eh, what is going on ??

April 06, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.



hurm. what is going on with me? i am showing off my love to the nature.

further more, do visit here.

xoxo,

that what we called a surprise !!

April 06, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning blog.

yesterday is monday. the date that i must remember for the rest of my life. it is important for us esp.

because my sweetheart has moving for goods to pahang. he is no longer at sg. besi camp, done his training at ipoh camp and now transferred to pahang camp.

i am sad. i pray hard that he will always doing fine there.

even he said, it was horror!

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back to the story,

about a month we did not meet each others and i am kind of miss him so much. couple of days earlier, he told me that he wanna celebrate for my becoming birthday.

i said, ok. never thought any surprise or what so ever.

so, when i was in kl he told me to meet him here. in fact, he did mention never asked him anything until we met. hurm..

* nervous ok.

thousand of questions mix up in my minds. i am stuck! what's going on eh? why must meeting me there? hurm.

i text him once i arrived there. he met me at the entrance and requested me to park my car 1st. with no arguments, i follow his instruction. hu hu hu.

then he bring me to the coffee house and omg!



he seriously wanted to celebrate my becoming birthday there. i am so speechless. he really surprised me.

and.

i received a special gift from him! ha ha ha. which supposed i buy that for myself.

every year, i bought my own birthday gift for myself without fails. so, this year i decided to buy a white gold necklace.

i had survey couple of weeks ago and did mention to him about my wish list. it doesnt mean that i want him to buy this for me.

however, without i noticed he bought me a rose gold necklace.

thanks my love.

p/s: unfortunately no pics yet to share. soon will update them.




xoxo,

good morning shah alam

April 05, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning buddies.

sorry for not updates for few days. hu hu hu.

currently i stay in shah alam meeting my girls, hanging out with them karaoke and watching alice in wonderland! and having a chocs indulgences with them.

today i suppose have an appointment for braces but unfortunately there is no slot for me. luckily dr shah said he can have a slot for other treatments which i cant reveal it now. wink wink.

eh, i wanna have my late breakfast 1st, later i will update my story for you. catch me after this.


sunny sunday at shah alam

p/s: have a great monday babes..




xoxo,

i want this no matter what !

April 2, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning. hello there. howdy?

alhamdulillah. i am doing fine, so far. eh, doing great!

because..

today after work, i off to kuala lumpur to meet sweetheart ^_____^

and..

things that i am craving for are:



and



oh, please. i am waiting for this moment to have them. hu hu hu.

p/s: if he permitted i want this too.







naughty kitties. gulp!





xoxo,

nice, eh

April 1, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning. many thanks for your respond buddies.

without further due, i love to share with you this:



Whilst there is life, there is fight

*rolling eyes.

p/s: nice, eh. cik syahira never give up. fight!





xoxo,

mood swing. huhh.

March 30, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

nice. seems like today is an emotional day for me. fine, actually couple of days ago it was up and down! hurm.

but i pretend like nothing happen around until i realized that i easily hot tempered, eat much and sleep a lot. eh?? -______-"

*ignored me.

i google the meaning of mood swing and the result said that it is an extreme or rapid change in mood. yesss. i admit them.

recently many things happen around me/ hit me. unfortunately, it comes when i near to red flag. hu hu hu.

i dont know either to share or not. but i trust my diary and will always share everything here. this is the best place for me. an escapism..

random news:

my boss asked me to be his 2nd wife. i politely rejected him.

his brother interested to get to know me closer. i told him i got bf.

i received a letter offer to sit for spa exam. just try my luck.

my up coming birthday supposed being the best day ever. but.. the spa exam is on the same date. grrr..

sounds complicated is it. sigh. however, i believes there's hidden gems behind the problem matters..

and yesss..



my sweetheart will finish his training at ipoh camp and off for this weekend! insya Allah i will going to meet him.

plus..

he was planning to buy some hantarans for us. eh.. i cant believe this. am i type that magical word?? ^______^

p/s: babes, do pray for us, eh..




xoxo,

sepuluh koleksi peribadi saya

Mac 17, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hai, kawan-kawan.

apa khabar semua? (oh. saya berasa sangat janggal menulis dalam bahasa ibunda di belog ini T_T")

eh eh.. kamu tidak tersalah belog. ya, ini masih lagi belog syahirasyahira[dot]blogspot[dot]com

pertama sekali saya mohon maaf jika entri ini sedikit pelik. ini entri pertama saya menggunakan bahasa ibunda.

oh, sebenarnya saya sedang menyiapkan tag yang memerlukan saya menulis dalam bahasa ibunda.

arahan tag ialah tiru dan tampal sepuluh soalan ke dalam entri anda.. amaran keras, tag perlu disiapkan menggunakan bahasa ibunda ok..

dan lagi, tajuk ialah 'sepuluh' tapi saya sengaja tambah supaya nampak lain sikit.

ok, saya cuba jawab tag ini..


[#1] Siapakah diri anda di rumah?



sama seperti yang anda baca di sini.

[#2] Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?



penggemar pink. skaf, baju, beg, kasut dan apa saja mesti berwarna pink!

[#3] 5 benda yang anda idamkan tetapi masih belum tercapai



pertama- memilik si gebu ini.



kedua- saya mahu kamera ini!



ketiga- melukis sebagai hobi. kali terakhir saya giat melukis pada tahun 2002.



keempat- bayi yang comel macam ni boleh tak?



kelima- kembali ke masa lalu.

[#4] Siapakah nama pasangan anda?



kapten ahmad fauzan sharif.

[#5] Ceritakan 5 perkara yang anda paling suka tentang pasangan anda



pertama- dia ialah ahmad fauzan sharif. ahmad fauzan sharif yang saya kenali ada sebuah keluarga yang sangat sempurna, datang dari golongan yang baik-baik dan paling penting orang tua saya sangat menyenangi dia dan keluarganya.

kedua- dia ialah sahabat baik dan abang angkat saya. saya senang berkongsi cerita dengan dia. ok tipu, saya lebih banyak bercerita daripada dia. dia lebih suka mendengar dan kadang kala memberi pandangan peribadinya.

ketiga- dia tahu menghargai saya sebagai kekasihnya. *merah padam pipi saya. kamu tahu, kami baru mengenali antara satu sama lain dengan lebih rapat dan dalam masa dua bulan dia telah memperkenalkan saya kepada ibu-bapanya serta seluruh ahli keluarganya!

keempat- dia memiliki sifat seorang abang yang bertanggungjawab terhadap adik-adiknya. saya amat tersentuh di situ.. sejak dulu saya mengimpikan ada seorang abang seperti itu. terima kasih tuhan.

kelima- dia menghiburkan saya. tanpa jemu.

[#6] Bila tarikh anda couple?

maaf, tiada tarikh yang spesifik.

seperti yang saya maklumkan di atas, kami baru mengenali antara satu sama lain lalu dia sudah membawa saya pulang ke rumahnya untuk berkenal-kenalan dengan ahli keluarganya yang lain.

kami membuat keputusan tidak ber couple. *kelip-kelip mata.

[#7] Apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?



semasa hangat bercinta yang pahit pun terasa manis. betul tak? saya cuba fikir-fikirkan apa yang pahit ya?

oh, dia sering meninggalkan saya bila dia sedang dalam operasi. pergi tanpa khabar berita selama beberapa hari.

memang pahit!

[#8] Lagu tema cinta anda?

lagu cinta lagu jiwa - mawi dan haliza af. hu hu hu.

[#9] Apa perubahan yang ingin anda lihat dari pasangan anda

saya menerima dia seadanya.

namun, saya sering berdoa supaya dia dapat memperbaiki kelemahannya dan berusaha untuk menjadi lebih baik. bukan kerana saya, tapi biarlah dia berubah demi diri dan keluarganya.

eh, saya harap dia dapat berhenti merokok!

[#10] Tag 10 rakan ada yang lain

kamu yang sedang membaca, saya sedang tag kamu ni.

p/s: saya mengambil masa separuh hari untuk menyiapkan tag ini.




xoxo,

recent arguments

March 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning. happy friday all.

i wish today is my last day before off for school holidays but it will be postpone until sunday noon. hurm..

recently, i am counting days for taking long long looooong rest.. many things happen makes me tired and head aches to move on T_T

how come?? this morning i start my entry with sort of dilemma in my daily life. talking about unstoppable problems.. hu hu hu.

couple of days ago i post about this matter and received lot of feed backs from fb and blog. thanks a bunch buddies..



i kindly appreciate with your concerned and many thanks for any advices. however, i do remember few of my friends suggested us (my sweetheart and i) to tie the knots..

definitely sounds easy.. just married. therefore, no one couldnt do bad things to you or no body will flirting to you~ sigh.

i guess it was not the conclusions lah. maybe not all of you knows that my sweetheart is army's officer. being an army's wife/ girlfriend was not easy as others.

they must mentally and physically prepared for what ever coming next!

i ask myself, am i ready to challenge myself for it? initially, i am still preparing myself for it.. every day i remind myself to must be strong enough, independent and ready 24/7 for any uncertainties happen.

in fact, the final decision to tie the knots need properly discussion between both families. personally, sort of important discussion like this was between my sweetheart and i request.

it is not about others.. i do prefer both are 100% ready, stable enough esp career, financial support and etc etc. *cough-cough..

p/s: complicated ouh!




xoxo,

i am in trouble

March 11, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening every one.

oh, so tired! my staffs on leave T_T hu hu hu. there are triple work loads now.. hurm.. ok just leave it.

*cough-cough..

how to start eh? i have a problem. it is serious and kindly need further actions. it was started last month..

to make it short, do click below's pictures eh..





so buddies, do you have any suggestions to share. fyi,my sweetheart's know about this ord.. he also worried about me..

insya Allah, my love to him always strong. no matter what ^_____^

p/s: i love you, sweetheart. always..




xoxo,

muscles cramp

March 11, 2010.

assalamualaikum.



hurm. i guess this is my 1st time in year 2010 i nearly cramped. yess.. things that i really afraid of! hu hu hu.

early in the morning when i woke up, suddenly i feel it was nearly cramped! before this when this occur to me i just surrendered T_T dont know what to do??

but.. i am not sure where i got this idea to stretch out my muscles and force to other directions. oh, it works babe!! ha ha ha..

if i really cramped this morning assures you that my muscles will get pain until tomorrow -_____-"

lucky i manages to over come this and now i am doing fine. eh, here are tips on dealing muscles cramped:



p/s: in fact, once i experienced cramp in my toes. hu hu hu. funny feelings oh!




xoxo,

the best achievement so far ..

March 08, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes..

hurm.. i cant believe this! now was 2nd week of march?? what i have done for january and february? am i on the right track to achieve 2010 mission and vision? -____-"

1st and foremost, alhamdulillah i am still here breathing, living happily and healthy, still in passion (writing blog) and etc etc..

as far as i could remember, i wish for a better life, career and love. 3 general things that i believes every one wish for unless when you ord on the comfort zone!

in life i pray hard to have family and buddies around me who never fails to share tears and happiness, support and hold me tight ^_____^

in career i am still searching and aiming for my dreams job! but.. it's hard to describe what are the best for us. sigh..

currently i am learning, experiencing and challenging myself for things that i am not belongs to. hu hu hu.

however, in love relationship i am glad that my sweetheart will always near with me. it is not about the distance.. my heart, my soul and my mind stick with him..

therefore, peeps didnt get all they wanted in life but without they realized there is something which is important and must appreciate when ever it is belongs to you..

enough said.

in year 2010, i never thought that i manage to do this! which is driving in far distance with my lil car. ha ha ha.

seriously..

this is another record in my life where by i drive to lumut and then send my sweetheart to ipoh military camp. phew..





tired! but i love it. well done, lil car. you did it!!

p/s: he was bullying me to drive to lumut T_T hu hu hu.




xoxo,

red flag mode

March 03, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello there..

T_T i am not feeling well today due to red flag. hu hu hu. everything turns down, i get tired and sleepy. sigh.

and mood swing -____-"

no wonder yesterday i stressed! fed up with work and surrendered..



the worst part is when suddenly i decided to quit from this job! omg.. damn, so emotional lah..

p/s: back pain. cried!




xoxo,

7 hours without hand phone

February 23, 2010.

assalamualaikum.



good evening every one.

T_T i forgot to bring my hp today. i thought i have bring it but then when i reached office it was not with me. sigh.

i still remember that many years ago, i hardly live without hp because he-the-name-i-should-not-mentioned-here is a type of must send me sms every one hour!

updated his activities and sport checked me. hu hu hu. besides, i feels that hp is my 2nd life. idiots!

now, hp is still important gadget in my life but not in my current working conditions..

since i did not go any where like out station, meeting client or going site visit therefore i am still ok living in office hour without hp.

hurm.. just one thing. eh, two things..

please.. please never let me accidentally forgot either my broadband and/ or my story book.

i assures my day will definitely down! -____-

p/s: my sweetheart rarely sms me when i am working. he quite strict and discipline against the rules. hu hu hu.




xoxo,

everyone need a reason to get up in the morning.

February 22, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes..

howdy? i am doing fine. i hope so. hu hu hu.



hurm. this morning i would like to share this fact to you..

everyone need a reason to get up in the morning.

esp.. monday morning is it? since my 1st day is on sunday, so i never felt monday blues. wink wink.

personally, i am an evening person. never been a successful morning person even i've tried. i guess i am not trying harder enough.

but now.. it slowly change due to surrounding environment such as responsibility and working conditions.

let me explain:

- every morning i MUST wake up on 5.45am (by hook or by crook) which is not my routine before. when i am moving to my parents home, i responsible to help them treats my grandma too.

usually my mom is taking grandma for shower and preparing breakfast with my dad. then, my turn is feeding grandma for breakfast..

- my working hours are 8am (supposed) but always come around 8.15am hu hu.. until 8pm (but i extended around 830pm)..

since i shall monitoring my staff esp on the morning session to ensure the operational activities can be done effectively and efficiency therefore i need to come early in office.

- in front my house is a secondary school. have you imagine how bad the traffic was?? everyday, ok. besides, my journey everyday to my office must pass through factories areas. yet, can you imagine the bad traffic there?

sigh. around 7am - 8am is the worst traffic ever in front of my house. cars, vans, cabs, buses, lorries and bikes rushing every day! that is why i am a bit late.. hu hu hu.

- finally, reason to get up in the morning is to change.

i believes when we start early every morning, there huge of opportunities waiting to grab! if any mistakes done, still have time to improve.

but, if you are late of something, i afraid probably to lose everything is higher.

p/s: what is your reason to wake up this morning? afraid of your boss? worried if your punch card turn red? or try to escape from bad traffic? which one, eh..




xoxo,

harry potter big fan

February 21, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good morning babes. happy sunday all..

so, today what is your activity? i wish i could stay at home reading story books..

since last december 2009 i am into harry potter story books! addicted ord.

lesser that 2 months, i managed to finish 4 in a row. now i am into his book number 5: harry potter and the order of the phoenix.

in fact, this helps me to improve my vocabulary and grammar ^____^

where ever i go, this story book is the must item on the list. ha ha ha. well, reading story books is my hobby years ago and recently i hard to get the time.

then, in year 2010 one of my wish list are continue reading story books!



insya Allah, i am trying my best to finish all 7 story books of harry potter by couple of months ahead.

then.. will decide to read other story books. maybe some of you love to share and recommend what are the best series so far to get?

hey.. do catch me on comment box. i am waiting.

p/s: my sweetheart bought me ps i love you.




xoxo,

testing 1 2 3

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. have a great weekend! last saturday i went to parkson batu pahat and bought new baju raya. ha ha ha. well, sounds 1 malaysia is it?

sales are like crazy! price goes down until 70% less. hu hu hu. from gents to ladies departments. everything got sales! by the way i still can control my shopaholic hormones..

alhamdulillah.

and here you are my baju raya .. purple mode. hu hu.



i cant deny that this one is pretty good for me. T_T i dislike purple.. i heart pink most of the time. but this time, i just ignored the rule!!

this buttons catch my eyes..

p/s: i shall looking for more pink colors after this.




xoxo,

last saturday's story (2)

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.

here are several pictures edited by my buddy a.k.a the professional photographer :









enjoy !!

p/s: me with my bff, braces T_T




xoxo,