yellow snake at malacca town. still remember that my best buddy sabil ran away and left noa and me cam whoring with this rare animal ^___^

i am not remember when, but it held at batu pahat mall. i went to my lil sister.. there's a mini zoo inside the mall. i am excited when saw a snake and started cam whoring. hu hu hu.. who cares!

last 2008 i went to maha 2008 at upm serdang with my sweetheart and again i hold a snake. as usual, cam whoring lah! ha ha ha.

the latest is 2nd january 2010 at zoo negara. wink. wink.









there's a secret i want to tell you.. i hope that he didnt read it. hu hu hu. i think my sweetheart is geli geli with snakes. i never seen him hold or even touch snakes like i did o___O

p/s: any one like to share their rare things about something? he he.




xoxo,

more update via fb

assalamualaikum.

sometimes when i hanging out, i didnt bring my lappy. in fact my hp is not bb neither i phone which can online at any where.

so..

the best thing that i can do is shouting via celcom sms to fb! at 1st time i used this when i travel to mystery island. i update very single things through celcom sms. it's not bad!

now..

i really love this function. just rm 1 per week, i can shout as many as i like and my buddies can keep in touch with me. sounds great right? ^__^

here is an example:



wink..wink. what if i take one day off on blogging but update my fb status regularly? can?? hik hik.. can lah..

p/s: add me syahira fauzan. thank you..




xoxo,

live update (7)

assalamualaikum.

hot!
today is extremely hot for me.
from weather up to my mood. *sigh


i definitely lost my respect when:

(1) she didnt respect herself. how?? she shouting/ yelling in front of people which for certain cases that you didnt necessary to shout/yell!
(2) she was emo. i worried when each time she talk over you 99.9% of her words might will killing you on the spot. hurm..
(3) she is totally unfair. i am not bother about it unless she's trying to do something which affecting me. huhu..

what ever. what goes around comes around.. in positive ways, i take her words and build my strength towards my long journey to success. anyway, thank you very much and i owe her word forever..


i still respect her when:

(1) i understand her style of guiding people is like that.
(2) definitely she's an experience and well educated person.


stand still respect her even i feels like she slapped my face this morning, my morale tremendously down and spoiled my monday -__-"

p/s: in order to recover myself, i shall take a short nap. sorry, babes.




xoxo,

he's gone forever (2)

assalamualaikum.

welcome to my simple pink blog!

let me revealed what exactly happen to me pass few days. before you babes making wrong assumptions better i share the real story k.

i've mention before, i received one news. but i didnt tell you either it is good or bad. things may be good when you look at the good way and turn to bad if you look for other ways. bla..bla..

at 1st when my dad told us he want to sell his car, i quite surprised and shocked with his decisions! that's why i am speechless T.T"

he never hide anything with us. why so sudden he make this decision? i guess he has think over it and know the best for us.

based from my previous entry, i've sharing about "he's gone forever". he is refer to our honda civic car. my dad's car. there's lots of memories together. that's why i am very sad when knowing he will be sold. oh.. it sold ord, yesterday!

yesterday, when i met him (my dad's car) for the last time i feel very very sad. look at him left us T.T" i pray hard for him. i hope his new owner can taking care him very well like my dad..





last night when i look at the empty porch, makes me really miss him so much.. therefore, i agree that things come and go. will never stay with us forever. but memories will remain till the end.

tears..

p/s: this story is about my dad's car..




xoxo,

he's gone forever

assalamualaikum.



hurm.

i cant pretend and hide my sadness anymore.

one day everything should be reveal..

life must go on.

just forget the pass.

hurm..

memories together will remain forever.

this..

cannot be replaced.

always pray hard!

one day..

the new one can bring happiness.

insya allah.

p/s: i will update the whole story might be by this evening via he's gone forever (2).




xoxo,

today is thursday

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes.

how's your weekdays?

last two days i received one news which surprised me! i never thought that kind of thing happen again. yes.. again!

i am speechless..



yesterday.. when i wake up i realized that things come and go. nothing can stay forever.

sigh.

p/s: i dont know why..




xoxo,

are there something goes wrong?? (2)

assalamualaikum.

hello babes..

now let me show you where i found that hidden hp camera. it is located in between the right holes!. from your personal opinions, are there logic to search for hp connections there? in the middle of that holes??!



looks obvious is it? sigh.

p/s: god knows well.




xoxo,

are there something goes wrong??

assalamualaikum.

hi babes..

what's up! should i? shouldnt i? should i? shouldnt i? sigh.

since this is the best place for me to share with, i think i just write it for further reference -_-"

i dont know how to start..

there's some one who is doing something.. he seems like hidden at rare corner with his hp. then, what makes me wonder what he is trying to do when his hp is towards me..

omg. there's no body there except my dad and i!

at 1st i didnt realized him. i chit chatting with my dad and suddenly my eyes catches his action and pointing my finger to the hidden camera hp. my dad look at the hidden camera too and surprised.

this things happen quit few times during my conversation with my dad. i thought he didnt realized that i already saw that rare thing!

from my positive views, he is trying to search for hp connections but!! why with turning on your camera and pointing at us at that rare corner?? does he would like to disturb our privacy!! or he's paparazzi?? for what? i am no body. sigh.

and after i pointing my finger to him, suddenly he hide his camera and do it again and again.. sigh. sigh. sigh.

p/s : i wish to show my middle finger if he's really try to disturb my privacy. sorry..




xoxo,