31 august 1987

assalamualaikum.

" Anak itu akan membesar sehingga menjadi orang dewasa sepertimana di dunia dan diajar membaca Al-Quran sehingga hafiz oleh Nabi Daud. Anak ini akan menunggu ibu bapa mereka di pintu syurga selepas kiamat dan pada hari perhitungan.

Anaknya ini akan sentiasa menunggu ibu bapa mereka di pintu syurga sehinggakan jika malaikat meminta mereka masuk ke dalam syurga sekalipun, mereka tetap mendesak untuk membawa 'orang tua' nya ke dalam syurga, Wallahualam."

31 august 1987..

i was 2 years old.

cannot remember what happen around me yet..

we're living with grandma..

and my dad told me,

we have lots of kitty.

purrrr..purrr..

my mom sad..

she was pregnant.

and almost delivered her baby.

meaning i will have a new friend.

still.. i cant understand everything.

i am too small during that time.

my mom told me..

at the morning of 31 august,

which malaysian independent day..

she felt the contraction already.

might be it's the time.

she called my dad.

unfortunately..

it was public holiday.

no body cant help them.

panicked!

my grandma hold me.

still..

i cant remember.

after a while..

my mom laid down and

suddenly the baby delivered after one pushed!

any my mom was alone..

my dad searching for help.

my grandma hold me tight..

i am sorry mom.

i dont know..

my mom cried.

the baby also cried loudly..

after a while..

my mom said the baby couldnt cried at all.

he left at the floor with my mom.

helpless..

then i dont know what happen.

what i assured was my younger brother dead at 6pm.

in hospital..

on last 31 august 1987.



dear younger brother, mohd. syafin may you rest in peace. i am sorry i dont have any memories with you. only your certificate of birth and death will remind me about you now and forever. al-fatihah.

Best regards,

catch me if you can

assalamualaikum.


catch me if you can

i guess, definitely what that animal thought of the day -.-"

i saw this animal crawling at my dad's backyard and immediately candid those pictures.. what the fish, ok ?? hello, animal! what are you looking about?? *sigh. scary huhh..

my dad love gardening and soon i'll update more entries about his passion.. last few months ago i went home and found many new things at his territory.. check this out later, babes~

Best regards,

home sweet home

assalamualaikum..

i'm officially at home sweet home, batu pahat johore and hoping that my mom will cooking this for dinner.. ouh, how i miss mom's special nasi ambeng now and forever..

pictures below taken during prayers at my home sweet home last month.. it's a sambal goreng, kuih kemboja <- sweetheart's mom called it but my mom used to call kuih hurmm i forgot! T.T" then meat curry used to be my fav too, serunding, ayam masak kicap and last but not least ikan kering -.-" so yummy delicious..



well babes, what are your menu this evening for buka puasa?

*happy weekends, have a great time with family and friends.
*happy holiday, malaysia independent day.
*happy becoming birthday dad.

Best regards,

i am a military girlfriend

assalamualaikum



I am a military girlfriend.I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be.I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a "dependent" or parent.The man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news.I understand this and accept this.

I am a military girlfriend.I have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. People may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me. I know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.

I am a military girlfriend.There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions...smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on brief communication where "I love you and I'm okay" speaks more than volumes and gives me the strength to keep going.

I am a military girlfriend. I take no moment spent together for granted.I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, and every word.I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice,and I play it over and over in my head so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so bad, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off, and start a new day.

I am a military girlfriend.The events of the next several months hold my life, my love, and my future in the balance.When you watch the news reports, you may turn away and go about your business relatively unaffected.When I watch the news,stories of the war, I do not see nameless soldiers a half a world away.I see individuals who will be forever changed by the war.News of every casualty causes me physical pain and deep sadness

I am a military girlfriend,not a spouse or family members yet.When you say your prayers for the wives,mothers,and fathers, please dont forget about me too.

* dear sweetheart, i proud to be your girlfriend and best friends forever.

Best regards,

a secret to be told

assalamualaikum.

syuuuu.. this is a secret. please keep it and never spread it away. thank you..

next monday (31.08.2009) is my dad's birthday. my mom asked me either i'll going home or not this weekend due to last week i celebrated my 1st ramadhan with my housemate -.-" i told my mom i'll going home by coming nuzul quran @.@"

but then after a short conversation from hp i started to think what if i make a surprise to them? ehhehee.. i called my younger sister and mention to her about this plan and she definitely agreed with me.

so what is my plan? this friday morning i'll going home after 1 and 1/2 months i didnt T.T" serious.. i miss every single thing in my home especially my bed! hhuuhuhu. the rest i miss my mom and dad too~ ;) then pick up my sister at uitm segamat after her morning class and ponnn!! ponn! mom, we're back! surprise!!!! insya Allah this friday i will buka puasa with my family.. yeayyy!!

hurm.. so far, my plan is not bad. now, i am looking for something which can be a present for my dad.. what eh? any idea?

Best regards,

turn red

assalamualaikum.





hello babes. happy ramadhan and wednesday..

today onwards i am on this kind of mood.. <- motif??



* red flag~ hhuuhhuhuu..





Best regards,

because i am a lady

assalamualaikum.

i thought because i am a lady:

i used to blame my hormones ..
when i craved for online shopping
i love to blog hopping
walk here and there
look for something
coach, crocs etc etc

i always forgot that ..
i should save more money
for my future life
money for study
money for this and that
for bla bla bla

i must concentrate to my study
never playing around
dateline is around the corner
still pending many things
chapter 1,2,3,4,5 and 6
i draft them only!

omg..omg.

wake up lady
not just blogging
dont just saying
i must do something
but
what kind of thing

omg omg

blogging is my new life
i cant stop my hobby
this what i should be
updating new entry
or else
i'll missing my blogger baby

on the other way
because i am a lady
i love myself more
i do appreciate and grateful
because i have you..





T.T" what exactly happen to me?

Best regards,

a notebook is not

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. happy ramadhan. huaaarghhhh -.-"
hoohhhoo.. so sleepy.. ups, sorry! i stay after sahur until now and wish for a short nap after this. again huaarghhhh -.-" i cant control it anymore. *sigh.

this entry i like to share with you huaaarghhhh about huaarggghh hurm.. a notebook. *deep breath. huaaargggg!! omg omg i need more oxygen now v.v- stay facus, stay focus. just ignored my sleepy. psycho..

a notebook is not a laptop or electrical gadget. it's a book which we're using to take short note and i called it as a notebook.. are you with me? ehhehe..



currently i have two notebook which medium and small sizes. both are the most important items to me as important as hp because many important thing to jot down for a specific reason.

let me briefly explain the important of my notebooks:
- to extract theories from books in library. this idea inspired by my thesis supervisor.. sometimes i dont need to borrow so many books just to review one or two pharagraph of theories. therefore, i need a notebook.
- since my notebook have a few partition <-can i use this word? hhuhuh.. as long as you can see and understand it. so it's easy for me to divide and plan my works as well as schedule them. therefore it's much more organized!
- surprised it's cheap cheap one ok. a hardcover and the price was not less than RM10.. wink..wink


- the small notebook is easy to carry on and just put it into my handbag.
- very important to plan for my next step of life..cehh.
- also cheap cheap item which lesser than RM5!


eh.. me not sleepy at all. phew.. it works! ehheheh.. ok. that's all for now. see you later..

5. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelima
Allah SWT akan mengurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjidil Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.

Best regards,

beautiful baby search contest

assalamualaikum.

i am blog hopping and i found this entry and without further due started to search babies pictures in my folder.. luckily the organizer of this contest given a permission for those who single also can be participated.

"or those yg single, uolls juga bleh sertai contest ni & syarat menghantar gambar seperti diatas haruslah dipenuhi.."

so let's take a look what are the terms and conditions:

1. jd follower Mommy_Zara - done

2. sila add banner di atas pada sidebar.. -done


3. buat special entry utk contest ini dan sertakn sekali satu picture baby uols yg comey! dan satu picture baby bersama mommy atau daddy! kedua2 gambar akan diambil markah.. -done

lil princess was in a good mood during her 1 year old birthday. she's very cute with pink dress and sweet butterfly headband. the crowd said, cantiiiikkkkkkkkk canntiikkkkkk to lil princess and she smile to us. so sweet~


both mummy and daddy with boring look of lil princess.. she cant wait to have her pink birthday cake.. see, mummy looks very happy during that time while daddy tried to fix her headband.. dear lil princess, happy birthday to you darling.. MMuuaahhh!


4. sile nyatakan skali nama baby dan umur baby. tips: gambar baby comey dgn aksi bersahaja tp masih mengekalkan kecomelannya mungkin menjadi pilihan juri -done

name: puteri nur qistina binti azizul syazwan
age: 1 year 3 weeks and 1 day

5 sila nyatakan bila gambar diambil. -done

date taken: 02.08.2009 during her 1 year old birthday celebration ^o.O^

6. link kn blog Mommy_Zara . sila tinggalkn comment bila dh siapkn entry k.. -done

well, as easy as ABC. to all my blogger babes especially mummy and daddy do take part and let support this contest and not forget to my single babes you too can participate this contest like me ^o.O^


Best regards,

one year ago

assalamualaikum.

how do you do babes? 1st i would love to congratulate all my babes and juniors on your graduation day couple of days ago.. yeahhh.. finally, after 3~4 years study for degree; doing assignments, attend classes, participate with activities and etc etc.

welcome to the most challenges and toughest part is surviving in careers life. some people may think it's easy to get a job but how you sustain and keep your performance levels always on the top? jeng..jeng..jeng. ^o.O^

to those who are still not working yet/ enjoy your holiday, wake up!! go and grab any working opportunities and experiences or apply any courses in order to improve your added values.. all the best for your future undertakings and i cant wait for three special graduation day.

hurm.. one is conform.. another two are on the way to conform :) but what i assured you, one year ago alhamdulillah i managed to get this!! definitely, it's conform! ahhahahhaha..

my happy family celebrated my big day, it's my 2008 graduation day. thank you very much for bears, orchids and roses..


my best buddies and i celebrated our big day. alhamdulillah.. after 3 and 1/2 years together, finally we did it!! from left; noa the mummy to be, sabil the fiance to be and cik syahira the lecturer to be :)


students with our two male lecturers.. sweet memory remains forever. i owe with both two lecturers. they're inspired and help me a lot..


last but not least a big surprised of the day, my sweetheart. he told me he cant attended on my graduation day due to his training schedule and at the very last minute he conform to join me! thanks sweetheart..


Best regards,

a month to remember

assalamualaikum.

warning: as usual, a long entry to get through :P

hello babes.. welcome to another episode in my love story. since a brand new chapter in my live will begin soon, so i have to share with you 'how cik syahira and her sweetheart met at the 2nd time?' ..

the story began last january 2008. i am officially break off and single -.-" but still living happily because my application to continue Msc at uitm shah alam successfully approved.. alhamdulillah, Allah knows the best for me.. and i registered on early january. thank god! what a relief.. finally, my dreams come true.. more days to go to complete my Msc~ it's just a new chapter of my student life.

since i am single and available ^o.O^ <-cehh! what the fish?? i make a lot of new friends and become more open minded.. meaning, i started to add new friends in friendster and ym list, no longer thinking about others feeling or else and i enjoy every single day being a single and Msc student.. well, it's not easy actually..

talking about friendster, there's a community place where by i keep on contact all of my friend- neighborhood, kindergarten, primary secondary schools, colleges, university and etc. one day, i found my sweetheart's id and noticed he's one of my friend list in kolej mara kulim. then i just add him on my list..

well, it's how everything began.. wink..wink. we started comments, exchange ym id and surprised he asked my number O.O" i'm speechless but hurm.. eh we're friends ok. why not? then we arranged our 1st date a few weeks after i came to shah alam for Msc.

last january 2008 i moved to shah alam, continued my study and dont know how to go anywhere.. it's my 1st time driving out of my territory- batu pahat, jhr T.T" it's difficult and complicated but i am very lucky because i still have family somewhere in damansara, bangi and seri kembangan..

besides, i have a buddy who never give up the draw me a map. my 1st map is on how to go to sg besi meeting my sweetheart.. dear nazlin a.k.a nalin thanks babe! i owe you a lot! ehhehe.. she draw me a map to midvalley and sweetheart teach me from midvalley to sg besi.

serious!! i just go and never turn back. it's my 1st time ever driving in shah alam and kl.. very nervous but excited to meet my sweetheart. eh, during that time we're friends only.. no sweetheart.. sweetheart ok! -.-" almost miss the junction but he managed to save me out..

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this picture taken a week after my 1st date.. meaning it's my 2nd date with him..





Best regards,

last weekend

assalamualaikum.

happy monday babes..

alhamdulillah.. it's 3rd day of ramadhan. so far i am still ok. not spending anything yet from bazaar.. well..more budget should be allocated for syawal and some thing else which much more important -.-"



so, how was your weekend? my 1st ramadhan, i just celebrated it with my housemate - sugarpie.. we're cooking and having sahur together. yes.. both of us wake up for sahur and still on the track.. amin..

ouh, it's monday.. every body needs extra energy for sure to survive until end of today hhuhuhu.. hurm.. want to play chocolatier game sounds not good! it makes me starving for the whole day T.T" omg..

hurm.. babes, what are you currently doing now instead of blog hopping? any ideas? he3x..

here i attached another benefit to share with you.. ok, have a great monday all ^o.O^

4. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keempat
Orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih akan memperolehi pahala sebagaimana pahala yang diperolehi oleh orang-orang yang membaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran.

Best regards,

have a great weekend

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.. happy weekend. it's our 2nd day of ramadhan in malaysia ^o.O^ alhamdulillah.. we met again, ramadhan..



before it's too late i would like to share some information about benefits of sulat sunat tarawih..

1. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Pertama
Diampuni dosa orang-orang yang beriman sebagaimana keadaannya baru dilahirkan.

2. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kedua
Diampunkan dosa orang-orang yang beriman yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih, serta dosa-dosa kedua ibubapanya.

3. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketiga
Para malaikat di bawah ‘Arasy menyeru kepada manusia yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih itu agar meneruskan solatnya pada malam-malam yang lain, semoga Allah akan mengampunkan dosa-dosa mereka.

since, i dont know either next ramadhan can meet again or not so do i share this to my beloved blogger babes and silent readers (if any) ^-.-^

Best regards,

my simple porridge

assalamualaikum.

hello babes.. here i attached a recipe of my simple porridge..

ingredients:

rice (depends on for how many serving..)
water
chicken cube
potato
carrot
serunding daging

methods:
as simple as ABC..



my simple porridge can be add on with serunding daging before served it^o.O^ and i love love love my simple porridge! let's having sahur with my simple porridge.

Best regards,

white handbags

assalamualaikum..

daddy.. daddy cool~ daddy.. daddy cool~

T.T" hi babes..

i just goggling around for white handbags regarding for this entry <- over react ok! ^o.O^

suddenly i miss my home sweet home..
hello.. hello.. mom, miss you!!

ok.. back to the story, here are the wish list of my white handbags<- dead ok if my sweetheart found this! hhuhuhu..

it's a prada as you can see. i love the design looks fabulous.. pretty cool~ with i a huge space, just throw everything there.. might be your kitty can also put it here. hhohoho.. eh, let me check 1st either it's a handbag or for dog bag?? -.-" *edited- it's a ladies handbag.


next is tote bag from coach -.-" still, the background is white. yup, i can consider it as white.. i love the simple design. basically in my opinion,it's suitable for office use because it's just nice. haihh.. how to explain? at least the red strip make sense there and bring a big impact for me.


ok. last one. looking for off white! *drum rolls, please.. ahhhahaha. i am a queen.. cute is it? wink..wink.


enough said, that's all for my day dreaming of today. hhuhuhu..

Best regards,

a witty white

assalamualaikum.

happy 1st ramadhan babes.

i found this interesting contest from redmummy.

it's about 14 days to your white contest.. a very simple contest and easy to participate.. the best part ever was the luxurious prizes such as your choice of white bag which worth up to 5k, the most wish list gadget- i phone, notebook and mp3 player..

besides that i am also doing this 'which white are you?' and the result is i am a witty white. i do simply love white instead of pink..



well, the combination of pink and white looks absolutely .... "gorgeous" ^o.O^

*surveying a pink-white theme for our special day

Best regards,

happy ramadhan

assalamualaikum.

hi babes..

welcome to ramadhan month.. happy fasting to all muslim babes.. i would like to ask for your forgiveness and let's grab this opportunities to improve ourselves better than previous years..



dear sweetheart, alhamdulillah this is our year two celebrating ramadhan month together.. i guess, it's our challenges month ever- studying and training for our bright future.. all the best to ourselves ^o.O^

dear blog, again alhamdulillah this is our 1st time open my blog to public. sure i'll update my daily life and random thoughts about me, myself and my environment as usual. i am glad that this ramadhan is the 1st time we celebrate together *it's about me and my blog. hhehe..

see you tomorrow babes. dont forget to go for terawikh tonight, shopping for ramadhan stocks and having sahur this morning.

*anyone, winston 14? stared at my sweetheart..

Best regards,

featuring with pesawat

assalamualaikum.

alhamdulillah. here is the final episode of me meeting pesawat. featuring?? sounds like playing music together! hhuhu.. nope, i cant play any music instruments. yet i only know how to play recorder -.-" as well as singing, i only can go for karaoke with my buddies and sweetheart. other than that, it turn worst! hhaha.. even with them i cant sing in a good tune. out of pitching and bla bla.. *ignored me.

the reason of i went to utusan malaysia is to accompany my housemate full stop. there is no direct appointment between me and them yet<-- cehh.. hoping for what? since i got the opportunity there so i manage to help her doing my own handmade. the denim pencil case is not my handmade. i just sew the accessories. yup.. do-it-yourself handmade.

at the same time, the indie band pesawat also come to utusan malaysia.. again, there's another opportunity for me to meet them in person. alhamdulillah..



*clap-clap. here is our handmade to pesawat. wink..wink.

Best regards,

the real pesawat

assalamualaikum.

hello babes. so what do you have for your lunch today? well, tomorrow is our 1st day of ramadhan to be specific in malaysia and hope this month is better than last year..

ok, without further due let's continue about my pesawat handmade and the real story of pesawat. which.. hehe.. which now this entry shared about my experience met one of our indie band, pesawat.



pesawat is cool~ i love their single, mirage.. my sis told me about their new song, excuse me. well, she's much more updated compared me! hhuhuhu..



not much than i can reveal here but i really have a good time meeting them. all of them were sporting and happening plus giving me fully cooperation even though i am just a new fan of them! hehe.. thank you very much to pesawat for their time and consideration of me who so shy in front of my own camera! T.T"

* they have a photoshoot and interview and i got chances to meet them in person.

Best regards,

the pesawat

assalamualaikum.

this is my first time doing a handmade. *clap-clap ^o.O^ impressed! hehe..







since i accompanied my housemate for her new project (check this out at her blog, i cant reveal it yet..) so i learned a new do-it-yourself hand made. simply sew it here and there..

to be continued

Best regards,