currently..

April 13, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello blog.

omg, damn tired. this happen to me almost every day. you know what?? currently my weight is 44.5kg after meals.

i lost 4kilos not because i am wearing brace but my current job is killing me (most of the time)..

well, i guess no matter where you are sometimes you feels happy but sometimes it was not right? hurm.

therefore, i just be patient and enjoy my life. no complaining except i wish he increase my salary. please.. please.

or else, stop buying any designers hand bag again. oops!

p/s: is waiting for another coach. ha ha ha.




xoxo,

life must go on

April 13, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

morning blog.

life is hard. i know that at the 1st place. then, i challenge myself to go for it. i am the person who never regret with any things i have done.

now, i could feel life is harder than usual! omg. please.. i wish i am stronger enough to move on. please.. please.

once i step forward, i never looking back. good bye history. welcome new life.

i must move on.

p/s: lonely.




xoxo,

one tragic night

April 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi blog.

last night i cried badly. something touched me till the bottom of my heart. i cant pretend any more. i cant hold this alone. my heart broke into pieces T_T

i need some one to talk to. i text my bff and luckily she was there for me. hurm. i cant think any one except her.

dear bff, many thanks for being there when ever i need some one to hold me tight. thanks for your support!

i swear, you are my bff. always..

p/s: end up i hardly open my eyes this morning. hu hu hu.




xoxo,

sharing is caring. maybe ....

April 12, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

morning blog.

hundred times i figure this out. either want to share or not??

since i would like to make this blog differ than other blogs so do i decided to share something new.

yet this is a diary of cause it differ than others, eh. however, i still confuse either want to share it or not! sigh.

what are you mumbling about syahira?? hurm.

i am sorry, monday. i should start you with something energetic to boost the adrenalin. but.. i am kind of lost something.

maybe the power to blog or ....... haih. i am not sure.

p/s: is it ok if i share something regarding on ......... arghh! why i could write this. hurm.




xoxo,

is working hard!

April 11, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello readers.

sorry dear. i am totally exhausted with multiple working loads! plus headaches facing so many types of drama. sigh.

well, by today i am working hard to cover every single things listed on my pending list. hu hu hu.

be patient, eh. esp for the pressie T_T omg! i am taking about a month to hand over your prizes. isk. not good. not good.

i shall manage my time properly after this.

again, i admit that was my fault.

(-___-)"

p/s: go syahira, go syahira!




xoxo,

good bye jb

April 10, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

good evening blog!

currently, i packed my stuffs and quickly wanna speed to my home town. see you then, eh. hurm. sorry singapore. will visiting you later. not this time -_____-"

p/s: i cut my hair - boyish style~




xoxo,

hey, jb city!

April 09, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hey, blog.

now i was in jb city, oh! i am visiting my aunt' saloon. wink.

i wish her can help me for make over. ahaks!

well, this is what i am waiting for.

a sweet make over special for my birthday! yeay..

p/s: now i online at saloon and spend the time to pamper myself. bye.




xoxo,

12 hours to go

April 09, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hello blog!

i cant believe this. i cant believe this. i can believe this. 12 hours to go, eh?? i wish i could pause the time. i need another 24 hours, please.

as far as i could remember couple of months before APRIL 10 every year i am counting days and night excitedly.

but..

this year i realized this when it comes to end of march! how do i forgot about this?? does it shows the increment of ages inter related with the level of my creative thinking! gosh.

i hope it is not.

things happen because i am super busy nowadays lah maybe. har har har. shown that i cant accepted the truth! isk.

help. help.

i love the current number, 24! please, i dont wanna be 25 yet. i am not ready!! T_T



looking at this makes me craving for jajans. hu hu hu.

p/s: tomorrow i have spa exam at seri malaysia hotel, jb. any one wanna join me hang out at singapore after that??




xoxo,

busy or lazy

April 08, 2010.

assalamualaikum.

hi, blog!

busy vs lazy?? which one i could specific myself was into?! hu hu hu.

recently i am headaches with multiple work loads. hurm. then after long period of working i get one and a half days of rest plus two days unpaid leave.

meaning after working like crazy then i off for few days which i wish i back with energetic mode to work but..



my pending list goes longer than what i expected! haihh.

now i am not sure either i am super busy this week or turn lazy T_T *cried! omg. how come eh?? please, help.

pump me oxygen please. hu hu hu.

p/s: -____-"




xoxo,