that what we called a surprise !!

April 06, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

yesterday is monday. the date that i must remember for the rest of my life. it is important for us esp.

because my sweetheart has moving for goods to pahang. he is no longer at sg. besi camp, done his training at ipoh camp and now transferred to pahang camp.

i am sad. i pray hard that he will always doing fine there.

even he said, it was horror!

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back to the story,

about a month we did not meet each others and i am kind of miss him so much. couple of days earlier, he told me that he wanna celebrate for my becoming birthday.

i said, ok. never thought any surprise or what so ever.

so, when i was in kl he told me to meet him here. in fact, he did mention never asked him anything until we met. hurm..

* nervous ok.

thousand of questions mix up in my minds. i am stuck! what's going on eh? why must meeting me there? hurm.

i text him once i arrived there. he met me at the entrance and requested me to park my car 1st. with no arguments, i follow his instruction. hu hu hu.

then he bring me to the coffee house and omg!



he seriously wanted to celebrate my becoming birthday there. i am so speechless. he really surprised me.

and.

i received a special gift from him! ha ha ha. which supposed i buy that for myself.

every year, i bought my own birthday gift for myself without fails. so, this year i decided to buy a white gold necklace.

i had survey couple of weeks ago and did mention to him about my wish list. it doesnt mean that i want him to buy this for me.

however, without i noticed he bought me a rose gold necklace.

thanks my love.

p/s: unfortunately no pics yet to share. soon will update them.




xoxo,

sepuluh koleksi peribadi saya

Mac 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hai, kawan-kawan.

apa khabar semua? (oh. saya berasa sangat janggal menulis dalam bahasa ibunda di belog ini T_T")

eh eh.. kamu tidak tersalah belog. ya, ini masih lagi belog syahirasyahira[dot]blogspot[dot]com

pertama sekali saya mohon maaf jika entri ini sedikit pelik. ini entri pertama saya menggunakan bahasa ibunda.

oh, sebenarnya saya sedang menyiapkan tag yang memerlukan saya menulis dalam bahasa ibunda.

arahan tag ialah tiru dan tampal sepuluh soalan ke dalam entri anda.. amaran keras, tag perlu disiapkan menggunakan bahasa ibunda ok..

dan lagi, tajuk ialah 'sepuluh' tapi saya sengaja tambah supaya nampak lain sikit.

ok, saya cuba jawab tag ini..


[#1] Siapakah diri anda di rumah?



sama seperti yang anda baca di sini.

[#2] Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?



penggemar pink. skaf, baju, beg, kasut dan apa saja mesti berwarna pink!

[#3] 5 benda yang anda idamkan tetapi masih belum tercapai



pertama- memilik si gebu ini.



kedua- saya mahu kamera ini!



ketiga- melukis sebagai hobi. kali terakhir saya giat melukis pada tahun 2002.



keempat- bayi yang comel macam ni boleh tak?



kelima- kembali ke masa lalu.

[#4] Siapakah nama pasangan anda?



kapten ahmad fauzan sharif.

[#5] Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda paling suka tentang pasangan anda



pertama- dia ialah ahmad fauzan sharif. ahmad fauzan sharif yang saya kenali ada sebuah keluarga yang sangat sempurna, datang dari golongan yang baik-baik dan paling penting orang tua saya sangat menyenangi dia dan keluarganya.

kedua- dia ialah sahabat baik dan abang angkat saya. saya senang berkongsi cerita dengan dia. ok tipu, saya lebih banyak bercerita daripada dia. dia lebih suka mendengar dan kadang kala memberi pandangan peribadinya.

ketiga- dia tahu menghargai saya sebagai kekasihnya. *merah padam pipi saya. kamu tahu, kami baru mengenali antara satu sama lain dengan lebih rapat dan dalam masa dua bulan dia telah memperkenalkan saya kepada ibu-bapanya serta seluruh ahli keluarganya!

keempat- dia memiliki sifat seorang abang yang bertanggungjawab terhadap adik-adiknya. saya amat tersentuh di situ.. sejak dulu saya mengimpikan ada seorang abang seperti itu. terima kasih tuhan.

kelima- dia menghiburkan saya. tanpa jemu.

[#6] Bila tarikh anda couple?

maaf, tiada tarikh yang spesifik.

seperti yang saya maklumkan di atas, kami baru mengenali antara satu sama lain lalu dia sudah membawa saya pulang ke rumahnya untuk berkenal-kenalan dengan ahli keluarganya yang lain.

kami membuat keputusan tidak ber couple. *kelip-kelip mata.

[#7] Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?



semasa hangat bercinta yang pahit pun terasa manis. betul tak? saya cuba fikir-fikirkan apa yang pahit ya?

oh, dia sering meninggalkan saya bila dia sedang dalam operasi. pergi tanpa khabar berita selama beberapa hari.

memang pahit!

[#8] Lagu tema cinta anda?

lagu cinta lagu jiwa - mawi dan haliza af. hu hu hu.

[#9] Apa perubahan yang ingin anda lihat dari pasangan anda

saya menerima dia seadanya.

namun, saya sering berdoa supaya dia dapat memperbaiki kelemahannya dan berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik. bukan kerana saya, tapi biarlah dia berubah demi diri dan keluarganya.

eh, saya harap dia dapat berhenti merokok!

[#10] Tag 10 rakan ada yang lain

kamu yang sedang membaca, saya sedang tag kamu ni.

p/s: saya mengambil masa separuh hari untuk menyiapkan tag ini.




xoxo,

recent arguments

March 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning. happy friday all.

i wish today is my last day before off for school holidays but it will be postpone until sunday noon. hurm..

recently, i am counting days for taking long long looooong rest.. many things happen makes me tired and head aches to move on T_T

how come?? this morning i start my entry with sort of dilemma in my daily life. talking about unstoppable problems.. hu hu hu.

couple of days ago i post about this matter and received lot of feed backs from fb and blog. thanks a bunch buddies..



i kindly appreciate with your concerned and many thanks for any advices. however, i do remember few of my friends suggested us (my sweetheart and i) to tie the knots..

definitely sounds easy.. just married. therefore, no one couldnt do bad things to you or no body will flirting to you~ sigh.

i guess it was not the conclusions lah. maybe not all of you knows that my sweetheart is army's officer. being an army's wife/ girlfriend was not easy as others.

they must mentally and physically prepared for what ever coming next!

i ask myself, am i ready to challenge myself for it? initially, i am still preparing myself for it.. every day i remind myself to must be strong enough, independent and ready 24/7 for any uncertainties happen.

in fact, the final decision to tie the knots need properly discussion between both families. personally, sort of important discussion like this was between my sweetheart and i request.

it is not about others.. i do prefer both are 100% ready, stable enough esp career, financial support and etc etc. *cough-cough..

p/s: complicated ouh!




xoxo,

the best achievement so far ..

March 08, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes..

hurm.. i cant believe this! now was 2nd week of march?? what i have done for january and february? am i on the right track to achieve 2010 mission and vision? -____-"

1st and foremost, alhamdulillah i am still here breathing, living happily and healthy, still in passion (writing blog) and etc etc..

as far as i could remember, i wish for a better life, career and love. 3 general things that i believes every one wish for unless when you ord on the comfort zone!

in life i pray hard to have family and buddies around me who never fails to share tears and happiness, support and hold me tight ^_____^

in career i am still searching and aiming for my dreams job! but.. it's hard to describe what are the best for us. sigh..

currently i am learning, experiencing and challenging myself for things that i am not belongs to. hu hu hu.

however, in love relationship i am glad that my sweetheart will always near with me. it is not about the distance.. my heart, my soul and my mind stick with him..

therefore, peeps didnt get all they wanted in life but without they realized there is something which is important and must appreciate when ever it is belongs to you..

enough said.

in year 2010, i never thought that i manage to do this! which is driving in far distance with my lil car. ha ha ha.

seriously..

this is another record in my life where by i drive to lumut and then send my sweetheart to ipoh military camp. phew..





tired! but i love it. well done, lil car. you did it!!

p/s: he was bullying me to drive to lumut T_T hu hu hu.




xoxo,

i smells designer handbag, here

March 07, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello there. happy sunday every one ^_____^

what are you planning for today? i am working now and work loads and responsibility increased due after the promotion.

thank you very much! sigh.

never mind, just put aside about that thing and let's take a look about other thing.. wink wink.

have you smell any new things here? ha ha ha. of cause you cant! currently i smell designer handbag..

hurm.. any one can you spot it?



this is an advance birthday present for me from my sweetheart! thank you very much..

p/s: ai! ai! capten.





xoxo,

random pictures of Le Tour De Pangkor

March 05, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello there. good evening every one.

yesss.. this is the final entry for pangkor island. i supposed publish this story earlier but unfortunately my scheduled is packed -____-"

ok, the full story began with:

my sweetheart's father invited me to join their family day. the family day was held at pangkor island. there are 41 peeps (adults and kids) including 2 babies inside mummies wombs ^____^

early in the morning around 730am (can be considered as early) 3 cars convoyed from sweetheart's home went to r & r rawang to meet another 5 cars. there are 8 cars from kl to jetty lumut.

the transportation committee was super busy bee during that day *cough-cough.


there are sweetheart's mom (of cause beside me), sisters, cousins and his aunts. we were waiting for others in r & r rawang. around 9am ++ we off to jetty lumut.


around 1.00pm we arrived safely in jetty lumut. then the transportation committees bought tickets for us to pangkor island. my sweetheart's cousin and i were waiting at the jetty.


yayy!! shopping at the 1st day in pangkor with his aunts and cousins. i adore this gadget and will be my next aim to grab - dslr o__O


this is our 2nd day in pangkor island. there have a telematches! wow.. there's been ages i didnt join this kind of activities.


with his cousin after telematches and before we went snorkeling! psst.. i won one of the game vs my sweetheart! sorry, darling..


around 4pm we stand by at the lobby, chartered 3 vans and have a tour around the island. eh.. eh. this is sweetheart's sisters and lil cousins.

generally, this is his big happy family included his parents and siblings, grandmother, aunts and uncles, cousins and giant mr squid (which is not his family members) hu hu hu.


sorry for not remember what is the name of this place -___-" this is sweetheart's mom, aunt, cousin and baby inside her womb! she is his 1st eldest cousin who married in his family..


this is on the 3rd day. around 10am we crossed to jetty lumut. haihhh.. bye-bye pangkor island!


we love camera so much and will always stand by where ever we go! the best part about the ferry is we can stay at the top. cool~


why do i look like preggy on this picture? hu hu hu. never mind. *cough-cough. this is his mother, father, younger sister and brother. blushed!


this shy shy girl is one of his cousin name syahira too. every one on his family called her syira kecik and called me syira besar. ^____^


i end my pangkor trip as well as his family day with his youngest cousin, ekmal's picture. where ever he goes, if he is sleepy he can easily sleep.. even on the ferry's bench! wink wink.


p/s: dear sweetheart, thank you very much and i do really enjoy the holiday with your family.




xoxo,

my heart will go on

February 23, 2010.

Every night in my dreams
I see you. I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never go till we're one

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not
go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

p/s: special dedication to my sweetheart!




xoxo,

counting days again..

February 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.



2 days left. after about 22 days did not seen each others. now i miss him badly..

p/s: i love you, sweetheart.




xoxo,

last saturday's story (2)

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

here are several pictures edited by my buddy a.k.a the professional photographer :









enjoy !!

p/s: me with my bff, braces T_T




xoxo,

last saturday's story

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. how are you doing?

fine. i am apologized due to late update esp on this entry. hu hu hu. well, today is wednesday and i finally manage to update my last weekend story.

seriously.. this is another quick updates.

last saturday i wake up on 5 am and snoozed the alarm until 5.30 am. immediately take shower and rushed to sg besi mosque for subuh prayer.

at sg besi mosque i met the professional photographer (i promise him to meet there) around 630 am and straight away met my sweetheart's family. hurm..

some wonder.. hellooo.. what is this all about eh? .. hu hu hu.



actually last saturday is my sweetheart important day. 31st jan 2010 he commission and officially become an army's young officer. alhamdulillah.

i came from down south to support him and celebrate his important day.. i am grateful that finally he manage to complete it ^____^

the event started around 8 am and finished around 1 pm. since i hired a professional to do so unfortunately i dont have any pictures from my camera. sigh.

therefore.. just give me some time and i shall wait the dvd from my buddy a.k.a the professional photographer.

p/s: more pictures will update soon.




xoxo,

straight to my heart

assalamualaikum.

he called me robocop?? how could you??



hello babes. how are you doing? i am still having probs in broadband connections. sigh. not to blame him 100% because he forgot to pay the bill. hu hu hu.

couple of days ago, all entries are using auto published. therefore i am apologized if i am not approve your comments yet.

i will trying my best to settle and handle this matter as soon as possible. lot of stories to share and i recommended to visit my fb for latest updates.

live updates definitely can be seen through my fb lah. eh, i also link fb's status at this blog right. keep in touch babes!

p/s: i miss him damn much. cant wait to see him by 30th.




xoxo,

show off my handbag hanger

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. how are you doing? i am doing fine. currently busy with blog marathon.

i disappointed with my broadband connection. why so sudden i cant online. hu hu. i paid the outstanding already and it is really takes couple of days to ensure everything gonna be ok? hurm.

back to the topic -__-"

last month story stand still.. ha ha. better update than never. actually every time i am going out side and having break at food court i definitely take this picture...





but then i forgot to upload. hi! i am a handbag hanger.. another pink collections of mine.

i bought this from kak sid. for further details, do visit her blog. thank you.

over all, i heart this one very much. it is helpful! and surprised that when i am dating with my sweetheart he will automatically hang my handbag using this hanger. good..

p/s: so far i have introducing him with so many girl stuffs. ha ha ha.




xoxo,